ok so I'm just gonna splurge my feelings on the page because I need to let go of some stuff and I have no other option!!
I have made such a mess of things!! I really need a hug and there is no one here who quite understands what a real hug means! I need a really friendly and nice warm snuggly lovely hug. A hug with no arse groping, and no "hey babe, why don't we go for a little "lie down" it'd be fun". I just want a loving huggle, with someone who loves me enough to understand I don't want to screw them every minute of the day!! I don't want a hug off anyone too skinny like Kyle or too big like Josh! don't get me wrong a hug off Kyle would be fantastic but I want something more...and I know exactly where to get it...but I can't I live too far away and I keep pushing him away!
I miss Daniel so much, and I tried to let go, but I can't. I seem obsessed with him I'm even signed into msn in the hope that he'll come on and say hi. I mean how sad is that! I love him and I love his hugs and the way he talks and agh...I just love him! "there you go" I can here you thinking it "problem solved" well yeah I wish...but it aint that easy! I have met someone at uni who likes me, he has a kid, which probably is a bit scary but I am not bothered coz he's a really nice guy. BUT it's like he doesn't love me as much as Daniel did/does/whatever! so he hugs me just to get into my knickers, and I want to be cared about and loved, not just shagged! but I can't split up with him I don't think because I'm apparenly the first girlfriend he's had for a long time, and I'm not mean enough to make that a bad experience for him,. but then again will it be worse if I carry on and then in a couple of weeks/months decide I dont feel the same, what the hell do I do then! I'd love him if he would hug me like it meant more than another shag to him...agh!! I'm so lost in emotion!!
maybe there's something wrong with me!! maybe I should be putting more meaning into stuff, more emotion. I just don't\know!!
I definately feel something for Matt, but I also love Dan and I can't get my head around it!!
agh I'll just have to do some more thinking!
Annie
x

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!..............I don't know!

blobolobolbolboblboblblboblboooooolobbooooooooooobs!
omg did I jst say boobs, I terribly sorry lol!
ok so holiday so far goes like this...got a new job...s'ok
I have a sore back from pulling pints...how crap is that!
I am off to Franceland tomorrow! and I can't wait! although I do need like tons of knickers and I don't own them...off to the factory shop it is then! woot bargin underwear! oh and my legs need waxing...I mean I know we are decendets of apes but I'm sure the hair on my legs is just taking it too far! so I'm off to the hairyoff shoppie to sort it out!
I've done and ICT CLAIT course yay! if anyone's interested it was well boring! lol!
I hope the sunshines!
my brother has somehow got so much of a tan that his arms look dirty at the bottom and fade to pale at the top! tis v funny!
yeah I'm sure if anyone has read this that they are quite bored by now so I'm gonna go buy knickers! fun fun fun...
tatty byes!
Pissed pixie

School is fun!!!!!!!

SPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON

yay only 3 exams to go then I'm free of Q.E.G.S forever!

ha I'm so bored right now I could actually die...
well I wouldn't go that far (it'd just be ordinary anyway) I will try and put my arm through the printer to see if I can print a picture of a bunny on it...
see ya laters!

HNHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BALH....

SLAT!!!!!!
SORRY I TEMPOREROLY DIED OF BOREDEM!
I'm back now but nothing has changed so I might just go splat a few more times for fun!

broed bored bored!

I was the one who broke his heart
but now I'm the one who has died inside
I hid my emotions got on with my life
but couldn't forget-no matter how much I cried

my heart is lonely
and it's all my fault
I miss him so much
but I can't take it back
and now it's too late

btw I don't know what a marmot is...hmmm...maybe Lloyd Gerorge and his reform bills can help me out!

la la la la
the french subjunctive is the most interesting descovory of my life! I think I'll make friends with it and we can live together in a little candy hut with a blue marmot with pink legs and yellow hands!

woot I come online and all I'm greeted with is no messages well I'll bugger off then!

BONSOIR MES PETIT POIDS!!!
OUI SI TU VEUX MES PETIT CHAUFLEURES...

je suis dingue!! yay!!

miam miam petit poids!!

he he he he he he he he he he he he he!!!! ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!
I am reeeeeaaaaaallly HAPPPPPYYYYY!!!
lol....he he he he he he he... ha ha ha ha ha ha ha...lol!!
happy happy happy!

I pissed off Shezza and I didn't mean too *childish chant*

really booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored!!!
lol
spelt it wrong last time
lol
what a noob!!