[*Maria*]'s diary

99997  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-05-26
Written: (6389 days ago)

roses are red
viloets are bule
u make me cry inside
when i look at u
u know my i luv u
u know my plea
and just for a second i thought u luved me
i wished and i prayed
for the day u would come around
but im still waitin
here on the ground
4 u to say u luv me
and to say u that want me
but just for a second
i thought u luved me

99360  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-05-13
Written: (6402 days ago)

[~!10 Ways to a gurls heart!~
1. Hug her from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to her.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Don't force her to do anything.
6. Write little notes for her.
7. Compliment her.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say "I love you!" and mean it.
10. Tell all your friends how lucky you are to have her.
]

99350  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-05-13
Written: (6402 days ago)

[Don't EVER leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love... tonight your true love will realize how much they love you. between 1 & 4 in the morning, tomorrow the shock of your life will occur. if you break the chain then you will have bad luck...
.:.:.:.
$$$$$$$$$$
.:.:.:.
If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you..
]

99346  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-05-13
Written: (6402 days ago)

¨·.·I May not Get 2 see U as often As I Would Like,I May not Get 2 Hold U all through The night,But deep inside my heart,I Know That This Is True,No Matter What I do,I Will alwayz Luv u·.·´

99203  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-05-09
Written: (6406 days ago)

I Dont Deserve friends, I dont deserve love, I dont deserve life and I wish someone would take away my pain.

98964  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-05-02
Written: (6413 days ago)

---------------[-Girls-]-------------
----------[-are like apples-]-----
------[-on trees. The best ones-]----
----[-are at the top of the tree.-]----
--[-The boys dont want to reach-]--
-[-for the good ones because they-]-
[-r afraid of falling and getting hurt.-]
[-Instead, they get the rotten apples-]
[from the ground that arent as good,]
[but easy. So the apples up top think]
[something wrong w/ them when in]
[-reality they're amazing. They just-]-
--[-have to wait for the right boy to]
---[-come along, the one who's-]
----------[-brave enough to-]----
--------------[-climb all-]--------
--------------[-the way-]-------
-------------[-to the top-]-------

98867  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-05-01
Written: (6415 days ago)

If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you..]

98769  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-04-29
Written: (6416 days ago)

Priest: "What have you done my child?"
Girl: "I called a man a son of a bit**."
Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bit**?"
Girl: "Because he touched my hand."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he touched my breast."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where)
Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!"
Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "But father he had AIDS!"
Priest: "THAT SON OF A BIT**!!!"
If You Laughed Re-post It In Your House

A police officer pulls a guy over for speeding and has the following exchange:
Officer: May I see your driver's license?
Driver: I don't have one. I had it suspended when I got my 5th DUI.
Officer: May I see the owner's card for this vehicle?
Driver: It's not my car. I stole it.
Officer: The car is stolen?
Driver: That's right. But come to think of it, I think I saw the owner's card in the glove box when I was putting my gun in there.
Officer: There's a gun in the glove box?
Driver: Yes sir. That's where I put it after I shot and killed the woman who owns this car and stuffed her in the trunk.
Officer: There's a BODY in the TRUNK?!?!?
Driver: Yes, sir.
Hearing this, the officer immediately called his captain. The car was quickly surrounded by police, and the captain approached the driver to handle the tense situation:
Captain: Sir, can I see your license?
Driver: Sure. Here it is.
It was valid.
Captain: Who's car is this?
Driver: It's mine, officer. Here's the owner's card.
The driver owned the car.
Captain: Could you slowly open your glove box so I can see if there's a gun in it?
Driver: Yes, sir, but there's no gun in it.
Sure enough, there was nothing in the glove box.
Captain: Would you mind opening your trunk? I was told you said there's a body in it.
Driver: No problem.
Trunk is opened; no body.
Captain: I don't understand it. The officer who stopped you said you told him you didn't have a license, stole the car, had a gun in the glovebox, and that there was a dead body in the trunk.
Driver: Yeah, I'll bet the lying s.o.b. told you I was speeding, too!

98589  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-04-23
Written: (6422 days ago)

I'm sorry

if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.

I'm sorry

if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.

I'm sorry

if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".

I'm sorry

if I'm not tan enough for you

I'm sorry

if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.

I'm sorry

If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.

I'm sorry

if im not tall enough.

I'm sorry

if my hair is not long enough.

I'm sorry

im never good enough


But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".

If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are."

