[kimberly ida.]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2009-05-22
Written: (5665 days ago)





My last good-bye.

I'll say good-bye for the very last time
I'm going to perform this crime
You were the only reason I had to lie
You were the reason I did it anyway
any words before I die?
in a casket is where I lay
Keep your head up high.
Please don't let me see you cry,
For I tried so hard not to let myself die,
And here's to my last good-bye.

Could this be?

I can't explain this feeling
it's deep inside of me.
I sit here and think,
could this be?
I feel like a fool,
not knowing if you will be cruel,
please promise to hold my heart,
and never let it break apart.
I can't explain this feeling
I think I've fallen in love
you make me want to believe
that you'll never leave
you have became my reality,
you have been my dream
don't let us loose what we've got
because I love you a whole lot
Could this be what we've been looking for?
I've found my happiness,
Now that I know you exist,
I think I've finally found the missing piece of me,
Could this be?

Dream Lover

She wakes every morning with a smile on her face.
She felt his love in her sleep.
Dreamed of his embrace.

Although she's never met his body.
His heart she does feel.
Anytime she has loved before.
Has never felt so real.

There is no explanation for it.
Not one has she yet found?
But the feeling she gets when
he is around.

Although it may end tomorrow.
The memory will not fade.
For in her heart a life long friend.
She feels that she has made.

She hopes it last forever.
She prays that they do meet.
She dreams of the day her online love.
sweeps her off her feet.



My dearest friend

you have lied
you were there everytime I cried
I miss the days of our laughter
our friendship entered the wrong chapter
whenever I needed someone to talk to,
you were there.
I miss the days of your appearance
you meant the world to me
now your not there
you took friendship and twisted it
there is nothing I can do to change what you've done
for now, you'll be a fracture to my heart
you said you cared,
do I at least get that feeling again?
it's like you've died
I miss our laughter filling the air.
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Written about Friday 2009-05-22
Written: (5665 days ago)
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My poetry project for my English class.
You are the thunderstorm to my sunny day
Not a day goes by that you tear my heart out
the hatred is slowly sliding into the place where love once was
faith fulfilling fun with failure
the accolade of knowing you was so great
forgetting you will get the best of me
I don't ever want to look at you
the thought of holding you made my heart jump a beat
your aroma you gave off haunts me
my medication left me helpless
this feeling is like wanting to die
the barrel of the gun said hello
bang, bang.
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