[Beki in Wonderland]'s diary

103642  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-08-08
Written: (6122 days ago)

Hmmm... I just watched a program about a serial killer called BTK who managed to avoid the police for 30 years... It was kinda scary watching his trial at the end =/ makes you wonder who you can actually trust, and who might be out to kill you... I'm not a paranoid person really, so i'm not going to go and question all my friends and family to make sure they're not serial killers but... It really does make you wonder how safe we really are... I'm sitting here thinking 'Yeah, but it's never going to happen HERE in this poxy little village' when it could. I'm betting all the people who have been killed by serial killers have been the 'It'll never happen to me.' kind... Hrrm... Really makes me want to write a story... Like inside the mind of a serial killer. I may have to do that now *ponders* it would be interesting... And it would give me the opportunity to research serial killers and murderers and try and find out what makes them tick... This is going to be a fun little project for me over the rest of the summer XD Researching mass murderers. Whoopee. Oh well, it'll give me something to think about. Oooooh, it really makes me want to take Psychology... I think that's the course that you take at AS level, it's got something to do with the mind of a murderer... ARGH! The need to write is now taking over my brain, must start stuff now. BAI!

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103579  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-08-08
Written: (6123 days ago)

I don't rant enough in this diary... mainly because i rant ALOT in my ET diary, and then run out of things to say... Oh well, this short entry makes me feel better.

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103426  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-08-05
Written: (6126 days ago)

One more thing, why do guys always find it odd that i like videogames? No, i don't like them, i'm completely and utterly hooked and dependant on them. I also make room for a social life. Aren't i amazing. But seriously, girls can sit up for 12 hours playing videogames too you know! Ok, most girls don't, can't and wouldn't... But i can, would and in fact DO!!! So shuddup guys who think only guys can be "proper gamers" (Dan G, this means you). The only difference between male gamers and female gamers is male gamers can't do anything else. Female gamers can do lots of things all at once, like keeping in touch with friends, arranging stuff, baby-sitting annoying siblings, making dinner (Yes i did actually. We had chicken sandwiches and salad. Ha.) AND gaming. It's because we're awesome like that ^___^ Multi-tasking ftw! I am of course being incredibly sexist right now, and thusly also being a hypocrite. I'm very sorry, guys i do love you really, i just hate people assuming that i can't do something because i'm a girl. Like Dave did when his computer whent phut.

Computer: *fizz whirrr breeeeeeeeeeeeeeak*
Me: *prods computer* i know what's wrong...
Dave: Bex, let me do that, fixing computers is a blokes job, i don't want you br-
Me: It's fixed.
Dave: .......But... you're a girl.
Me: Are you sure? Oh, yes, i suppose i am.

So yeaaaaaaaaah... I'm allowed to be a little bit sexist, because he was... karma and all that jazz <_< >_> I know what i'm talking about... Anyway i'm shutting up now, i have no idea why i even started this entry...

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103424  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-08-05
Written: (6126 days ago)

Well helloooo there!! *waves* nyeheheh... Well, i'm back from holidays and it was awesome as always! It's great getting the chance to see all my family again X3 Bah, i'm really tired now though, i can't be bothered ranting about hols too much right now... I'll talk tomorrow, i have to go and make sure my dad hasn't turned my ps2 off... There is a teenage stubbornosity saga going on in my house at the moment.. and it's not me suffering from teenage stubbornosity... It's my brother XD Mum got me Naruto Ultimate Ninja when she went into Selsey and left me behind in Bracklesham Bay to roast on the beach, and since we got home my brother has been playing it incessantly (yeah, great, i get a new game but im not allowed to play it...) ..He was having trouble with something and we ended up completing every scenario today.. problem is, i dont have a memory card that actually WORKS anymore.. And my brother refuses to turn off the bloody playstation until we save the game.. So i have to go out tomorrow morning and buy a bloody memory card so he can save the bloody game and we can all stop having a nervy spazz *shakes head* my family are a bunch of total wazzocks sometimes..

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103060  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-07-28
Written: (6134 days ago)

I just noticed that i STILL have a scar on my head from when i burnt myself with my straightners XD I hope it never goes away, i love that scar!

Anyway, this will be my last diary entry for a whole week!! I'm going awaaaaaay to the south coast this week X3 I'm really looking forward to seeing all my family again, and i will report when i get back!

Until then, bye everyone! Love you all lots and lots X3

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102747  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-07-21
Written: (6141 days ago)
Next in thread: 103062

Haha, ok it's not funny, but.. Haha.

