[Superman™]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2006-11-15
Written: (4721 days ago)
Next in thread: 87351

song lyrics that really mean somthing,

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow, no tommorow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World, Mad World 
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World, Mad World
Mad World, Mad World

86580  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-11-06
Written: (4730 days ago)

i love this song :D


I think I'll go down to the ocean
I think I'll go down and lie by the sea
Sit alone and watch the waves break
I don't think I'm ever going to leave
To leave, to leave

Find a girl that looks like an angel
Take her home just to be by her side
The kind of girl you'd love to marry
Someday to be your brand new bride
Your brand new bride

I think I'll go down to the ocean
I think I'll go down and lie by the sea
Sit alone and watch the waves break
I don't think I'm ever going to leave
to leave, to leave, to leave, to leave
to leave, to leave, to leave, to leave

Well I know I've got this mission
Things to do and things to say, every day
And if you give your heart permission
I know you'd feel the same old way
The same same way

I think I'll go down to the ocean
I think I'll go down and lie by the sea
Sit alone and watch the sun set
I don't think I'm ever going to leave
to leave, to leave, to leave, to leave
She'll be waiting by the shore
And I will be, I don't wanna be alone anymore

I think I'll go down to the ocean

85193  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-10-18
Written: (4749 days ago)
Next in thread: 85276, 85447, 85681

Holloween will offically be one year to the day, that i was cured of cancer, one year ago i was literally fighting for my life, it almost seemed like it was just yesterday, just goes to show how much time has gone by since then, i remember ever single day in october lastyear, the days of going over to the cancer center in Kalamazoo, waking up early in the morning for chemotherapy, the third day of my treatment i awoke and the effects of the chemo hit me like a ton of bricks, i felt soo ill, i was freezing to death, the room was spinning, i was soo fatigued, i could barely hear over the ringing i had in my ears along with being tone deaf also so i was unable to hear certain pitches. the days seemed as if they would never ever end, i couldnt eat a thing cause the two meds they prescribed me didnt work at all, and i became very very dehydrated, i ended up in the hospital that night, and they game me a med through my saline lock that i had in my arm for the chemo drugs, during the course of my treatments, instead of giving me a port or a new IV everyday, they just left a saline lock in my arm, it was very uncomfortable, the reason that they decided to do that is cause my veins are very fragile and they have a hard time nailing one cause they will either dive under or they will blow easily, everytime they came to put my IV on i would have to take out a stick of strong mint gum to take away the nasty smell of the saline, im one of the very few people that are able to smell it, some people can taste it, but how i can describe it is that it smells exactly like wart removing acid, they put my on a steriod to help with my fatigue, you could tell i was on the steriod cause my face would soo red and flushed, it got hard to breath during my second course of treatment due to the fact of permanent lung damage caused by the strength of the chemo, so now i cant run for a long amount of time, or else i will passout, the chemo has caused my matabolism to skyrocket, it has knocked off my equilibrium so my balance is now bad, and i just found out that i have a condition from the chemo therapy drugs called "Chemo Brain" which makes it hard for me to think and causes me to stare blankly sometimes, other times i am in deep thought, but to tell you the truth about this, i miss it, i know it sounds crazy, but this obstacle brought my family together more than it ever has before in my entire lifetime, everyone i knew was pulling for me and wishing me the best to make it through, they were all cheering me on as i did my best to keep together during the whole thing, i will never forget that point in my life, this month will forever be a scar to me, but i will always look back upon it as a stepping stone in life, as an obstacle that tested my limits, to prove how strong i am, now its a year later and im proud to say that i have been cancer free for the past year now, i truly see it as the biggest accomplishment in my whole life now

85172  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-10-17
Written: (4749 days ago)

this song says exactly how i feel everyday

Vertical Horizon- He's everything you want

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return


He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say


But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return


I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

84828  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-10-13
Written: (4754 days ago)

we gonna have to damn shake the monkey one time on this sumbitch!!

84556  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-10-10
Written: (4757 days ago)
Next in thread: 84557

i had a crazy-ass dream a few nights back, i was driving out on the highway with my mom and two other people that i didnt know, and all the sudden a storm comes rolling in out of the west, and then my mom says that we have to stop cause of the storm, and we came to the end of the highway and there was road running left and right and a gas station in front of us, then i decided to turn right, and then we started going through the country, and then out of nowhere i ended up in a gigantic area where there was nothin but stones and rocks like a quarry, ...well anyways, there was this house that was sitting ontop of like 2 stories of rock, with a sort of mine shaft-back door enterance, which my mother and i entered and it seemed like it would be dirty, well when we walked in further it turned out to be a clean stairway, surprising to me, then we got to the top of the stairs, and at that point a woman showed up at the back door in the house and answered it, then she invited us in, and when i walked in i was immeadiatly coverend in spider webs, and i looked around and spider webs covered the house and there were big spiders in them, and i got scared, so i started pulling the webs off of me and then we made our way to her living room and there was a dinning room chair in the corner to the left of me after i walked in there and that was covered in spider webs too, and the whole living room was full of them, then she told me to take a seat, and i started to grab at the webs on the chair and pull them away, and she said "just sit down, dont be afraid, it wont hurt you" and i sat down and all the sudden i got this weird feeling with all the webs caught on my then the spiders started crawling towards me and i got soo freaked out,....then i woke up

84533  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-10-10
Written: (4757 days ago)
Next in thread: 84536

i noticed that i drink alot, i mean ALOT

84325  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-10-07
Written: (4760 days ago)

lets just say that im getting sick, and just leave it at that

84133  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-10-04
Written: (4763 days ago)

In the words of the great Buckaroo Banzai
"In life, no matter where you go....there you are......"

