[~forgotten~]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2008-11-08
Written: (5857 days ago)

"His Heart" A poem by me

His heart out on the paper.

He told me how he felt.

How when he sees another guy talking to me it mkes his heart melt.

Just not in a good way.

He feels alone and unwanted.

Like he is nothing real, but baby what you need to know is that I am the real deal.

No guy will ever change that.

Nor will he change my mind.

This love bug hit me baby and I know that you are mine.

This careless feeling rises over you and you don't know what to do.

But as long as i am living doll, i'll always be with you.

these lies i've told before, have strangled you and burned you.

But i'll take away these sores and help you cope and hold you.

I may not be the best girl in the world.

But love me for me.

Because I could be the only girl left that will make you truly see

119127 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2008-11-08
Written: (5857 days ago)

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'The Story Never Told' By me

I'm letting go.
though I need to hold on,
I need to be strong.
I need to know that I'm okay.
I'm getting rid of my old memories.
The things that bring me to my knees.
Those things that make me cry at night.
I said my goodbyes, I know it made you cry. I saw it in your eyes.
So why do we still fight?
It's all I ever do.
Nomatter what we've been through.
It ends in pain and tears.
Even after all these years

I'm letting go, though I need to be strong, I need to hold on, I need to save myself from hell
I need to survive, in this life, but its all so different from the way it was, the way it use to be, will you ever see, you were a part of meCause living only leads to death..and loving you wasnt for he best, and i'm sorry if you suffered from the pain, but now you know how it feels to lose what you once gained..Don't cry for me..When I'm gone.. it only hurt you to be with me, and you won't cry for not for too long, just wait and see, it's the last for me.

The pain and suffering..Feeling so small..the dumb shit that i saw I went though it all...sometimes it was more than once, I kept living just so i could that smile rise again, but now i dont, I see the cloucds pass on the window blow through, the leaves fall fast and i'm, well I'm still blue..

119126 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2008-11-08
Written: (5857 days ago)

Poem by me

Hiding from reality, facing the insanity, what am I to do, it's hard to pull through. This life is just a myth, A butterfly kiss, these feelings are surreal, I'm a blurr, can you feel me? can you see my shadows on the wall, I'm hidden beneath the floors, trying to shine the light on life, so I can see your beautiful face, these tears arent saddness they're repressed, you'll never know, I'll never feel, this whole life was never real, I am the dream your hiding from, the name that you keep screaming, the nightmare that you see when you close your eyes, This is the life. This is my dream, My sorrow, inside i'm hollow, but do you see the truth in me, My lips can lie, but you see it in my eyes, Just trust me when I say that i'm going to be alright

119123 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2008-11-08
Written: (5857 days ago)

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A poem by me

This fate

Scream for the pleasure, scream for the pain, scream for the memories that drive you insane. Bleed for the wilted bleed for the sore bleed for the selfish seductive little whore. Call upon the shadows of your memories and try to blend, this is the time, this is the end, can you feel it, coursing through you like ice in your veins, drugged up fucked up its all so fucking plain, the truth is in the lies, the blessed fucking tries at being happy, caress her and hope she'll grow up not so sappy, hold on to that dream, youve seen her arms and legs this bitch is done she's fucking through she's nothin but a slave, a blade for your fun and the loaded gun, all these things go through her like air she doesnt see it it isnt there. Would you? could you? save her life? Do you see the pain inside her eyes, it's hard to miss, one single kiss.

119055 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2008-11-05
Written: (5860 days ago)

God, this song makes me cry so fuckin bad
Linkin park-leave out all the rest

119025 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2008-11-04
Written: (5862 days ago)

Blah!

I love my new wiki it rocks and people love it!

Come join!

118629 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2008-10-11
Written: (5885 days ago)

[ Kittie ]

"Choke"

You're Hidden By Your Good Looks, Your Fake Smile
I Loved You But It Took Me A Long While
To Realize You Don't Even Care.
All The Feelings, You Had None.
There's Only One Word To Describe You,
And Thats A Hypocrite.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, You Fucking Pedophile.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, PEDOPHILE!
SEDUCTION! TIED DOWN!
DECAPITATION!
LISTEN! OHHHHH!
YOU HYPOCRITE!
THIS IS THE END! SUCK IT!
My Eyes Are Never Dry.
Its All Done.
It Wasnt Real And All But It Was Fun.
Was I Not Good Enough For You King? [3x]
I Guess Not.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, You Fucking Pedophile.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, PEDOPHILE!
SEDUCTION! TIED DOWN!
DECAPITATION!
LISTEN! OHHHHH!
YOU HYPOCRITE THIS IS THE END! SUCK IT!
YOUR NOT THE KINGYOU NEVER WILL FIND.
DON'T YOU SEE IT'S ALL IN MY MIND! (x3)
YOUR NOT THE KING YOU NEVER WILL FIND...
I HOPE YOU CHOKE!

118628 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2008-10-11
Written: (5885 days ago)

[ Song of the day!!! ]

[ KITTIE ]

"Spit"

COWARD!!
spit i think i'll spit
For all those girls, who speak contradiction
The guy who crept through the shadows everyday
to clutch his own conclusion
Watch all the blood, as it drips from your veins you coward Godspeed,
may your death come quickly

i think i'll take this hate and , SPIT, SPIT, SPIT

Now as it's passed onto the next one I feel a bloodrush come right over me
You know you will never be right in the eyes of the ones who know
You trusted the devil and she will betray you

Low

Why do i get shit all the time from you men
You are swine
You think dick is the answer
But its not [X2]

118618 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2008-10-10
Written: (5886 days ago)

Right now I am pissed off.
I cant believe she would do that.

Okay, so I just got off the phone with my friend.
I told her she should date a certain person and I put my opinion in and that pissed her off, I guess i'm not a good friend, because I look out for people.

*crying*

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