Noob: Hey, get lost, i call back here.
Me: Hey, get lost, or i'll call the hounds.
Noob: What?
Me: You don't bloody call anything. I'll go where i want.
Noob: I've been here ages.
Me: So what's your point? I'm here now.
Noob: Yeah, but i was here first.
Me: Yeah, but i'm here now.
Noob: **** you, you ******* *****!!!! >:(
Me: God, i hope you die in a car crash...
Noob: My mum died in a car crash.
Me: Oh, well, one down...
Noob: OMG *leaves*
Other dude: Lol, you owned him! *claps*
Me: A-thank you very much *bows*

Ok, well i found it funny. YESIMAFREAKINGNERDSOSUEME!! *hides*

And i know full well that his mum didn't die in a car crash, he was just saying that to make me feel guilty. It's not the kind of thing you broadcast around to random strangers on the internet. And if his mum actually did die in a car crash, then i dont care. Because guess what? I DIDN'T KNOW HER AND I DON'T KNOW HIM AND I'M AN INSENSITIVE BITCH!!! Hooray!
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101805  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-07-02
Written: (6160 days ago)

^___^ I went for a walk, i feel better now.. oh this has no relevance to anything, i ranted in my et diary.. oh well..

i'm all of a squeeble now because i have 2 awesome artists doing art for me X3 Both over on Elftown, both are wonderfully awesome people!!!! *melts* yeeee, im all excited now X3 YAYART!!!

101799  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-07-02
Written: (6160 days ago)

OMG PANTS!!!! *rofl's* ...*Cough*, ok, i should explain ^__^ Myself and Emmie-chan were discussing which pairings are the most canon in my current story.. Kat and Theo is pretty much destined to happen but.. yeah.. so anyway, when we pair characters together we merge their names together aswell.. So this is our conversation:

Emily: Hrrm.. What about Theo and Kat?
Me: ...That would come out as That o_O
Emily: Ok, weird... How about... Pabs and Vince?
Me: ...Pance?
Emily: Haha, when you say that out loud it sounds like pants XD
Me: OMG. Emily.
Emily: What?
Me: That's my new OTP.
Emily: What, Pants??
Me: Yes. Pants.
Emily: ROFL, go for it XD
Me: It's so canon X3
Emily: *squeebles* X3

Ok, so 'That' sounds crap so we've decided that Kat would be the man in the relationship (rofl) so it will become Kaeo X3 And now Vince and Pabs is totally canon, just because of the Pance thing X3 SO Alex was half right i suppose.. Vince is gay, but not with Theo XD ..Lol, pants...

101705  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-06-29
Written: (6162 days ago)

OMG!!! There has to be someone out there who finds this as hilarious as i do??

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/47503494/

When Axel takes that catuar to the face... OMG, i seriously nearly choked to death i found it THAT funny XD XD
...There must be some Kingdom Hearts fans out there who are with me on this???

*...........Crickets chirping...............*

Oh come ON! Someone else must find this funny! Someone?? Anyone?!?!

*.................Tumbleweed*...............*




...Hello?

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Written about Thursday 2007-06-28
Written: (6164 days ago)

AND I JUST NOTICED THAT THERE'S A SPIDER ON MY WALL!!!!! IT'S SMALL AND BLACK AND WHITE!! GAH!!! *diary whore*

101617  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-06-28
Written: (6164 days ago)

GAH! It's my gran and grandad's anniversary today.. So i'm drawing their beloved dog for them.. IT'S THE HARDEST THING I'VE EVER HAD TO DO?!?! Have you ever tried doing a realism of a WHITE dog on a WHITE background?!?! FFS, the photo i'm using for reference is pretty over-exposed so i'm having to make up most of the shading >.< I hate drawing things with white hair.. Grrr... I hereby make a vow that everything i draw in the future will be brunette (if it has hair of course) because brown hair is the easiest.. not to light, not to dark... Grrr... *chucks pencil across the room* And i lost sharpy, which is depressing, because it was the best pencil sharpener i've had in ages... I'm a tortured artist XD XD

101573  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-06-27
Written: (6164 days ago)

OH. EM. GEEEEE!!!! I am currently in HEAVEN. Seriously. I have white hot chocolate, and (FINALLY) Pop tarts!!!! I could not be happier.. I was just gonna say we need to take pop tarts to bloodstock... however... We can't really take a toaster XD Although they only need to be heated, so in theory we could heat them over the stove... Yes. We're taking pop tarts. And noodles, so we can have beer noodles like we did at download. Aaaah, BOA's gonna kick some serious bum X3

101541  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-06-27
Written: (6165 days ago)

