I think I might be "emo" or emotional and i don't know it. Well I just pissed off Jessica. I got Lost in our conversation but it doesn't matter. She doesn't want her friends, tough luck. If she wants to be purposely lonely then it is only her she can blame. If she was lonely by cause then she wouldn't want to be. It Is a fucking cold place where evil things arise from. It degrades your mind and the more you dwell there the worse you get. But she doesn't know that. She is trying to go in reverse by using that to get there. It isn't happening so she can be pissed.
Ok. I was wrong the dance was good. I wished I stayed longer to dance another slow song but I did have fun at the factory. I need to get in better shape, because at the factory I couldn't dance that well my legs were tired.
I don't get it why won't people take my poll? Well today I must go to a dance. I have to work at it and I wasn't planning on going in the first place. You never know I might get lucky. Yeah lucky people get lucky every once in a while.
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I am soo cold right now. It sucks not having sealed windows, but that's life. I have been thinking of someone lately. The best part is that I actually have been able to keep my mind preoccupied so I do not think of her. So life has been good insidd my head. Well i guess.