so this is how it ends,
we return to being friends.
oh how close we are,
if only you could see my scars.

i cant bear to see your pictures,
the ones i had on my door.
right now they're scattered face down,
all over my floor.

i suppose this is all i deserve,
all i should expect.
who am i to fall in love,
with someone so perfect?

i dont blame or hate you,
in fact i love you more.
i'd still fucking die for you,
and if you wanted more.

the funny thing about this though,
is not how far we've come.
but how much i regret the things,
i said and what i've done.

the smartest thing you ever did,
was push my love away.
you saved yourself like i knew you would,
you'll live another day.

but as for me my time is short,
time ticks slower now.
at least i have the time,
to tell you what i feel and how.

if i ever saw you,
before my last day.
i dont know what i'd do,
but i know what i would say.

i'd tell you're my reason,
when nothing else made sense.
i'd tell you you're my eyes,
that see through the fog of love, so dense.

you're the person i wake up for,
the person i'll protect.
the one that i will suffer for,
the one i'll never reject.

when all hope is aboandoned,
and life itself is lost.
i'll stand up next to you,
and protect you at all cost.

if i am not the one you want,
which i know that is the case.
let me leave this earth,
for i have no love left to chase.

but if by chance one day,
you'd like to give me a chance.
know that we will happily be,
a lifetime strong romance.

i'll love you till the day i die,
and then forever more.
for you are everything i want,
all i've been waiting for.






yeah.
somehow i dont think its finished yet.
but it might be....
ehh.