Grounded from computer till further notice. Hiatus. Fuck my life.
I'm worth $1,155,330 on humansforsale.
Anybody wanna buy me?
I feel sad.
Good news: I don't think it's an anxiety attack...
Bad: It probably is.
What else is weird?
I don't really care anymore. I'm sick of being sad. I just..don't know how to be happy. I wish I could find someone outside my computer to talk to..Just..to hug..I'm stuck typing everything to people,and I'm sick of it. A relationship can't be based on text all the fucking time. On the phone? Not really...It makes me feel like such a loser sometimes...
My face is breaking out...My hair is really annoying...I'm just..run down...I'm sad. I'm sick. But I don't care...And I feel like I should..But I really don't anymore. It just...doesn't matter.
My new goal is to find five things I like about myself,at least every other day. A good friend of mine says it'll help boost my confidence.:3
1.I'm not a clone,nor will I ever be.
2.I'm not short,I'm fun-sized.
3.My eyes are pretty.
4.It's not rape if I hug you randomly,or poke you often. It's surprise Hollysex.
5.2 out of 1 Hollys can't do math.
-siiigh- Freshmen orientation tomorrow.
Really scared. Probably going to be really quiet/shy. Ugh. FML.
Kinda in a weird mood because of the heat. Sometimes it's annoying when people choose sides in things they don't know everything about.
Oh well. I'll get over it.
Okay guys. If I see ONE MORE erectile dysfunction commercial or Activia commercial..I'
START: (x= yes, _= no)
(x) snuck out of the house? Almost.>.>
(x) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(_) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
(_) been arrested?
(x) laughed and had milk come out of your nose?
(_) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
(x) jumped up and down in the elevator to get stuck? No,but it scared the shit out of my dad.:3
(x) swore at your parents?
(x) been in love?
(x) been close to love?
(_) been to a casino?
(_) been skydiving?
(_) broken a bone?
(_) been high?
(_) been drunk?
(x) skipped school?
(x) flashed someone? It was a joke,though.xD
(_) gotten in a fist fight?
(_) been suspended?
(_) had anger management?
(x) done the splits?
(_) played spin the bottle?
(_) gotten stitches?
(_) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour? Holly= lactose intolerant
(x) bitten someone?
(x) made someone bleed? I scratched my brother._.
(_) been to Niagara Falls?
(_) gotten the chicken pox?
(_) kissed a member of the opposite sex? (Never been kissed. D:)
(x) kissed a member of the same sex. I kissed Brooke on the cheek.:3
(x) crashed into someones car?I ran into a parked car once..>.>
(_) been to Japan?
(x) ridden in a taxi?
(_) Been dumped?
(x) had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
(_) gone on a blind date?
(x) lied to a friend?
(x) had a crush on a teacher?
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(_) been to Europe?
(_) slept with a co-worker?
(_) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(_) Been to Canada?
(_) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?Only parts...
(_) Thrown up in a bar?
(_) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire?
(x) Eaten Sushi? My grandma and I thought it was a cookie.xD
(_) Been skiing/snowboa
(x) Met someone in person from the internet?
(x) Cheated on a test?
(_) lost a child?
(_) done hard drugs?
(x) tried killing yourself?
(_) fired a gun?
(x) purposely hurt yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) seen someone? whatever that means
(x) had a friend die?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
.( . .).
My bunny thinks your stupid is sad. =(