84064  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-10-03
Written: (4764 days ago)

Steve Winwood- Valerie



So wild, standing there, with her hands in her hair
I can't help remember just where she touched me
There's still no face here in her place
So cool, she was like jazz on a summer's day
Music, high and sweet, then she just blew away
Now she can't be that warm with the wind in her arms


Valerie, call on me
Call on me, Valerie
Come and see me
I'm the same boy I used to be


Love songs fill the night, but they don't tell it all
Not how lovers cry out just like they're dying
Her cries hang there in time somewhere
Someday, some good wind may blow her back to me
Some night I may here her like she used to be
No it can't be that warm with the wind in her arms


Valerie, call on me
Call on me, Valerie
Come and see me
I'm the same boy I used to be


So cool, she was like jazz on a summer's day
Music, high and sweet, then she just blew away
Don't tell me you're warm with the wind in your arms


Valerie, call on me
Call on me, Valerie
Come and see me
I'm the same boy I used to be
84049  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-10-03
Written: (4764 days ago)

Wish You Were Here



They kissed goodbye at the terminal gate
She said, "You're gonna be late if you don't go"
He held her tight, said, "I'll be alright
I'll call you tonight to let you know"
He bought a postcard, on the front it just said Heaven
With a picture of the ocean and beach
And the simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her and they told her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach

Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near, I wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"

She got a call that night but it wasn't from him
It didn't sink in right away, ma'am the plane went down
Our crews have searched the ground
No survivors found she heard him say
But somehow she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven with a picture of the ocean and the beach
And the simple words he wrote her
Said he loves and they told her
How he'd love her if his arms would reach

Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near, I wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"

The weather's nice, in paradise
It's summertime all year and all the folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"
Wish you were here
83984  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-10-02
Written: (4765 days ago)

well, I figured out something new about myself, I LOVE TO GAMBLE!!! lol, well I spent the weekend at my uncles house in Traverse City, and my father, his gf tina, and I went to Turtle Creek Casino, and i didnt know what to play, so i decided to play the quarter slot machines, and I LOVE 'EM lol, i have went in with 20 dollars, and came out 3 dollars and 50 cents richer, so i guess it wasnt bad at all, i hope to go back soon cause it was soo much fun

83514  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-09-25
Written: (4771 days ago)

picture this,..one minute i am sitting there talking to you, and you are having soo much fun, and you are happier than you have ever been in your entire lifetime, ..you turn your head for one second and you feel a slight breeze brush across the back of you, and as you turn your head back to look at me, im gone, and you realize it was all just a dream.........

83464  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-09-25
Written: (4772 days ago)

You ever get that feeling, where you know that something is wrong, but you have no control over it, and it eats away at you, day in and day out, to the point that the stress is going to kill you? well my heart is literally about to fail on me now

82742  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-09-12
Written: (4784 days ago)

ok i watched a very interesting documentary that give hard evidence that there is infact extraterrestrials, and that most of our major technology came from them, our government has has special weapon that is fired upon intruding flying disks, which is wrong, they shouldnt be doing that, but they have been firing this weapon towards flying disks for years, roswell was the first successful hit, in which cause the roswell incident, now the government has made it a habit to fire the magnetic plasma disruptor at any flying disk approaching earth, when the weapon is fired there is a bright flash of light similar to lightning, and there is nasa footage where nasa declines to give their comment on what the flash of light is, but after the flash of light in the footage you can clearly see the disk reverse its course and accelerate to an estimated 7000mph to outrun the energy beam that was fired upon it, and you can see the high blast of energy streak into the sky and into space and miss the disk, .....this is something that the government needs to come forward about

82371  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-09-07
Written: (4790 days ago)
Next in thread: 82374, 83211

you ever have those days where you see everyone around you in a relationship and you see how happy they are together, and then you realize that it is that happiness that you are missing out on, and you look at yourself and see that your always alone, and that no one that you want wants you, and you have that gut feeling that you are right that you are gonna be alone for the rest of your life,.....well thats how i feel all the time,

82255  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-09-05
Written: (4792 days ago)

While the everyone i know is in school, i wont be, im finally done with that, so from now on, im gonna be a totally different person, im changing everything about me, my hair will be different my body will be different, i will talk differently, when you see me you may not even know it was me, i will look like just another ordinary adult, except i will have one of the biggest secrets on earth, ...i will walk the city streets, i will wonder to and fro about this town searching for those who commit injustice, those who harm, and i will protect the innocent

82102  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-09-03
Written: (4794 days ago)

give me a reason to be here
and i will give you 10 on why i shouldnt

give me a reason on why i shouldnt be here
and i will give you 100 reasons why i should

tell me you love me, and tell me i am yours
and i will give you the world

82056  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-09-02
Written: (4795 days ago)

I miss the days of Ducktales, Talespin, Chip and Dale Rescue Rangers, Darkwing Duck, GoofTroop, and the Gummy Bears,.... I wish I could go back to those days so bad.....Those were the good days, where i never had a care in the world, and those were some of the greatest shows on television back when i was a little kid

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