2007-01-24 Vegeta101: *sighs*meya i apologize i was out of line yesterday

11:06:12 Sonya Blue: ....alrighty then

16:41:24 S C A R.T I S S U E_♥: Go away do not talk to me say anything to me...just Shut It!

THIS SOME CROCK OF SHIT AINT IT I SAY IM SORRY FOR THE WAY I ACTED (being the bigger person) THEN SHE SAYS THAT THAT JUST SHOWS HOW BAD OF CHARACTER SHE HAS

[THE CRIP FATHER] is a fucked up liar in his diary he says he called the teacher a whore but he didnt.he got his ass kicked by a girl named sandie acosta

HERE COMES ANOTHER NAME CHANGE

HAHA J.T. IS BACK
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ey6vG9ATgWw
my love

I GOT A NEW SCREEN NAME YAY

CURSE
(Melody) I Gotta curse
that wont let me forget
I Gotta curse
that i spit,evey time
i turn around im
hitten a nigga to tha ground
(repeat melody)

i feel like i gotta ryme
every time i turn around
im layin down these death
traps but if a nigga hits
me caps gunna be flyin
people gunna be dyin
its a curse not a gift
as people think
live the life you'd never
want to lay down these rymes
i be spittin.

(Melody) I Gotta curse
that wont let me forget
I Gotta curse
that i spit,evey time
i turn around im
hitten a nigga to tha ground
(repeat melody)

I hate this curse of mine
cause every time i spit
a ryme i take another dime
from a nigga that i know
it a cause a pain for tha
niggas spitin these cursed rymes

(Melody) I Gotta curse
that wont let me forget
I Gotta curse
that i spit,evey time
i turn around im
hitten a nigga to tha ground
(repeat melody)

i feel like i gotta ryme
every time i turn around
im layin down these death
traps but if a nigga hits
me caps gunna be flyin
people gunna be dyin
its a curse not a gift
as people think
live the life you'd never
want to lay down these rymes
i be spittin.

(Melody) I Gotta curse
that wont let me forget
I Gotta curse
that i spit,evey time
i turn around im
hitten a nigga to tha ground
(repeat melody and on the second repeat it fades out)







writtin by
-Robert Lavern Slade Jr.-(aka Rob)
October 27,2006

i just found my knife and it looks tempting but i cant do it,im too scared*sighs*im always the one being pushed around im always the one that gets messed with just for being himself

i hate my fuckin life,yes i have a car puter video games and stuff like that but i still hate my fuckin life.some times i wish some one would walk up to me and blow my brains out.thats how i feel thats all ill ever feel,im never happy anymore.im always pissed im always sad,so fuck life fuck and,fuck the whole god damn world.

pull the trigger no one would care
pull the trigger and blow my brains out into the air
yet again no one would care
pull the trigger my nightmare ends
pull the trigger the critizing will end
pull the trigger no one would care
pull the trigger and blow my brains into the air

this is a poem on how i feel i wrote it

ok ppl im getting rid of relations that i dont talk too much nothing personal

N 1) smoked weed or cigs
n 2) consumed alcohol
y 3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
n 4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
y 5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
n 6) made out with someone of the same sex
y 7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
y 8) watched porn
n 9) bought porn
n 10) done drugs
TOTAL: 4

i am changing my name back to elf person

hello ppl its the me myself and rob hour leave a message after the beep*beep*


damn didnt fool ya huh well this is probly the last time i change my name,if im going to change it again ill let yall know

kee for crew

JOIN BITCHES

THANK YOU GOD FOR ALL MY WONDER FULL FRIENDS LIKE [;;Melodrama Junkie] [pepsi girl] and [Dark Demon's Rose]

look the tears are starting to flow now im even more useless.why do i cry why,in my family the guys arnt sopposed to show emotion why am i doing that now why.now im even less worthy to have the same name as my father.im so hopeless and i cant stop crying.

i may be gone for awhile after today plus i miss rping on sublime hatred yall should try it its very good and has good people on it i just f*cked it all up for myself,omg i hate my life my moms out of the hospital shes totaly yelling every second at me for being me im just sick and tired of it,my dads always cussing at me cause im always listening to Kiss,im just tired of life at the moment i just want to cry but i cant,im sorry im leting this all out on you my freinds and i apologize

The person I never wanted to be,
is the perosn I see most frenquently

he smears on a fake smile with force to make himself feel happy.
he longs for love because he needs it so bad.

he reaches out for help,
when help is not needed.

he reaches out for the bottle.
and is self concious and has low self esteam,

the strength needed for him to get along is hidden behind his fake smile.
and denys that he is not okay and says he is fine behind a fake smile

the thoughts that run through his mind are not normal
he lives to die.

the guy I see in the mirror is some one i hoped to never be.
the guy I see in the mirror is me.

heres another basicaly same message diff pic

http://elfpack.com/img/image/42552_1155014108.jpg