[L'il Porkchop]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2009-12-12
Written: (3596 days ago)
Next in thread: 126651


1. Name, please.
Holly Lynn Tata

2. Approximate Age?
14 or(15 February the third 2010)

3. Are you happy in your life?
Not really sometimes.

4. Do you feel like anything is missing? If so, what do you want?
Um...I'm sort of looking for my other half,I guess.

5. Do you plan on being a musician/artist/writer?
Anything that pays the bills,I suppose.

6. Do you think you are artistic?
I'd hope so. I draw on anything.

7. Have you ever tried hard drugs?
Hardest thing I ever took was for anti anxiety.

8. If so, have they changed your life?
Um..They calm me down but make me loopy,too.

9. What age would you like to die?
Not right now,but young,I suppose.

10. Would you let your kids smoke weed?
Fuck that.

11. Are you an angry person?
It really depends,if I don't like things or people,I tell them to stay away from me before I decide I wish to kick them in the face.

12. Do you laugh a lot, but don’t really mean it?
Um..It really depends,sometimes I try to laugh,but mostly I laugh on my own.

13. Do you like to think you are popular?
Haa,you're a funnyface.

14. Describe your most terrifying dream.
I was kidnapped and murdered by vampires in my best friend's backyard.

15. What band would you die to see live?
The Pillows

16. How would you like to die?
Hm...Either frozen or in my sleep...

17. What’s your opinion on self-mutilation?
It may be a slight bit cliche,but I'd rather hurt on the outside than the inside.

18. Do you believe in capitalism?
No,i believe in punctuation,thank you. :]

19. Communism?
Has anybody seen kyle? Has anybody seen kyle? He's about yay high!-hitler salute- Lol, no,i don't.

20. Libertarianism?
Isn't that a disease?

21. Would you rather be an anarchist or a socialite?
I'd rather be an eccentric soul.

22. Freedom of speech or controlled society?
Well,if I didn't have freedom of speech,I wouldn't be able to say this: Fuck you. :]

23. Obama or Bush?
Obama.

24. Would you consider yourself intelligent?
Emotionally and personally,I'm a genius. But at maths and science I sort of lack. But I'd rather be deeply smart than being able to calculate things.

25. When was the last time you cried?
Um..Thursday,I came home,bawled my eyes out for seven hours, downed tylenol PM and went to bed. Then I woke up at 3 AM and did it all over again.

26. When was the last time you laughed?
Earlier./

27. Who is your last text from?
This kid I love.<3

28. What did it say?
Nonya. <3

29. Ever had your ass kicked?
Yup,only becuase I stated that my brother had a small weenie.

30. What’s your middle name?
Lynn-my grandma's name.

31. Single or taken?
Terminally single,or so it seems.

32. If taken, do you love this person?
..........

33. If single, what are you looking for in someone?
Just someone who...completes me...Makes me happy...I don't know. Stupid girly things that you think will make you happy but then you find out it's probably just as shitty as being single. Oh well. I still want it.

34. Sex or love?
Well,if I can't find love then I would enjoy some form of sex,but I'd rather love.

35. Who is your best friend?
Brooke..Suemya..Ashley...Other Ashley...Alex M...Brittany...
36. Why is this person your best friend?
Because they don't look at me like I'm an alien...

37. Are you moody?
Yeah.

38. Are you depressed?
Yup.

39. What do you think of abortion?
Pros and cons,I suppose.

40. Are you in a good mood today?
Nope.

41. If not, why are you not?
Anxiety attacks. You don't call them anxiety attacks for lack of a better word,they LITERALLY attack you.

42. Are you afraid of the swine flu?
Not really.

43. Are you afraid to be yourself?
If I could find myself,nope.

44. What would you label yourself?
Indie,I suppose.

45. Do you live with your parents?
Who else?

46. How many siblings do you have?
A twin brother.

47. Do you wear skinny jeans?
Yup.

48. Are you emo?
Fuck you,since when am I not allowed to have complex emotions?

49. Are you aware that all emo kids look exactly the same?
Are you aware that your questions are increasingly aggravating?

50.Are you a hater?
I'm a lover.

51. Are you anti-rasict?
Nigga,please!
(Yes I am)

52. Explain your personality in 3 words.
It's a mystery.

53. What do you wish your name was?
Holly seems to work.

54. How old do you want to be when you get married?
Older than I am now.

55. What do you want to name your kids?
Roxas, Theodore, Fred,Luna, Strawberry..Eh..List goes on.

56. What kind of hairstyle do you want?
I wish my hair were longer so i could put it in a pony tail again.

57. When was the last time you brushed your teeth?
This morning in the shower.

58. What are you wearing right now?
Skinny jeans,Invader Zim shirt and a hoodie.

59. Say something random.
SHOE BAG.

60. What do you wear to bed?
Usually a big shirt and my panties.

61. What color is your underwear?
Pink. :3

62. Am I getting too personal?
A little.

63. What’s your view on nihilism?
Didn't John Lennon write a song about that?

64. Pacifism?
I enjoy passive-aggressive notes.

65. Do you think the drug culture is misunderstood?
Not really. I imagine it to be a lot like Alice In Wonderland which,up until I was about 12 scared the shit out of me.

