I dont know.
I dont even use this thing anymore.
SO BYE. Hahahhah.
Im so hurt.
I GET TO FUCKING MEET RAZAKEL
In response to a picture comment I left, stating...: I'm going to steal your shirt. And maybe you too, k?
wut r u going to do with me if u steal me/???
Haha :] I don't knowwww.
But it could be fun?
And you can live in my closet. :b
How are you doing hun? :D
live in ur closet? wut..
ha well im doing fine i guess....
same as usual=(
Pfft. Only when my parents are there, duhh. :] haha.
Aww. Cheer up cutieeee. You need to be happy <3
im hardly happy
Well why nottt? You should be. :]
u make me happy.. well i gotta go peace out
fkjdfj you saying that makes me smile like, really big. I want you to get ungroundeddd already...
Alright, I'll talk to you later hun. <3 Be happy for me.
I'm a happy kid right now.
I like Kreap a lottttt.
I get to see him next weekend.
Why is it that...
Right when she's moved on to another...
I realize that I'm still madly in love with her?
I miss her so much...
I love you Bree. :/
I want to just.. cry, right now.
I spent last night in the hospital with Alex.
He got... fucked up. His front teeth are fucked up, his head, his arm... he's just, fucked up in general.
He's home now.
I love him so much.
That is all.
He makes me worry about him a lot.
I don't want to.
But I do.
I'm supposed to call him in an hour.
La la la.
Alex broke up with Erica.
He came to my sisterssss.
I sat on his lap all night, and he was like..
Being really cute. I can't explain it.
I don't know...
I'm happy, I guess.
I hate crying.
I hate it so much.
...I wish I could hate him.
I've been in such an amazingly good mood lately. I know it's because of Alex, but still...it's weird.
On Monday night I stayed the night with him, Kike, and Freddy. I slept on the floor with Alex, and we watched The Nightmare Before Christmas. I fell asleep halfway through it. At about 3 I woke up again, and he was still awake. We kinda like, smiled at eachother, and held hands and shit. I don't know. He's just so cute.
Kike woke us up at 8:45 and we smoked a few cigarettes and shit beore he had to go to work. He took the three of us to Freddys, and we went to the mall and stuff. Alex stole some green hairdye, so I ended up dying Freddys hair and Alex did his own. I got attacked by the hose, and was soaking wet for like two hours. It was neat?
I can't believe I'm actually this happy for once. I mean, I know Alex and I aren't together...but I do want to be, and when we're together, he acts like he does too. I don't know what to do about it, but right now I'm perfectly fine doing what I'm doing now. Tonight I'm probably going back down to Greeley because Chez is coming back, which makes me so fucking happy you have no idea, and then we're all going to get drunk. Not sure what'll happen, but I'm sure it'll be fun.
What I've recently realized?
That when Alex kisses me...
Everything is all right.
And.... it's a feeling that I so rarely get to feel.
I felt it.
And it feels so good.
I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair,
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind,
I hate you so much that it makes me sick,
It even makes me ryhme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie,
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate the way you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call,
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,
Not even at all.
I made a picture. Hehe.
I want him to call me.
That's all I want.
Atleast give me a clue?