[kid 666]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2008-06-13
Written: (4493 days ago)

We are who we are
So why do you judge us?
What did we do to be looked at?
To be laughed at?
To be made fun of or abused by people we have known for years
We all have different styles but why does every one make fun of Goths or think EMO is just plan dumb, I’m sick of it
Some people ask us “ what is the point of looking like the way we do? Why do you think pain is beautiful?”
The way we dress is just to be who we are I know it just seems that were just trying to get some attention were not.
We do what we feel is right we feel so open but yet you shut us down. Now Pain is what we have what we control and it’s the love of life, pain it’s not enough we love the pain but we hate the pain you give us. Hurting what we love and who we are
We try so hard to be normal but were not were different we have to get looked at or judged, unless we fit in with this so called high school life This life is hell why? Why do you have to keep looking at us so what were different you know what your different to us. in our eyes we are normal
My name is Sergio Quiroga and I am proud to be a Gothic EMO

115643  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-06-13
Written: (4493 days ago)

Going off

Mind is racing running out of time
There is something in every line 
Some one gota get pissed
Get your hands up start swinging
Ant know one going to get this
This place is about to go off
With words said
Starting the blood shad Get ready 
Time to get everything off your chest
Start the mess don’t get hurt
You’re about to burst
Get ready for the next Verse
It’s about to go off y’all it’s time
Ready or not here it goes
BANG there’s the first shot
Strait to the doom

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Written about Wednesday 2008-06-04
Written: (4501 days ago)

ok i'm sorry for this but i have to post this it is the most fucked up song me and my friend wrote

The Lord’s Work

I’m doin the Lord’s work doo da doo *CHOP*
Oh I’m doin the Lord’s work doo da doo *CHOP*
Oh I’m on to number seven and I’ll surely go to heaven
Oh I’m doin the Lord’s work doo da doo *CHOP*

I’m washin away the filth doo da doo *CHOP*
Oh I’m washin away the filth doo da doo *CHOP*
I will flush em down the toilet, they deserve it and they know it
Oh I’m washin away the filth doo da doo *CHOP*

I’m killin all the beaners doo da doo *CHOP*
Oh I’m killin all the beaners doo da doo *CHOP*]
I will tell em adios as the bloody story goes
Oh I’m killin all the beaners doo da doo *CHOP*

I’m slicing all the Ingins doo da doo *CHOP*
Oh I’m slicing all the Ingins doo da doo *CHOP*
Cuz they’re crazy yes indeed, and they’re smoking too much weed
So I’m slicing all the Ingins doo da doo *CHOP*

I’m slashin all the negros doo da doo *CHOP*
Oh I’m slashin all the negros doo da doo *CHOP*
Dark meat’s tasty and it’s wetter and I’ve always liked it better
Oh I’m slashin all the negros doo da doo *CHOP*

I’m hackin all the Jews doo da doo *CHOP*
Oh I’m hackin all the Jews doo da doo *CHOP*
They’re annoying and there’s many and they’re stealing al my money
So I’m hackin all the Jews doo da doo *CHOP*

I’m wackin all the Asians doo da doo *CHOP*
Oh I’m wackin all the Asians doo da doo *CHOP*
They make too many babies and the Samurai have rabies
Oh I’m wackin all the Asians doo da doo *CHOP*

I’m blowin up the Muslims doo da doo *BANG!*
Oh I’m blowin up the Muslims doo da doo *BANG!*
I would chop them like the rest but they seem to like bombs best,
So I’m blowin up the Muslims doo da doo *BANG!*

Now I’ve finished the Lord’s work doo da doo *grin*
Oh I’ve finished the Lord’s work doo da doo *grin*
Now the world is kinda white, but at least I’ll sleep at night
So I must’ve done god’s work doo da doo *grin*

If your happy and you know it clap your hand’s

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Written about Friday 2008-05-30
Written: (4506 days ago)

Pissed off, the shattering of glass, choices made and emotions clash. These are the thing that make a young child’s heart break.
“I’m telling you he needs a better role model he has no one to teach him what he should do!”
“So your saying how he turned out is my fault, I don’t understand aren’t you the one who said that you wanted to show him the way he is supposed to be!?”
Word ring like a bell in the ears of the sane, my heart wishes beyond all else to be deaf just to escape the words that cut like a knife. In my room words of hate are exchanged from down the hall.
“this isn’t my fault he has always looked up to you like a father even after finding out that your not, but you have never given him the time of day that’s why he is acting out like this!”
“He’s known all along that I wasn’t his real dad, ever since the age of twelve when he began to have a concept of that this world is really like. Besides he is who he is and I’m fine with that he’s doing things his own way and that make me proud. Can’t you remember when you were that age I bet you wanted to prove to your parents that you will do things your own way didn’t you?”
“No ever since I was young my mother knew what I should be and she made it happen and I never argued with it. It’s good for a child to have a person in their life to tell them what they should do!”
“That bull shit and you know it, the way that kid think today is that they don’t want to have some one to control every aspect of their life. They want a choice and to be able make that choice on their own accord and he has made his choice why can’t you be supportive of that!?”
“no I can’t not when he is make the wrong choice. what about his scholarship? Acting like that there is no way he’s going to get to any collage I mean..”
“maybe he doesn’t want to go to college did you ever think of that.”
“of course he wants to go to college I’ve set all this up for him I’ve gotten him scholarships I’ve helped him through school and because I want him to be a doctor that’s what he wants!”
“are you delusional just because you want him to go doesn’t mean that he wants to go

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Written about Wednesday 2008-05-21
Written: (4516 days ago)

  thinking about life and wondering why, why do people even try it's to heard to keep going when you have nothing
people say they love you but in realate they don't give a shit about you so why try so heard to get there love when it might just not work for you
me i do love some one and there on here and i love her so much and she knows that and hopeing that she loves me to

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Written about Friday 2008-05-16
Written: (4520 days ago)
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Written about Thursday 2007-11-01
Written: (4717 days ago)

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Written about Wednesday 2007-10-24
Written: (4726 days ago)


Miles Yonally Rest in pice
" I'm going to miss you so much, your a good friend and a good man i hope
your family will be ok"

to the Frinds of Miles Davis Yonally
" I know it's hard to lose a good guy and i'm going to miss him as much as all of you so if you need to talk i'm here and if you want to you can call me "

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Written about Sunday 2007-09-16
Written: (4764 days ago)

I don't know i feel so i don't know alone at time's but yet some people say they love me and i don't believe sometimes
and i'm sorry i can't be Perfect and i know i'm not and i really just wish i was good to every one that needy me and i don't know i'm just sick of being so alone at time and i really ahhh i don't know i'm not going to be leveeing Elfpack i'm not doing that but i'm not going to go super Emo and all so don't worry ok 

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