I miss Curt. *crawls into a ball and cries* When he was home I could stay at my dad's house, which was where he was staying, and just have fun all the time. But now I'm back home, my mom's house, and not even two hours and I'm in tears! It's a super long story...But she said something that caused my mind to think the worst and we got into a fight and I just got so mad/scared that I just started crying. It's not fair! I want Curt back. Or even Chad! When he's home Mom yells at him...I just want one of my siblings!!! *sobs* 

yes I do realize I sound pathetic here...But I only see Curt twice a year (if that) and Nici the same...Heather I haven't seen in three and Chad only recently came back...I feel so alone...

I've known this guy for like....My entire life and I had the first conversation I've ever had with him tonight. It was freakin' weird! Because he was like really mean to me when I was dating his brother. But now that that's over he's all "hey you're cool now, you wanna hang you?" Yeah. Pretty awesome time. Jeremy (don't know how to spell his name) Is in a way a lot like me...Which is why I find him so cool, when he's not being mean to me...But yeah I thought it was interesting that I've known him about 13 years and never had a conversation with him until tonight. O.o

de·grade  Audio pronunciation of "degraded" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (d-grd)
v. de·grad·ed, de·grad·ing, de·grades
v. tr.

  1. To reduce in grade, rank, or status; demote.
  2. To lower in dignity; dishonor or disgrace: a scandal that degraded the participants.
  3. To lower in moral or intellectual character; debase.
  4. To reduce in worth or value: degrade a currency.
  5. To impair in physical structure or function.
  6. Geology. To lower or wear by erosion or weathering.
  7. To cause (an organic compound) to undergo degradation.

Kevin...umm.. LeClere like grabbed me, put his hand over my mouth and made it look like we were making out. Eww!! His hand tasted horrible. lol Twas weird. He hugged a cop as well. I wonder what it feels like to hug a cop....??????

kill me......I'm so sick....Too many energy drinks........too much for system..........room spinning......stuttering........i can't function...... someone please kill me.........

Marissa said that she might like hit dear Taylor if Taylor pisses her off...Taylor said she'd get in to a fight at the dance............Gah! I'm just goin' to drink Full Throttle.... *sigh* There are gonna be fights galore...drugs....making out... man! I feel like I'm missin' out on some things there!

hahah I'm a counselor! "Tell me all your problems dear...."

Just because I usally wear black...doesn't mean that I don't wear other colors! Are people so dense? They were like "oh my god! You wear pink?" OR "why are you wearing pink" even my stupid dad said that!!! *growls* people are so stupid. That's just another example to add to my list of why I hate people.

*growls* fucking pissed.


-Steffanie Renee

heheh......I feel so weird!! I'm so tired and giggly!! I laugh at absolutly nothing!! Like a guy on the TV said something....It was so not funny but I laughed for like five minutes! hehe weeee!!!!!!!!!! *spins in a circle* *sing* I'm a little teapot short and stout, here is my handle here is my spout. When I get all steamed up hear me shout..tip me over and pour me out...doo do do do do do do...doo do do do. do. do. do.*done singing* that's so my and Marissa's theme song!! heheh *runs around in a spy coat and hat humming the inspector gadget theme song* weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *falls over*

Who the hell ever came up with "net speak" needs to be fucking shot, until their brain bleeds out their fucking ass.

That is my opinion. OOH!! That reminds me of the song "Opinion" I love that song! (It's by NIRVANA by the way).

Blah blah blah!! Stop reading my journal entries back to me!! :P ((you know you are dude!))

And.......I've drank nothing but Mountain Dew and Coffee for the past three days....Ok maybe a little bit of water...BUT NOTHING ELSE!