[Karen]'s diary
9:08 pm. Monday June 11th
Starvation starts Now!
No more eating!
They fell in love, didn`t they???
[ best advice you can giive a broken healing heart . ]
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she walks [ out of your life ] on her own.
so be careful and make sure that this is what you want.
because once she turns around...she can`t come back.
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CONFIDENCE
; wear it like makeup.
__ _ PERFECTLY UNPERFECT ( ♥ )
Your insecurities aint gonna stop me
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SHHHHH bitch . listen up
IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE TWO-FACED, AT LEAST
make one of them pretty
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[ & ] you`ll [ neva ] see me fall apart
THE TEARS ARE SHOWING,
and my smile is [ fading ] away
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And they say fuck my morals. I'm drinkin' away my sorrows.
I'm livin' life and I'm happy, I ain't thinking about tomorrow
& she could never get drunk enough to get him off her miind .
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If you don`t believe in yourself
- [ no one will ]
let them think what they want.
if they care enough to bother with what I do,
then I'm already [ better ] then them anyway [ " ]
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Just understand
one thing that no one in this world will ever
understand, is the way i feel when
i'm with you.
So pretty much jesse and karen are the coolest people ever, simply 'cause of our dope convo's.
Started 'cause i called jesse a bitch for getting outta school before me, ofcourse jokein' around wise. so she replied...
Letter number: 24021487
From: [Jesse Marie :)] (LOL. you keep tellin' yourself that Karen.)
To: [Karen] (hah oh i will JESSE, I will :D)
Sent mail 2007-06-11 17:58:36
Comment to: 24021460
Comment in 24021502
haha beyotchhh. dont hate me cuz you aint me ;)
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Letter number: 24021502
From: [Karen] (hah oh i will JESSE, I will :D)
To: [Jesse Marie :)] (LOL. you keep tellin' yourself that Karen.)
Sent mail 2007-06-11 18:00:03
Comment to: 24021487
Comment in 24021533
haha oh you talk shit 'cause you think you kno me, hah but the truth is if i had a dick you'd be the first to blow me lmao :p
So tell me now if I should give up or try harder,
NEVER:NEVER:NEVER:NEVER:
He's gone...
You have nothing.
[` my kniight iin shiinniing armor turned out to be a loser iin alumiinum foiil ]
& what a shame - girls fall right into tha game .
nothing left, no regrets. no hard feelings: wish you all
the best - no blame, no shame
♥
BaBiiiee Sumthinn Be-au-ti-ful is Dyin';;
BABYBABYBABYBABYBABYBABYBABY
So [ - ] over [ - ] it
- Bet it sucks - to see my face everywhere
IGONORANCE IS BLISS
Shakin' their ass, like they got somethin.
Ain't nothin' compared to me though,
She'll neva have it yo"
STARE AND LAUGH
- iit's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life : starts with goodbye _
You say you wanna come see me -
Cuz' you know you're girlfriend wanna be me
DATE LIKE A BOY - & YOU AINT GET PLAYED LIKE A BITCH
act like shyt dont phase you - and it wont phase you
" what if i had a thing on tha siide : made yee cry - would
tha rules change up or would they still apply ? - if i played you like
a toy . sometimes i wish i could act like a boy "
+ where there`s beauty - there`s jealous hoes.
baby- boy .. we can be lovers ,for one niight - baby i cant promise u tomorow, but u can have toniight
**WHEN YOU DATE LIKE A MAN - YOU CANT GET PLAYED LIKE A BITCH__
MAKE A BITCH WANNA HATE [ - ] MAKE A PLAYAA WANNA STARE
- No more lies, I'mma do it right this time. Done wastin' my time.
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP - BECAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WOULD KILL TO SEE YOU FALL
No more lies, I'mma do it right this time. Done wastin' my time.
" someday, someone is going to walk into your life, and make you
realize why it NEVER worked out with anyone else. "
♥ [ ♥ ] ♥
he needs to quit talkin like a bitch, before we slap that.
even if i was drunk, i wouldnt tap that.
The honey cone- want ads
Baby something beautiful is dying...
The perfect man is yet to come - alot of great almosts out there
I love it when they try to get intimate : even tho they know i really ain't into it.
[ + ] I already know the game and I've been through it .
SHES BACK IN THA GAME - CUZ LOVE JUST AINT THA SAME.
See hes the type of guy that me and my girls laugh at..
tryin to [ "holla" ] at me, haha but no he cant have that.
he needs to quit talkin like a bitch, before we slap that.
even if i was drunk, i wouldnt tap that.
[
_____________ xox
]
" Heart [-] breaker "
[ L ]
him both agree that i`m hot, and everything that you`re not.
baby [ - ] you`re old news."
