wow cant believe this lol .... im happy and scared at once =)

he is amazing sweet and so good to me im so happy and i want to stay this way forever

sumtimes you think about the good and the bad and then you put them together what ppl say to you , you want to believe them but you still wanna get your feet wet a lil i juss wish that ppl would except me for me not judge my appearances and take the time to know the real me

im fucken pissed how could sumone be so fucken shallow why do you have to toy with my heart be a fucken man and grow up i knew this would happen so fuck you

never ever think your happy till you look from every angle becuz there is bound to be sumthing screwed up sumwhere ... i loved him gave it my all and im sittin here going crazy outta my mind but its okay dont worry ill be fine i just need time .... when life gives you a reason to cry make sure you give it a reason to laugh and smile ... even if it kills you inside

though i thought that he would forget about me in the 84 days that he was in there i was wrong and im still loving him he is my baby im his baby gurl and i dont want that to change i love him alwayz will yay

=P finally happy


Meagan

yay matt's outta jail i missed you so much babe love you .... yay =]

i dont understand i love him doesnt he know this grrr why do i alwayz end up in this situation