97057  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-03-22
Written: (6454 days ago)

TA DAIMA- I'm Home
Kusottare-Son of a bitch, Swine
Uruse/Urasai-Shut up
Omae wo Korosu-I'll kill you
Baka-Stupid, Idiot, Etc.
Bakazuru-Stupid monkey
Haraheta-I'm Hungry
Ero Kappa- You perverted water sprite
Nani-What
kuso-shit
Chikusho-damn it
Tako-Pervert
Kusokurae-go to Hell
Kuzu-Rubbish
Kimochiwarui-Unpleasent
Bakabakashii-Absurd
Baka o iu-To talk nonsense
Doji-(to make a)mess of it
Manuke-Half-wit
Bakemono-Spook, Monster
Hetakuso-Good-for-nothing
Oniisan-Elder Brother
Oneesan-Elder Sister
Ichi-one
Ni-two
San-three
Shi-four
Go-five
Roku-six
Shishi-seven
Hashi-eight
Ku-nine
Ju-ten

96708  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-03-15
Written: (6461 days ago)

Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned."
Priest: "What have you done my child?"
Girl: "I called a man a son of a bit**."
Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bit**?"
Girl: "Because he touched my hand."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he touched my breast."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where)
Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!"
Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "But father he had AIDS!"
Priest: "THAT SON OF A BIT**!!!"
If You Laughed Re-post It In Your House

A police officer pulls a guy over for speeding and has the following exchange:
Officer: May I see your driver's license?
Driver: I don't have one. I had it suspended when I got my 5th DUI.
Officer: May I see the owner's card for this vehicle?
Driver: It's not my car. I stole it.
Officer: The car is stolen?
Driver: That's right. But come to think of it, I think I saw the owner's card in the glove box when I was putting my gun in there.
Officer: There's a gun in the glove box?
Driver: Yes sir. That's where I put it after I shot and killed the woman who owns this car and stuffed her in the trunk.
Officer: There's a BODY in the TRUNK?!?!?
Driver: Yes, sir.
Hearing this, the officer immediately called his captain. The car was quickly surrounded by police, and the captain approached the driver to handle the tense situation:
Captain: Sir, can I see your license?
Driver: Sure. Here it is.
It was valid.
Captain: Who's car is this?
Driver: It's mine, officer. Here's the owner's card.
The driver owned the car.
Captain: Could you slowly open your glove box so I can see if there's a gun in it?
Driver: Yes, sir, but there's no gun in it.
Sure enough, there was nothing in the glove box.
Captain: Would you mind opening your trunk? I was told you said there's a body in it.
Driver: No problem.
Trunk is opened; no body.
Captain: I don't understand it. The officer who stopped you said you told him you didn't have a license, stole the car, had a gun in the glovebox, and that there was a dead body in the trunk.
Driver: Yeah, I'll bet the lying s.o.b. told you I was speeding, too!

94900  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-02-16
Written: (6488 days ago)

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94396  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-02-12
Written: (6492 days ago)

Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.













Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.













Month Three
You know what mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.













Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.













Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's an abortion?













Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!













Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me mommy?













Every Abortion Is Just...
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak.











.::If you're against abortion, repost this::.

94147  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-02-08
Written: (6496 days ago)

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

93939  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-02-05
Written: (6499 days ago)

I'm always the promise broken


Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of me
I am so ashamed of me...




Everyday just before dawn
I start to think i'm just God's pawn
I look deep into the sky
Thinking how cool it would be to fly
Worried about how I will survive
And how long I will be alive
Feeling nothing inside my soul
All it is is just a hole
Sometimes I think no one will care
That I will no longer be there
My mind feels so bright
But my heart feels as dark as night
Knowing that the end is near
The unknown is what we fear
Poem written by [Fucked Up]

93720  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-02-02
Written: (6502 days ago)

i'm tired
of everythig in this world
i'm tired
off people in the world who think there higher than you
i'm tired
of having rules
i'm tired
off feeling empty and lonely
i hate my life and i know no one cares off wat jus said or take notice off this
jus another random piece off shit

92317  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-01-12
Written: (6523 days ago)

why is it even though i have so many people who care about me and love me to bits yet feel so empty and alone in this world

90750  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-12-24
Written: (6542 days ago)

[It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod for him to go on. He begins going in and out with skill but you are now too numb to feel him within you. After a few moments, you feel something bursting within you and he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to have it over. He looks at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a chuckle; that you have been his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience. You smile and thank your dentist. After all, it was your first time to have a tooth pulled. Naughty, Naughty! What were you thinking? PERVERT I know what you were thinking!!]

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