[L'il Porkchop]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2009-09-14
Written: (3631 days ago)

What's weird?
I feel sad.
Good news: I don't think it's an anxiety attack...
Bad: It probably is.
What else is weird?
I don't really care anymore. I'm sick of being sad. I just..don't know how to be happy. I wish I could find someone outside my computer to talk to..Just..to hug..I'm stuck typing everything to people,and I'm sick of it. A relationship can't be based on text all the fucking time. On the phone? Not really...It makes me feel like such a loser sometimes...
 My face is breaking out...My hair is really annoying...I'm just..run down...I'm sad. I'm sick. But I don't care...And I feel like I should..But I really don't anymore. It just...doesn't matter.

125170  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-09-03
Written: (3643 days ago)
Next in thread: 125174

My new goal is to find five things I like about myself,at least every other day. A good friend of mine says it'll help boost my confidence.:3
1.I'm not a clone,nor will I ever be.
2.I'm not short,I'm fun-sized.
3.My eyes are pretty.
4.It's not rape if I hug you randomly,or poke you often. It's surprise Hollysex.
5.2 out of 1 Hollys can't do math.

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Written about Tuesday 2009-08-18
Written: (3658 days ago)
Next in thread: 124682

-siiigh- Freshmen orientation tomorrow.
Really scared. Probably going to be really quiet/shy. Ugh. FML.
Kinda in a weird mood because of the heat. Sometimes it's annoying when people choose sides in things they don't know everything about.
Oh well. I'll get over it.

124560  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-08-14
Written: (3663 days ago)

Okay guys. If I see ONE MORE erectile dysfunction commercial or Activia commercial..I'm swan diving off my roof.

124500  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-08-12
Written: (3665 days ago)


START: (x= yes, _= no)
(x) snuck out of the house? Almost.>.>
(x) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(_) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
(_) been arrested?
(x) laughed and had milk come out of your nose?
(_) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
(x) jumped up and down in the elevator to get stuck? No,but it scared the shit out of my dad.:3
(x) swore at your parents?
(x) been in love?
(x) been close to love?
(_) been to a casino?
(_) been skydiving?
(_) broken a bone?
(_) been high?
(_) been drunk?
(x) skipped school?
(x) flashed someone? It was a joke,though.xD
(_) gotten in a fist fight?
(_) been suspended?
(_) had anger management?
(x) done the splits?
(_) played spin the bottle?
(_) gotten stitches?
(_) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour? Holly= lactose intolerant
(x) bitten someone?
(x) made someone bleed? I scratched my brother._.
(_) been to Niagara Falls?
(_) gotten the chicken pox?
(_) kissed a member of the opposite sex? (Never been kissed. D:)
(x) kissed a member of the same sex. I kissed Brooke on the cheek.:3
(x) crashed into someones car?I ran into a parked car once..>.>
(_) been to Japan?
(x) ridden in a taxi?
(_) Been dumped?
(x) had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
(_) gone on a blind date?
(x) lied to a friend?
(x) had a crush on a teacher?
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(_) been to Europe?
(_) slept with a co-worker?
(_) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(_) Been to Canada?
(_) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?Only parts...
(_) Thrown up in a bar?
(_) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire?
(x) Eaten Sushi? My grandma and I thought it was a cookie.xD
(_) Been skiing/snowboarding?
(x) Met someone in person from the internet?
(x) Cheated on a test?
(_) lost a child?
(_) done hard drugs?
(x) tried killing yourself?
(_) fired a gun?
(x) purposely hurt yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) seen someone? whatever that means
(x) had a friend die?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

124266  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-07-31
Written: (3677 days ago)

../) /)..
.( . .).
.C(")(")

My bunny thinks your stupid is sad. =(

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