Well this is my first one....well to all who read this....I am not doing so great right about now, for so long and for so many years I ran from something and it seems like I can't run from it anymore...but I wish I could run forever, I am happy to all my friends and thanks for caring or least acting like you do. To my friends who have my cell # and got a call from me in the past two days, my mom took up my cell and she may call you up and bug you or yell or something else SHE DOES THIS ON HER OWN AND ITS NOT MY WISHES THAT SHE DOES DON'T BELEAVE HER WHAT SHE SAYS, if she calls you tell me what she says. Don't worry about having me hate her for it I already do hate her and I have for a while a long while....I just wish I could do something but....I can't....I feel so helpless once again....Its a bit funny though....I can help anyone who ask with almost any and every thing....but when it comes to me....I can't....and I don't like to ask for help....I just want to run from my life again....but sadly I am out of breath and to tried to run anymore so I will stay here and see it though again....just like that one time....I just hope it doesn't happen like last time....