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i'm so bored.

life is so much better now...
the beauty of music.... lol... and people....

Music Rec:

Mandy by Jonas Brothers

party sucked. killey sucks. everyone sucks.

Music:

FU!

The party is in just over an hour... we still need to get everything for it... i'm so dead...

Music Rec:
Six Words Long by Wierd Al

Goddess,
I miss hangin' out with my cuzzin' senselessly doin' stupid stuff and freakin' ourselves out... I hate it bein' all alone....
Fading Away,
Alanda

hey. i'm listenin' to STUPID GIRLS by pink. i love this song. my gramma has her cd. how totally awsome is that. my gramma is the bomb. she's gonna loan it to my mom so she can burn my sis and i a copy... i can't wait. i have a party on the day after tomorrow... FREEDOM party to be specific. free from "school" free for "enjoyment" and my neighbor, whom i babysit her kids, is gonna be free from her "husband" cuz she's gettin' a divorce... go S!... g'luck people!

Song Reccomendation: 
1.> Gallery by Mario Vasquez
2.> Stupid Girl by Garbage (not kidding on this by the way)
3.> I write Sins not Tragedies by Panic! At The Disco

~Alae~

I am so upset. the seniors are officially gone.
and i'll be a senior next year. not at all disturbing. none of it seems real... i feel as though my life is ending, when it's supposed to be just beginning.
whatever,
alanda

~Lost~

I'm lost without you here with me.
I can't find my way out of the maze.
I used to be flying free,
but now I'm just too phased.

You said you'd never hurt me.
You told me we were forever,
but I was blind and couldn't see.

You cheated and lied,and I never even knew.
After I cried,I gave up on you.

We're through,and I was lost.
But now I've found my way again,
and have paid the cost.
I'm out of the labyrinth,
and I don't care what might have been.

By:
Alanda McRae

~Society~

Censored Happiness
Contrived Emotion
Unadultered Devotion
Similar to the endless tides of the ocean

Political Prostitution
Sinister Evolution
Apocolyptic Revolution
Some may say society is entering devolution

Horrible Souls
Manchurian Mantality
Ridiculous Fatalities
Do we realize the formalities?

By:
Dartel R McRae

~Silent Screams Silenced~

I am a child, living in a nightmare
Muffled in confusion more each day
Why escape and travel away,
From my mind, my body and home
Away from the pain and fear in the real world

My mixed emotions from violence threatening
Piercing the air with my empty cry
Which no one who knows now hears?
No one is here to save my blood
But through all the turmoil I still can rise

Why end beauty when it has only blossomed
Shedding hopelessness on the lost ones
Save your soul without more ache
Bring joy to those who fall right now
Today live without fear and go on with hope

By:
Jacquelynn Michelle McRae

~jUST BECAUSE~

Just because I might leave
I hope you will not cry
I'll still love you no matter what
and I don't even have to try

the love we have is strong
as lots of people can see
as we plan to get married
I know our love will still be

Just because I act stupid sometimes
I will love you now and forever to come
hopefully to become your wife one day
and have little Andrews running around the place

If something gets in our way
just look at it and pass it by
just because we are together
and that is no lie

By:
Jacquinta McRae

~In a life witout music.~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In a life without music,
oh how I wouldn't survive,
for the musical poetry,
is what keeps me alive.
And cause music is my marker,
of the times that have past,
and without any music,
these good times won't last.
To remember great happiness, heartache or pain
all it takes is the music of the birds or the rain
For being my self is a hard thing to be,
my music shall always be apart of me.

BY:Amanda Michelle Cleghorn

~Look into my eyes~
~Amanda "jane" Michelle Cleghorn~

Look into my eyes, what do you see. Oh no
not innosence or could it be. Is it thaT
lie that everyone tells. Is it that test
that everyone fails. Is that life that most
people live. or is it that story that most
people give. Or could you not tell in one
million years or would you not look through
all of my tears. I love you so much. My
darlin, my dear, but to look in my eyes is
something you fear.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~Boys~
By Amanda "Jane" Michelle Cleghorn

A heart is not a play thing
A heart is not a toy,
But if you want it broken,
just give it to a boy.
Boys like to play with things
to see what makes them run,
but when it comes to kissing,
they do it just for fun.
Boys never give their heatrs away,
they play us girls for fools,
they wait until we give hearts , and
then they play it cool. You'll wonder
where he's at at night, you'll wonder
if he's true, one moment you'll be happy
one moment you'll be blue , if you get a
chance to see him , you're heart begins
to dance, your world revolves around him,
theirs nothing like romance.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Hey. I'm bored. Extremely. I gotta go home and read my Psychology book. Oh joy. lol. I'm listenin' to music, what else is new, right?
~Geek In The Pink by Jason Mraz~

I love this song. My bro just got here and he says hi. lol.
i'm so outta it. I need a tylenol. See you laters...
LOVE U JOJO! LOVE U SAVVIE! LOVE U ERIC! lol...........

Hey i'm gettin' into my Myspace account to update some stuff includin' my fave songs and stuff. the usual.
i have to be onstage for dress rehearsal in about an hour or so... then tomorrow's the night. i'm gonna die...
To Alanis Morisette!
Holla to my fans,
~AL~

Anyways, he sent me these funny comics to make me laugh and it actually worked. here i am gonna be 17 and my life sux... but i'm happy at the moment.... tg for that...
here's a HOLLA to all my fans!
-~alanda~-

My birthday's in two days and I was totally depressed up until I read this email sent to me by my friend Tony... He attached these comics that nearly made me fall outta my chair....
Hold On.....

Girls for life. Yeah I'm listenin' to music u got an issue with that? DroOOOOOOOOOOp it! lol........
Lo-lo-lo-love! :-)

I'm so out of it... It creeps me out when people do that. Old people are NOT supposed to check out teens... I don't care if I AM wearin' daisy duke shorts, that ain't any excuse and anyone with a BRAIN would know that!

Sick Of The World,
Alanda