I feel like shit. Everything that I thought mattered meant nothing. Maybe I should move on and find happiness somewhere else. It seems like the best thing to do as of now. Maybe I should forget everything youve said that I thought you meant and act like there was never a " me and you". Or maybe I should pull the trigger, I think youd feel the pain from being gone, but maybe im mistaken. Maybe you wouldnt give a damn whether I was here or not. Should I put an end to this misery? Or maybe not. Even though you've hurt me, Im still here and believe it or not, I will allways be waiting for you to be somewhat "mine".