Just shoot me, please! I just got back from talking with my ex, Anna. She wanted to get back together with and she went on and on about how she was for cheating on but I just told her where she could go. But I still love her and oh goddess it hurt so much when I saw her, when she started her hole 'I'm sorry for cheating on you, so lets get back together' talk. All I wanted to do was to say I forgive her and throw myself into her arms and kiss her but...I couldn't. I couldn't do any of that. When I got home I cryed...even though I didn't cry when I broke up with her, when I saw her kissing that bitch.
Is it bad I never went back to her? I mean if love truely conquers all then why couldn't I just forgive her? Maybe I really don't love her or maybe I'm scared to let my heart get crushed like that or maybe I don't trust her? Oh goddess I'm really fucked up. I really don't know what to do.

Sorry for the rant but I needed to get that all out.

Hey guys :D

I just got back from seeing eclipse and I have three words to say about it! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!
I loved it! It was sooooo good much better than twilight and new moon :D Jacob has such a hhhhooootttt dark side to him. And Edward is just mega hot like always *kisses edward cullen* Sorry but am team Edward all the way ^^ The fight between the new borns and the cullens was fucking awesome! And Jasper....is just so yummy! :D and that is all I will say about the movie :P

Thanks with love

Michelle xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey guys ^^

right I'm off to go see Eclipse *dances and giggles* so I'll be back in about 6 hours or so cause of buses and what not. Anyways PLEASE join my new rpg DragonLords!!!

thank with love

michelle xxxxxxxxxxxxx

GOING TO SEE ECLIPSE ON WEDNESDAY!!! AND SPAIN WON THE WORLD CUP!!! AND GEMMA IS WELL CHUFFED LOLZ !!!

Hey guys ^^

Okay I have choosen to use my new rpg thanks to Hannah :) *hugs Hannah* So please join and have fun!

De Montfort <--------this is the new rpg. It's in medievil, France where a evil warlord is ruling a kingdom but there is a small group of rebels trying to de-throne the baron.

thanks with love

michelle xxxxxx

Hey guys ^^

I just can't be assed with ep right now, so i might be on just before I go to bed tonight, to check my mail. SO yeah laters.

thanks with love

michelle xxxxxxxxxx

Hey guys ^^

I have made a new rpg, yes I know I make a lot and then sometimes never start them but still. I've made a new one and I'm not sure if I want to use it or not. But if you want to check it out here is the link: De Montfort. Join if you want to, I don't mind if you don't.

thanks with love

michelle xxxxxxxxx

hey guys

I have to go and meet friends liek soon, so I have to get changed and go and meet them. I'll be back in like 4 hours or so.

Thanks with love

Michelle xxxxxxxx

hey guys ^^

I just finished baby sitting a 2, 4 and 6 year old and am well tierd and I need to get up really early in the morning, so yeah night xxxxx

Just a warning to anyone that wants to join Fade Out, my new rpg. The main page, where the story and links are it stops people from watching or becoming a fan everytime you log out. So you'll need to go back and fan or watch a different link on it, like the character page or the link where you rp.

I'm so sorry for this, but I thought you should all know.

Thanks with love

Michelle Xxxxxxxxx

new RPG! Fade OutXD Yes I'm back on my rpg making roll lolz So join foolz XD

Hey guys ^^

I would stay online much longer but I have to get some sleep because I'm going shopping with my mum and dad in Galashields tommorrow, so I need to be up at 9 am >.< and say bye to my grandparents too. Oh and I need to book some stuff for my b-day too. *sighs* So yeah I busy day tommorrow but I should be on at after lunch time, my time.

Night everyone.

Thanks with love

Michelle xxxxxxxxxxx

Hey guys ^^

Okay I was drinking last night and I'm well tired cause I only got about 2-3 hours sleep at the most. And I also had to deal with my grandparnet and everything. And I have a huge hang over, so I'm going to sleep, now.

Night everyone and I'll be back when I wake up.

Thanks with love

Michelle xxxxxxxxx

Hey guys ^^

Right I'm off to Hawick but I'll be back tommorrow but sadly I'll be late getting on cause my grandparents are staying in Kelso (where i live) for a few days, so I have to spend time with them *sighs* But I have to cause my grandad has canser, so yeah must time some time with them. Anyways my new rpg Witch Wars is going to get started but up again IF someone will play Marcus's little brother.

And please don't leave me behind in any of the rpgs I'm playing on ^^

Okay am off now, see you all tommorrow! :D

Thanks with love

Michelle xxxxxxx

Okay I'm going to bed now, night ^^

Hey Guys ^^

Okay here is the deal. I've got grandparents coming up to vist for a few days (as in 4 days), so I won't be on much, well when it's daytime over here. But at night I'll be on but again not for long. And I'm going over to Gemma's this Friday until this Saturday. So yeah on Saturday I'll be on kinda late but I'll be on as much as I can. It;s just,as some of you know, my grandad has canser, so yeah...I have to spend some time with him. But anyways, while I'm off and on ep you guys can check out my NEW rpg Witch Wars!

Thanks with love

Michelle XXXXXXX

Join my new rpg!! Witch Wars

Yeah...Sorry I slept soooooo....long. I didn't even notice how tired I really was but I guess a 9 hour nap just proves that I was that tired lolz.

Going for a nap, be back in like 4 hours or so.

Hey guys :/

I just thought you should all know. Myself and Anna are no longer a couple. We spilt up. So I do not want any drama over this. And please don't ask what happened. I just wish Anna all the best in life and hope she meets someone that will make her happy.

Thanks with love

Michelle XXXXXXX

Hey guys

I'm like really sore, so I'm going for a bath...a very long bath then I might come back on to check my mail then I going to sleep cause I'm stil tired. So yeah laters.

Thanks with love

Michelle XXXXXX