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Written about Thursday 2009-05-28
Written: (5659 days ago)

If Tomorrow Never Comes

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would videotape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say, "I love you," instead of assuming, you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance to make everything right.
There will always be another day to say our "I love you's",
And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget,
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear,
Take time to say, "I'm sorry," "please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

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Written about Friday 2009-05-22
Written: (5665 days ago)

My last good-bye.

I'll say good-bye for the very last time
I'm going to perform this crime
You were the only reason I had to lie
You were the reason I did it anyway
any words before I die?
in a casket is where I lay
Keep your head up high.
Please don't let me see you cry,
For I tried so hard not to let myself die,
And here's to my last good-bye.

Could this be?

I can't explain this feeling
it's deep inside of me.
I sit here and think,
could this be?
I feel like a fool,
not knowing if you will be cruel,
please promise to hold my heart,
and never let it break apart.
I can't explain this feeling
I think I've fallen in love
you make me want to believe
that you'll never leave
you have became my reality,
you have been my dream
don't let us loose what we've got
because I love you a whole lot
Could this be what we've been looking for?
I've found my happiness,
Now that I know you exist,
I think I've finally found the missing piece of me,
Could this be?

Dream Lover

She wakes every morning with a smile on her face.
She felt his love in her sleep.
Dreamed of his embrace.

Although she's never met his body.
His heart she does feel.
Anytime she has loved before.
Has never felt so real.

There is no explanation for it.
Not one has she yet found?
But the feeling she gets when
he is around.

Although it may end tomorrow.
The memory will not fade.
For in her heart a life long friend.
She feels that she has made.

She hopes it last forever.
She prays that they do meet.
She dreams of the day her online love.
sweeps her off her feet.

My dearest friend

you have lied
you were there everytime I cried
I miss the days of our laughter
our friendship entered the wrong chapter
whenever I needed someone to talk to,
you were there.
I miss the days of your appearance
you meant the world to me
now your not there
you took friendship and twisted it
there is nothing I can do to change what you've done
for now, you'll be a fracture to my heart
you said you cared,
do I at least get that feeling again?
it's like you've died
I miss our laughter filling the air.

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Written about Friday 2009-05-22
Written: (5665 days ago)

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My poetry project for my English class.
You are the thunderstorm to my sunny day
Not a day goes by that you tear my heart out
the hatred is slowly sliding into the place where love once was
faith fulfilling fun with failure
the accolade of knowing you was so great
forgetting you will get the best of me
I don't ever want to look at you
the thought of holding you made my heart jump a beat
your aroma you gave off haunts me
my medication left me helpless
this feeling is like wanting to die
the barrel of the gun said hello
bang, bang.

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