I Am Jackie
I am Jackie
Aged thirteen.
I don't know much
But all that I see.
I am Jackie
A friend to all.
But what will you do
When I decide to fall?
I am Jackie
Tomboy as it seems.
I cannot get rid of
My hopes and dreams.
I am Jackie
For it is the truth.
I am not old
But just a youth.
I am Jackie
I know what is right.
And I would do anything
To win this fight.
Jackelyn Ruble
I made this:
You say that there is no Hell. [I say the we are in it.] You say that there is no sadness. [I say that you're not me.] You say that this is Heaven. [I say that your insane.] You say that I am different. [I say that you are too much like others.] You say that you win the arguement. [I say it's not over.] You say that you are loved. [I say that your love is bullshit.] You say that time is just how you handle it. [I say that it's just there.] You say love is a game. [I say that love is real.] You say that Gay marriage is wrong. [I say that marriage is always ok.] You say that hate is only from your enemies. [I say that I'm not an enemy and I hate you.] You say that love is a game. [I say burn in hell.]
My names/What you may call me:
1. Jackie-- Most people call me this
2. Jackit-- Only some people call me this
3. Phoenix-- Tis my alter-ego
4. RavenStar-- My Wiccan name
5. Jak-- This is what I sign my name as some times when I don't feel like signing my full name
6. SuperDork-- A nickname I gave myself in the 6th grade
7. Who are you?-- What some people call me when they don't know who I am
I have a Wife.
We got married...
We got divorced.
We got married again.
Yet again, we got divorced.
This is how it went: Married, Divorced, Married, Divorced, Married, Divorced, and Married again.
And she's blaming me for the divorce papers that she MADE me sign...
lol
My Wife's name is Jennifer.
A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks,"What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-fact
Men use them to have safe sex.""Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school."
He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package? " The dad replies,"Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy.
He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday."
"WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack!
With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for the married men. ONE for January, ONE for February, ONE for March....etc."
Foamy Curse!
From water to fire,
From earth to air.
Smite those who whisper,
Smite those who dare.
And those who offend
And those who disgrace,
Let the heavens above,
BLOW UP IN THEIR FACE!
i want this to work on someone... wont say who.
Why I hate Christmas...
by: Jackie Ruble
I lost my first love-- my best friend
On that day.
He warned me this was the end
And this was the only way.
I hate Christmas,
It's filled with happiness and glee,
But I could care less
No happiness for me.
Sure, there are presents,
But what's that to a human life?
I know he used to cut his wrist,
But was he in that much strife?
I was not crying--but pain was too much.
I was just sittig in my room
I found out that it was all too much.
I waited for my doom.
EAST SIDE!
WEST SIDE!
[OTHER SIDE!!!!]
w00t!
I hate to talk:
-- about my pain
-- about my past
-- to people who are trying to be like someone else
-- to myself
Breathe (2am) by: Anna Nalick
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
In May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a Day", he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.
Here are some basic, yet important kissing tips
Great Breath - This is very important. Make sure you brush your teeth before going out on your date. There is nothing worse than kissing someone with bad breath. If your date consists of having something to eat before the actual kiss, make sure you have a mint on hand to take right after you finish eating. Don't take the mint just before the kiss or chew on gum. You don't want to have something in your mouth when you kiss.
Moist Lips - You want your lips to be slightly moist when you kiss. Run your tongue over your lips once before you kiss. Don't wear lip gloss because that tends to make the kiss too gooey. And don't wear a lot of lipstick unless you want your partner to wear it too after the kiss. Slightly moist lips makes it easier to move your lips over your partner's and gives both you and your partner a more pleasant experience.
Positioning - Stand close to your partner. As the two of you move closer together tilt your head slightly. If you can see which way your partner's head is tilting, tilt your head slightly in the opposite direction.
Close Eyes - Just before your lips meet, close your eyes. Some people prefer to leave their eyes open during the kiss. But until you know what your partner prefers, it is best to close your eyes.
Open Lips - Open your mouth slightly and place your lips over your partner's lips. Do not hold your breath! Breath through your nose. As your lips meet, press them gently over your partner's. You may wish to move your lips in a slow, circular motion or just leave them still over your partners.
Closed Lips - This is like the type of kiss you'd give your grandma or aunt. Instead of opening your mouth when your lips meet, keep them closed. This is also a good way of letting your partner know this is as far as it goes. It also makes a great hello/good-bye kiss or a great first time kiss if you're a nervous noob.
heh. that's true.
I AM: Jackie
I LOVE: Eric and my friends ^_^
I HAVE: fear
I HATE: people who are trying to fit in--posers
I MISS: my beloved
I WANT: to feel totally different
I FEEL: upset...
I WONDER: if my life is worth it any
I SMELL: cheeeeese
I LIKE: cheeeese
I EAT: cheeeeese
I SAY: hi!
I THINK: that i'm thinking...
I TRY: to be different
I HUG: my friends
I KISS: Eric... and my friends with "benefits" (girls)
I TALK: to everyone but family
I CARE: about Eric and my friends
I ASK: that you don't judge me until you know me
I NEED: love
I WISH: i was happier
I FEAR: that my life will end, and that i will leave the ones i love
I HEAR: voices in my head
I CRAVE: cheese
I SEARCH: for cheese in the refridgerator
I REGRET: not being true to myself
... there you go.
My Thoughts on....
God
Some people wonder if God is real? Well, it depends if you believe in "Him." If you don't... Then he may not be real.
I find that God is power hungry. He says that He is the one true God, and that all others are obsolete. He also says that you shouldn't worship inatimate objects. In the Christian religion, you plege your alegence to the Bible, and also to the cross. Do you find this odd? I do.
God also says that He respects other religions, yet He doesn't want you to worship the God of which comes with that religion.
That's why I changed my religion to Wicca.
By: Jackie Ruble
- * Funny Condom Mottos * -
Trogan:pleasur
Nike Condoms: Just do it.
Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby.
Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop.
Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but made for a woman.
Ford Condoms: The best never rest.
Chevy Condoms: Like a rock.
Avis Condoms: Trying harder than ever.
KFC Condoms: Finger-Licking Good.
Lays Condoms: Betcha can't have just one.
M&M condom: 'It melts in your mouth, not in your hands!'
MCI: for friends and family
Kix - kid tested, mother approved
Nokia -- Connecting People
[lol omg that is so funny! ^_^]
Here's an example of why I think that I have OCD:
If I were to touch one of my legs on something, I got to touch my other leg on it too, or on something, so that my feeling even out. If I don't, my anxiety starts again.
I have to touch something with both of my hands, or at least have something touch both of my hands--yet again, if i don't, my anxiety starts again.
... I'm really scared... I think that I have OCD-- Obsessive Compulsive Disorder... I have many of the symptoms of it... it's... just scary.... That I'd have such a disorder... and I've been doing the same types of "Rituals" (what my little motions that I do a lot to get away from anxiety), and I might of had this for a long time... I told my dad about this test that I took over the internet...:
Your Quiz Score Was: 25
Scores:
If You
Scored --- Then...
12 and +-- OCD likely
8-11-- OCD probable
0-7-- OCD unlikely
The test is at: http://psychce