66. Are you a fan of Hunter S Thompson?
Who?

67. Do you read literature?
Yes.

68. Do you love horror movies?
Oh yes.

69. What’s your favourite one?
Dead Alive or Cloverfield

70. Do you like comedies?
Mhm,

71. Are you a smoker?
Nope,I'm athsmatic.:3

72. Do you smoke cigars/cigarillos?
Nope.

73. Do you have anger problems?
No,I have emotional problems,though.

74. Do you know someone who has a mental illness?
Mhm.

75. Have you had someone close to you die of cancer?
Yup.

76. What do you want to be next Halloween?
Sweeney Todd

77. What grade are you in?
Freshmen.

78. When do you graduate?
2013,I'll be damned if 2012 is true.

79. Do you talk to yourself?
In my head,yes.

80. What color are your toenails?
I have none.

81. Has anyone ever told you you have a nice smile?
Nope,they've told me I have an underbite.

82. Nice eyes?
Not really.

83. Ever broken a bone?
Not really.

84. Got a black eye?
If you could see under by eyeliner,then maybe.

85. Nose bleed?
I get those a lot.

86. Ever been so mad you cried?
Oh yes.
87. What’s your favourite quote?
Music is what feelings sound like.

88. Are you listening to anything right now?
3 Weeks,She Sleeps by Blue October

89. What are you addicted too?
Music.

90. Do you like silver hair?
Um..Depends.

91. Would you ever fight a famous boxer?
I would like to keep my ears attached,thank you.

92. Could you take on kimbo slice?
Kimbo? What the fuck? Pimp or drug dealer?

93.Can you even fist fight?
Mhm.

94. Do you work out?
I do cardio..

95. Are you in good physical condition?
I jiggle. Nope.


96. Do you get creeped out by puppets?
After a while,yes.

97. If you could be any celebrity by one day, who would you be?
Robert Pattinson,I would jump off a cliff for him. :3


98. Do you have any phobias?
Heights.

99. Ever been mauled by a wild animal?
My dog?

100. Do you think you could be a Suicide Girl?
Um..What is that?

101. What about a playboy bunni?
I don't think so.

102. Are you an insomniac?
Yes.

103. Do you take birth control?
Nope.

104. Are these questions pointless?
Kind of.

105. Favourite color?
The whole spectrum. <3

126356  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-11-24
Written: (3615 days ago)

Grounded from computer till further notice. Hiatus. Fuck my life.

125895  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-10-26
Written: (3643 days ago)
Next in thread: 125914

I'm worth $1,155,330 on humansforsale.com
Anybody wanna buy me?

125380  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-09-14
Written: (3685 days ago)

What's weird?
I feel sad.
Good news: I don't think it's an anxiety attack...
Bad: It probably is.
What else is weird?
I don't really care anymore. I'm sick of being sad. I just..don't know how to be happy. I wish I could find someone outside my computer to talk to..Just..to hug..I'm stuck typing everything to people,and I'm sick of it. A relationship can't be based on text all the fucking time. On the phone? Not really...It makes me feel like such a loser sometimes...
 My face is breaking out...My hair is really annoying...I'm just..run down...I'm sad. I'm sick. But I don't care...And I feel like I should..But I really don't anymore. It just...doesn't matter.

125170  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-09-03
Written: (3697 days ago)
Next in thread: 125174

My new goal is to find five things I like about myself,at least every other day. A good friend of mine says it'll help boost my confidence.:3
1.I'm not a clone,nor will I ever be.
2.I'm not short,I'm fun-sized.
3.My eyes are pretty.
4.It's not rape if I hug you randomly,or poke you often. It's surprise Hollysex.
5.2 out of 1 Hollys can't do math.

124680  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-08-18
Written: (3712 days ago)
Next in thread: 124682

-siiigh- Freshmen orientation tomorrow.
Really scared. Probably going to be really quiet/shy. Ugh. FML.
Kinda in a weird mood because of the heat. Sometimes it's annoying when people choose sides in things they don't know everything about.
Oh well. I'll get over it.

124560  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-08-14
Written: (3717 days ago)

Okay guys. If I see ONE MORE erectile dysfunction commercial or Activia commercial..I'm swan diving off my roof.

124500  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-08-12
Written: (3719 days ago)


START: (x= yes, _= no)
(x) snuck out of the house? Almost.>.>
(x) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(_) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
(_) been arrested?
(x) laughed and had milk come out of your nose?
(_) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
(x) jumped up and down in the elevator to get stuck? No,but it scared the shit out of my dad.:3
(x) swore at your parents?
(x) been in love?
(x) been close to love?
(_) been to a casino?
(_) been skydiving?
(_) broken a bone?
(_) been high?
(_) been drunk?
(x) skipped school?
(x) flashed someone? It was a joke,though.xD
(_) gotten in a fist fight?
(_) been suspended?
(_) had anger management?
(x) done the splits?
(_) played spin the bottle?
(_) gotten stitches?
(_) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour? Holly= lactose intolerant
(x) bitten someone?
(x) made someone bleed? I scratched my brother._.
(_) been to Niagara Falls?
(_) gotten the chicken pox?
(_) kissed a member of the opposite sex? (Never been kissed. D:)
(x) kissed a member of the same sex. I kissed Brooke on the cheek.:3
(x) crashed into someones car?I ran into a parked car once..>.>
(_) been to Japan?
(x) ridden in a taxi?
(_) Been dumped?
(x) had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
(_) gone on a blind date?
(x) lied to a friend?
(x) had a crush on a teacher?
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(_) been to Europe?
(_) slept with a co-worker?
(_) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(_) Been to Canada?
(_) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?Only parts...
(_) Thrown up in a bar?
(_) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire?
(x) Eaten Sushi? My grandma and I thought it was a cookie.xD
(_) Been skiing/snowboarding?
(x) Met someone in person from the internet?
(x) Cheated on a test?
(_) lost a child?
(_) done hard drugs?
(x) tried killing yourself?
(_) fired a gun?
(x) purposely hurt yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) seen someone? whatever that means
(x) had a friend die?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

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