Today i went to school... all my friends told me that they missed me...they thought i was dead....
then i thought to myself am i dead right now...what has my gf done to me...i forgot about my whole life...
i'am in darkness right now...
all my friends told me that they missed me... everyone i pasted in the hall said,,,Heyyy whats up...
its weird...cuz i only been gone for 2 weeks and everyone misses me... its weird....
everyone looks up to me... its really weird...but to bad am not that kind of person... to look up to... am a nobody...i'am made for war..and made to die...
am worthless so why treat me like this...
i felt happy when i went to school...to bad that was my last day...

My girlfriend brings me down again...and again...she starting to slap me for doing nothing...she tells me to get all the black cloths of her house and put them in bath room...her mom told her to do that...and well am tired of doing everything for her...she said ryan would do it for her... what makes me sick...cuz my friend ryan liked her along time ago...and well he still does that what makes me sick...
well its time for me to change...back into this monster i was..

I NEED HELP AM WORLD IS FALLing APART

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

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I WANT YOU BACK BUT...MY OTHER SIDE SAYS FUCK YOU AND GET AWAY FROM ME!!! BUT I CANT HELP IT I WANT TO CALL YOU RIGHT NOW...BUT Then AGAIN MY OTHER SAID SAYS FUCK HER GET OVER IT!!! JUST GO OUT WITH HANNAH AND FUCK THE SHIT OUT OF HER MOUTH!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!! FUCK YOU BROKE UP WITH ME AND ALL I DID WAS HAVE SEX, DRANK, DRUGS, AND JUST PLAYED AROUND WITH PEOPLE!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
her face is like everywhere...I want her near me right now...i want to be with her...but what she done was wrong...she cheated on me...when i cared so much about her...FUCK FUCK FUCK GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!

FUCK!!! WHY CANT I GET HER OUT OF MY HEAD!!!
THAT DUMB SONG PLAYS AND I THINK OF HER!!!
I CANT STOP THINKING OF HER!!! SHe like right in my head...
god it feels weird...she cheated on me and when am having sex all i think about is her...FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
What is wrong with me...
Hello Roman Meet Love, Love Meet Roman...FUCK SARAH WHY DID U CHEAT ON ME!!! ITS KILLING ME INSIDE...Kicked out of my house by my mom...cast out of this town...i was thinking about going to go cya but then i found out that u cheated on me...FUCK FUCK FUCK GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!

Lol I 3 Days In LA And I Saw A Womens Tits and more!! hahaha
do you like to party I KNOW I DO!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!
I have 4 russia friends...there kickass...well there sister kickass if u know what i mean!!! lol give me 4 days and i will see more then her sexy face!!! LA FUCKING ROCKSSSS

Why do i love you so much...but you cheated on me...i know if it was another girl i would go out and fuck my ex's but its weird...all i want is you...and all i need is you...i just want to hurt everyone of your ex's and the guys who look at you...you make me feel so good when i hear your voice...I miss you so much....but why did u cheat on me...I guess u never wanted a guy like me...Well i guess this is goodbye...i will always love you...maybe in the future we can be together again...but for now...u will never be trusted again for the things u have done...

Its time to show the real side of me...The man that cant stop himself for any needs...I get what i want and i want everything...

i trusted you...and u killed me within!!!

Was it all lies...or was she really like me...yawn...well bye forever...

i just want to be by your side...i hate being alone...so far from her...

Drunk again with my friends...Another fight i got into...Another day i wish i have no fist...

been up for 2 days stright...nothing to lose nothing to gain...

4pm-6am i been drinkin...Theres nothing to do anymore...
My life is no more...the drink next to me wont even put me down to sleep...so much in me right now...
why can i get drunk...why do i keep thinking about you...
why does everything in this world cant stop me...
i should be died so many times but i still stand...

OH MY GOD>>>LOOK AT HER ASS>>>>Yeah i know i fucked it.. lol TEEHEE LOOFA LOOFA BITCH...am tired of people lying...Am tired of helping people...its time to put fear in people eyes....


La La La SUCK ON MY NUTS!!!This is not a free world...Its a Battle to live!!! time for everything to die...

I love you just the way you are...



I'm sorry
If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.




I'm sorry..
If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".




I'm sorry...
my boobs arn't big enough to "satisfy" you.




I'm sorry..
If I'm not black/white enough for you.




I'm sorry..
If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.




I'm sorry..
If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.


I'm sorry..
If I'm too tall or too short for you.




I'm sorry..
If i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.




I'm sorry..
If my hair isn't just the way you like it.




I'm sorry..
If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.




But most of all...


I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. Beauty dies with time but a good heart will always be young.




If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."

If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are...

The thing under this...I found it on myspace...ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KICKASS!!! i like it....it shows how girls are assholes too...Well i do know a girl like that...Its weird... tho

I FOUND IT ON MYSPACE AND ITS KICKASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL WOOT LOL

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always bitch and bitch to their friends that there are never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're bitching, maybe look up to see who you're bitching to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, repost as "if she only knew"

If You're one of the few girls with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your guy feel this way, repost as "To all the girls who look past the nice guys."