ARGH! What do i do?? *panics and runs in a circle* Tom just texted me, i wasn't expecting to ever hear from him again but noooo he goes and texts me like everything is just fine and dandy-o asking me what happened to my bloody tea-cosy!!!!!! >.< Ack, i don't want to reply, i dont even remember him that well o_O all i remember is that [Lexxi Scuzz] spent 20 minutes fondling his stomach (which was insanely funny. Seriously) ACK what now... *flings phone across the room* there we go. Now it's far away over there where i don't have to deal with it. Hahahaha, i have a new phone now, so i can just laugh at him as he texts my old phone. BWAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!! ¬__¬

Well that settles that problem then. On to talking about something else. Going into Mold today with Ruth and possibly Alex, i'm not sure O_O But i have her £70 anyway incase she does turn up... If not... It's going to take all my willpower not to spend it (j/k i actually want to go to Bloodstock xD) Feh, i have a killer headache... I had a migrane yesterday when i got back from Chester, tunnel vision and everything.. And it hasn't completely gone away today, which is a pain in the bum 'oley. No tunnel vision though, so with a bit of ibuprofen i should be fine... I also have a really sore throat, which is my own fault for eating pickles at 2am this morning XD For those who don't know me very well, i'm allergic to vinegar.. Malt vinegar is the worst, i can't go near that, but white vinegar i'm sort of ok with... Unless i have to much of it then my throat swells up and gets really sore... But i love pickles!!! >w< So i went and had too many pickles.. and my throat swelled up.. and now it's sore as hell >.< damn why do i have to be allergic to something nice?!?! BAH!! Oh well, i'm not allergic to Daims *munches* so i'm happy ^_____^

What else did i want to say?? Oh yes, i had a very pleasent surprise yesterday. Up on ET i have the same pictures that i have on here, or i did yesterday anyway XD And someone messaged me offering to colour Vince for me on illustrator! I was like grhoageiphrowieafjrewoaijcraegr!!!!! O______O because i wasn't expecting it.. It was pretty cool ^_________^

Yeah that's all i have to say, i'm off to get ready to loiter in mold like two short loitering things on loitering tablets.
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101490  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-06-26
Written: (6166 days ago)

Dear God,
It's been a while, hasn't it? Well, I have a few complaints.
It's 2am and i'm wide awake. Please stop messing about with my body-clock, it's not doing anything good for my mental stability. 2 hours sleep a night is just not good enough.
And stop giving me stupid cravings. Like last night. 4am, i should have been asleep, but noooo, i was downstairs in the kitchen because i REALLY wanted to eat a pickle. I mean WTF. Right now i want some noodles. Like WOAH. Seriously, i'm twitching. That's not right.
You can quit it with the stapler too, that's just not funny. I don't know what made you decide that my brain should associate the stapler with that song, but it's not funny. Stop it.
That is all. Otherwise i'm quite satisfied with life at the moment. Although i really think you should make it stop raining now. What kind of summer do you call this?! The weather is gorgeous throughout my GCSE's, but the minute i'm free you turn on the waterworks. That's cruel. What have i done? You're punishing me for something aren't you? Is this because i laughed at the flying bread roll? It is, isn't it? You bastard.
Oh, one more thing. Can you please make sure that when i'm drunk i still keep my good taste in boys? This will avoid any awkward "Are you serious? A Chav???" moments. Thank you.
Your loyal whatsit.
NCV


(EDIT:: Umm... No i'm not sure why i just did that... Seemed like a good idea at the time XD Christian people, please don't hate me XD I don't mean any offence by it, really...)

101387  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-06-24
Written: (6168 days ago)

Hahahahahahahah XD XD

Emily: "Dei's ALIVE?! Well poke me in the eye with a shit stick..."

She never fails to amuse me XD XD

101168  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-06-20
Written: (6172 days ago)

...Only in Wales...

TRUCKER ATE SPAGHETTI AS HE DROVE ON A55



....What a headline...
101091  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-06-19
Written: (6173 days ago)

Haha, [Lexxi Scuzz] always inspires me to draw stupid things...

*gigglesnort*

That's all i have to say...
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101020  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-06-17
Written: (6175 days ago)

And in THIS diary, i will do a brief film review on The Hills Have Eyes (as apposed to the essay i wrote in my ET diary XD)
The Hills Have Eyes = Scary at the start, then so traditional-horror-movie-stylee that it's laughable. I like the Voldemort in the bowler hat character. 5/10 for laughability.

There, now wouldn't that have just been so much easier?? XD XD Yeah, and i still can't remember the important thing i wanted to say...
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