[Roman_Six]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2008-01-06
Written: (6165 days ago)

New Age Of Fear....Be Back On Later...They Say Theres No Land- Line for miles...so i dont know if i can get on the net there....sooo yeah...still bringing my laptop...talk to you if i get a line...

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Written about Saturday 2007-11-24
Written: (6207 days ago)

Iam a monster and you know it!!!!!
Tired of everything and anything....
My life is falling apart...My Heart is hurting so much...
She tells me she loves me and holds me close...
but when she is holding me i dont feel loved...
when she kisses me i feel hatred....
She hits me...She trys to make me her robot...
she thinks am someone u can control....
I'am Stronger then any man... Blood of Ice...
Eyes that show Pain And fire....
Mouth That speaks of death tolds your life...
Stronger then anything but weak inside....
My brain is falling out, my heart is dying for her...
She hits me and thinks i will just stand there...
She knows me...she knows who i really am...She knows i wont hit her...She knows am just a monster....She knows how strong i am... She knows cuz she told me to hurt the people around me... no more friends....no more family... no more life... I can left her up with one hand....but i shall never hurt her... she all i got in this world....
But am not looking for a world where she hates me in...
so its time to leave...time to leave her and her lies....
she will pay for what she done...no more sorrow

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Written about Friday 2007-11-09
Written: (6222 days ago)

"Let You Down"

Trust me
There’s no need to fear
Everyone’s here
Waiting for you to finally be one of us

Come down...
You may be full of fear
But you’ll be safe here
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

I will let you down
I’ll let you down, I’ll
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Trust me
I’ll be there when you need me
You’ll be safe here
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

I will let you down
I’ll let you down, I’ll
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

I will let you down
I’ll let you down, I’ll
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Never want to come down
Never want to come down
Never want to come down

(Down, let you down)

I will let you down
I’ll let you down, I’ll
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

I will let you down
I’ll let you down, I’ll
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

107880  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-11-07
Written: (6224 days ago)

Once There Was A Man Called Kyle....That Changed Into A Monster Called Roman Six....He Is Nothing Like Man....But Then Again...He Is Man KIND.....
His Lover Tells Him His Not A Monster But He Does Not Believe Her Fairy tells..... Cuz of all the lies she told him.....

Death To Roman Six

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Written about Thursday 2007-10-11
Written: (6251 days ago)

A girl came up to me and told me something... she said, "Where have you been i missed you, We havent talked in along time, i wish we could be together, i missed you so much, Why did you give me up, You need to bring me back, My Soul is your soul....
After that i woke up from my dream....it was weird cuz i havent had her in my dream snice 6months ago... its weird...

106810  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-10-11
Written: (6251 days ago)

Today i went to school... all my friends told me that they missed me...they thought i was dead....
then i thought to myself am i dead right now...what has my gf done to me...i forgot about my whole life...
i'am in darkness right now...
all my friends told me that they missed me... everyone i pasted in the hall said,,,Heyyy whats up...
its weird...cuz i only been gone for 2 weeks and everyone misses me... its weird....
everyone looks up to me... its really weird...but to bad am not that kind of person... to look up to... am a nobody...i'am made for war..and made to die...
am worthless so why treat me like this...
i felt happy when i went to school...to bad that was my last day...

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Written about Wednesday 2007-10-10
Written: (6253 days ago)

My girlfriend brings me down again...and again...she starting to slap me for doing nothing...she tells me to get all the black cloths of her house and put them in bath room...her mom told her to do that...and well am tired of doing everything for her...she said ryan would do it for her... what makes me sick...cuz my friend ryan liked her along time ago...and well he still does that what makes me sick...
well its time for me to change...back into this monster i was..

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Written about Monday 2007-10-08
Written: (6254 days ago)

I NEED HELP AM WORLD IS FALLing APART

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Written about Friday 2007-08-24
Written: (6299 days ago)

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

104674  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-24
Written: (6299 days ago)

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

104270  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-08-19
Written: (6305 days ago)
102688  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-07-20
Written: (6335 days ago)

I WANT YOU BACK BUT...MY OTHER SIDE SAYS FUCK YOU AND GET AWAY FROM ME!!! BUT I CANT HELP IT I WANT TO CALL YOU RIGHT NOW...BUT Then AGAIN MY OTHER SAID SAYS FUCK HER GET OVER IT!!! JUST GO OUT WITH HANNAH AND FUCK THE SHIT OUT OF HER MOUTH!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!! FUCK YOU BROKE UP WITH ME AND ALL I DID WAS HAVE SEX, DRANK, DRUGS, AND JUST PLAYED AROUND WITH PEOPLE!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

102687  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-07-20
Written: (6335 days ago)

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
her face is like everywhere...I want her near me right now...i want to be with her...but what she done was wrong...she cheated on me...when i cared so much about her...FUCK FUCK FUCK GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!

102686  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-07-20
Written: (6335 days ago)

FUCK!!! WHY CANT I GET HER OUT OF MY HEAD!!!
THAT DUMB SONG PLAYS AND I THINK OF HER!!!
I CANT STOP THINKING OF HER!!! SHe like right in my head...
god it feels weird...she cheated on me and when am having sex all i think about is her...FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
What is wrong with me...
Hello Roman Meet Love, Love Meet Roman...FUCK SARAH WHY DID U CHEAT ON ME!!! ITS KILLING ME INSIDE...Kicked out of my house by my mom...cast out of this town...i was thinking about going to go cya but then i found out that u cheated on me...FUCK FUCK FUCK GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!

102685  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-07-20
Written: (6335 days ago)

Lol I 3 Days In LA And I Saw A Womens Tits and more!! hahaha
do you like to party I KNOW I DO!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!
I have 4 russia friends...there kickass...well there sister kickass if u know what i mean!!! lol give me 4 days and i will see more then her sexy face!!! LA FUCKING ROCKSSSS

102683  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-07-20
Written: (6335 days ago)

Why do i love you so much...but you cheated on me...i know if it was another girl i would go out and fuck my ex's but its weird...all i want is you...and all i need is you...i just want to hurt everyone of your ex's and the guys who look at you...you make me feel so good when i hear your voice...I miss you so much....but why did u cheat on me...I guess u never wanted a guy like me...Well i guess this is goodbye...i will always love you...maybe in the future we can be together again...but for now...u will never be trusted again for the things u have done...

Its time to show the real side of me...The man that cant stop himself for any needs...I get what i want and i want everything...

102371  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-07-13
Written: (6342 days ago)

i trusted you...and u killed me within!!!

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Written about Thursday 2007-07-12
Written: (6343 days ago)

Was it all lies...or was she really like me...yawn...well bye forever...

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Written about Thursday 2007-07-12
Written: (6343 days ago)

i just want to be by your side...i hate being alone...so far from her...

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Written about Thursday 2007-07-12
Written: (6343 days ago)

Drunk again with my friends...Another fight i got into...Another day i wish i have no fist...

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