& you`ll never see me fall apart .
behind every glance . theres a smile
behind every word . theres the secret
guess sometimes you`ve gotta hate
the person that your in [ love ] with.
sometimes you`ve gotta accept the fact
that it`s [ OVER ].
behind every glance . theres a smile
behind every word . theres the secret
guess sometimes you`ve gotta hate
the person that your in [ love ] with.
sometimes you`ve gotta accept the fact
that it`s [ OVER ].
Heres to those who I fuckin' hate at this momment, well dispize. Yes Dispize would be a better word for it.
Herminia Caranza - You stupid fuckin' cunt, going around acting all tough saying you'll beat me up? seriously bring it on. And calling me fat, I might not be thin but your defently one to talk. Basically, i'd love to see you try.
Matt Latreille - Hah your a pathetic lil fucker, and all of us thought you were the smart one outta your family. Guess you proved us wrong eh? go back to fuckin' pg where you belong. And yes i am a mother fuckin' bitch, totally proud of it.
Cody Lee - I've never seen such a snitch before in my life. Seriously, you win the award for the snitch of the year.
Shay-lynne Yuzik - Damn don't even get me started you fuckin' whore. Your the sluttyest mother fuckin' bitch i've ever met in my entire life, and to think i did everything for you. I befriended you and classified you my best fuckin' friend, you fuckin' back stabber. Seriously, rot in your own fuckin' karma you dirty piece of skum.
Jay Jackle - Damn....
+ where there`s beauty - there`s jealous hoes.
you cant be my man : but you can be my one night stand
baby- boy .. we can be lovers ,for one niight - baby i cant promise u tomorow, but u can have toniight
WHEN YOU DATE LIKE A MAN - YOU CANT GET PLAYED LIKE A BITCH
MAKE A BITCH WANNA HATE - MAKE A PLAYAA WANNA STARE
one day you`ll look back & want everything you lost - but sometimes its to late .
No more lies, I'mma do it right this time. Done wastin' my time.
( & ) every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back, I hope you feel it.
if you don't like me there's nothing i can do news flash bitches, i don't live to please you
hes lookin like he cant believe this, always in my jeans. and i bet he dont know
what im thinkin, i wanna take him home with me. this heres gonna be my weekend.
i dont think he knows that i see him. his bodys got me weak and i cant wait to see it.
tell me whos gonna look at you and love you for the person you are. tell me
whos gonna understand that sometimes you can take things too far. tell me
whos gonna be there when times are good and when they are bad. tell me
whos gonna be right there to wipe away your tears whenever you cry. tell me
whos gonna talk it out to make sure everything is alright. tell me whos gonna
call you on the telephone when youre all alone. tell me whos gonna love you
the way i loved you.
"if you dont believe in yourself, no one will"
Something I've learned about life; if you look confident, you can pull off anything
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP - BECAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WOULD KILL TO SEE YOU FALL
& love was just a lesson upon another - heartbreak after heartbreak .
No more lies, I'mma do it right this time. Done wastin' my time.
" someday, someone is going to walk into your life, and make you
realize why it NEVER worked out with anyone else. "
♥
thug em : love em : fuck em: leave em
CUZ I DONT FUCKING NEED EM
thug : fuck : leave - love is make believe.
I don't chase 'em, I replace 'em and if I'm caressing 'em, I'm undressing 'em.
" yeah, you thinkin' they your friends, but everytime i
come around, they be givin' me that sex face."
act like shyt dont phase you - and it wont phase you.
she's been up and down, been all around
my attitude is just like fuck it now.
♥ ♥ ♥
No eating, Starting 5:30 pm
May 13th
Goal- Atleast a week.
all one regret : one dissapointment : one heartbreak
looked away. After all the times you walked by without a care in the world...
You expected me to love you by the look in my eyes, but she told
me things I didn't wanna hear. It made me weak. I didn't wanna hear
what you were about to say. the sad truth is : I still think about you each day.
I told you I wouldn't talk to you again the other day. Never thought you'd
be the one to turn out this way....
AND PAIN IS [ LOVE ]!
[ ( & ) ] I will be strong, even when all goes wrong
(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*´
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•
__• • ii wonder what would happen
x • x - if we fell for eachother again...
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
[stump]
I love it when they try to get intimate : even tho they know i really ain't into it
+ I already know the game and I've been through it .
SHES BACK IN THA GAME - CUZ LOVE JUST AINT THA SAME .
Sell em with your name and your freak out game and show a lil shot of ass just to get in his brain
See hes the type of guy that me and my girls laugh at..
tryin to "holla" at me, haha but no he cant have that.
he needs to quit talkin like a bitch, before we slap that.
even if i was drunk, i wouldnt tap that.
_____________ xox
" Heart - breaker "
( L )
"you`re boyfriend told my bestfriend that his bestfriend and
him both agree that i`m hot, and everything that you`re not.
baby - you`re old news."
& you`ll never see me fall apart .
behind every glance . theres a smile
behind every word . theres the secret
guess sometimes you`ve gotta hate
the person that your in love with.
sometimes you`ve gotta accept the fact
that it`s over .
over over over