I miss my cousin rightnow

I promised to never reunite ever with my older brother ryan dayrider , we dnt mix cause he thinks we will get those boys back that beat him up when really im just too good for this kinda stuff ryan is my older brother in blood but when we reunite we tear the place in which he lives in I am nolonger a part of him I broke my brotherhood and told him when he dies and I am gone someday then we can reunite forever in heaven by our mom who died after I was born and never got to know at all my heart is and was alwaysbroken cause I had no love for our brotherhood. my life rightnow is full of fun and happiness cause I got everything he wants what I have and that's all my money I stored away for something special, ryan I love u bro but this is me sayin we are different from eachother cause my real dad isn't urs but mom is ours so im not true blood but half so Ican see how we are not the same

when or if I get a new dog its gonna be male rottie so sasha can be a mom

rotties are so awesome to have as pets once u give them a demand they do it right then and there lol mine is half in which is very rank towards others she dnt know like grampa art lol

I love this game but rightnow its pissin me the fuck off

I love to play videogames and im down for whatever yo im always down to talk to a cool friend like yoselves yo lol

im single and lovin the feelin but not lovin the pain I had in my heart and I wnt trust a heart breaker ever again cause that's happened to me more than ten times already so im good I gotta have trust and true love from those who want to be mine and mine only I have one spot for that special somebody who wants me to be in her life forever and I can work and get paid and do the cha cha jks lmfao im kiddin yo lol anyways im down to text or talk on the phone all I need is some numbers and i'll give mine to u if ur ok with it tho so ibm and let me know what the deal is gonna be ya dig what I be sayin lol im fa reals yo im down for a relationship with anyone who is serious and wants true love with me in their hearts and life and if u have kids already im ok with it too I love kids and I have none but would like some of my own someday if I have a girl in my life forever i'll even take her hand in marriage if desired to lol anyways hollah at me ya heard peace

damn missin u is all I can do but life isn't tha same without u nomore baby I miss u so bad and im hurt on why we dnt talk nomore

I am feelin fine tonight yo lol thanks to that special someone who found me already and I think we mite hit it off who knows she is hot in my eyes lol

sasha we will forevr be together in spirit if I ever died I will be lookin on u and makin sure nothing bad comes near u my love I love u and always will but if u have moved on I cant do nothing about it cause u moved on without saying why and goodbye

what should I do if Im single why did I do this and turn her away why was I am idiot for trying the secondtime and she was right about it too man I fucked up but really it wasnt my fault tho she wasnt really takin us serious anyways

anyways im gonna be on for a while so if u really need a friend im always here when u truly need one

well I lost a love and dnt think she was ready to really be mine cause she really was a whore of hobema and she I guessed sold herself to get money but what is love to u all she said was I didnt know what love really was and that I used her to make fun of and I dnt even do shit like this I really fell in love with her but my best offence is my defence or something like that lol anyways im not lookin for love but a good friend to always be there for me whenever I need one so yeah im lost without friends and a soulmate in my heart rightnow why am I always the one to get hurt all the time ?

hi whats up i havnt been on here for a while but i am now so hit me up anytime ok dnt be shy lol i am ur friend in a way lol peace

I am happy again lol

I made my day better today wish I was in etown with my brother ryan but I have my entire life to live with my real true blood but anyways I am doin good I just wish I was in heaven with my real mom thats all

I guess things are fucked and always will be as long as ur alive and yeah I have so many things on my mind and death is on my mind rightnow I hope to die cause Im scared to live my life the way it is

I feel like the worlds not good enough for me anymore and well I miss ryan alot and I know I won't ever see him again but he is a big boy and can handle himself so yeah