[The Luckiest Loser ♥]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-23
Written: (6697 days ago)

If you are my friend, then I demand that this be put on your house/page thingy! I demand</i>! OH, and have a wonderful day!!

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-28
Written: (6721 days ago)

Grrr!! I'm so pissed. I can't do anything when I'm here! I talk: "Steffanie, shut up! Your voice is annoying!" It's not my fault I was cursed with my mother's high pitched voice! I listen to my music: "Turn that shit down! Your Grandma is trying to sleep!" AT 3:34 in the afternoon!? Damn! I get on the internet: "Get off, I need the phone." "But I just got on." "I don't care get off." And you know what? They don't even use the phone then! I watch TV: "Move, My show's on." And you know what he watches? GOLF! The most boring thing on the face of the earth (sports wise) GRRR!! I'm just so fucking mad!!!! Adding to the fact that I had the most awesome week up until now.

And Hanna had to go and say "Steffie, when are you getting your puppy?" Big mistake! Grandpa got all pissed and said "She ain't getting no fucking dog. We had the last one and that's good enough!" I have my puppy picked out and everything! His name is Bon and he's three weeks old! So adorable!! And he told me I can't keep him! I've known the little guy since he was born! I can't bear to part with him! :(

Okay, done ranting.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-07
Written: (6743 days ago)

I miss Curt. *crawls into a ball and cries* When he was home I could stay at my dad's house, which was where he was staying, and just have fun all the time. But now I'm back home, my mom's house, and not even two hours and I'm in tears! It's a super long story...But she said something that caused my mind to think the worst and we got into a fight and I just got so mad/scared that I just started crying. It's not fair! I want Curt back. Or even Chad! When he's home Mom yells at him...I just want one of my siblings!!! *sobs* 

yes I do realize I sound pathetic here...But I only see Curt twice a year (if that) and Nici the same...Heather I haven't seen in three and Chad only recently came back...I feel so alone...

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Written about Monday 2006-05-15
Written: (6766 days ago)

I've known this guy for like....My entire life and I had the first conversation I've ever had with him tonight. It was freakin' weird! Because he was like really mean to me when I was dating his brother. But now that that's over he's all "hey you're cool now, you wanna hang you?" Yeah. Pretty awesome time. Jeremy (don't know how to spell his name) Is in a way a lot like me...Which is why I find him so cool, when he's not being mean to me...But yeah I thought it was interesting that I've known him about 13 years and never had a conversation with him until tonight. O.o

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Written about Friday 2006-05-05
Written: (6776 days ago)

My wonderfully, fucked-up, dis-lusional, alternate universes


Number One
In this one I am a demon (don't ask) I am half kitty and half fox. (again...don't ask me and my friends are beyond retarded)

Mother Carissa Dixon [GANA]
Father Some random guy; fore my mother is a....whore...
Step Father Lord Sesshomaru of the Western Lands
Siblings Rachel Long [The Girl at the Rock Show], Marissa Beauchamp [Nexus], Leticia Hindrichs, Karly Neubauer, Rhiannon Blankenship, Riley Boushie, Carissa Dixon (sister-in-law) [GANA], Sesshomaru (brother-in-law) and I suppose that's all.
Husband Inuyasha (he's just so sexy lmao even though he isn't real)
Lovers Kougaiji, Inuyasha, ...I guess...dunno lmao


Number Two
In this one I am a guy that likes guys and dresses like a girl but is married to a girl and has a girlfriend. (hehe)

Wife Marissa Beauchamp [Nexus]
Husband None as of yet-
Girlfriend Megan (she moved back to Central though)
Boyfriend None as of yet-
Son Travis Roth
Daughter Taylor Randol (my soon-to-be-daughter-in-law...she will marry my son (Travis))

Hmm...my second disalusion needs more....hmm...


That would be all (besides today was the best day EVER) And...Good night.

-Steffanie
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Written about Friday 2006-04-14
Written: (6797 days ago)

de·grade  Audio pronunciation of "degraded" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (d-grd)
v. de·grad·ed, de·grad·ing, de·grades
v. tr.

  1. To reduce in grade, rank, or status; demote.
  2. To lower in dignity; dishonor or disgrace: a scandal that degraded the participants.
  3. To lower in moral or intellectual character; debase.
  4. To reduce in worth or value: degrade a currency.
  5. To impair in physical structure or function.
  6. Geology. To lower or wear by erosion or weathering.
  7. To cause (an organic compound) to undergo degradation.

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Written about Saturday 2006-03-25
Written: (6817 days ago)

Kevin...umm.. LeClere like grabbed me, put his hand over my mouth and made it look like we were making out. Eww!! His hand tasted horrible. lol Twas weird. He hugged a cop as well. I wonder what it feels like to hug a cop....??????

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Written about Saturday 2006-03-25
Written: (6817 days ago)

kill me......I'm so sick....Too many energy drinks........too much for system..........room spinning......stuttering........i can't function...... someone please kill me.........

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Written about Friday 2006-03-24
Written: (6818 days ago)

Marissa said that she might like hit dear Taylor if Taylor pisses her off...Taylor said she'd get in to a fight at the dance............Gah! I'm just goin' to drink Full Throttle.... *sigh* There are gonna be fights galore...drugs....making out... man! I feel like I'm missin' out on some things there!

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Written about Friday 2006-03-24
Written: (6818 days ago)

hahah I'm a counselor! "Tell me all your problems dear...."

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-23
Written: (6819 days ago)

Just because I usally wear black...doesn't mean that I don't wear other colors! Are people so dense? They were like "oh my god! You wear pink?" OR "why are you wearing pink" even my stupid dad said that!!! *growls* people are so stupid. That's just another example to add to my list of why I hate people.

*growls* fucking pissed.


-Steffanie Renee

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Written about Tuesday 2006-03-21
Written: (6821 days ago)

heheh......I feel so weird!! I'm so tired and giggly!! I laugh at absolutly nothing!! Like a guy on the TV said something....It was so not funny but I laughed for like five minutes! hehe weeee!!!!!!!!!! *spins in a circle* *sing* I'm a little teapot short and stout, here is my handle here is my spout. When I get all steamed up hear me shout..tip me over and pour me out...doo do do do do do do...doo do do do. do. do. do.*done singing* that's so my and Marissa's theme song!! heheh *runs around in a spy coat and hat humming the inspector gadget theme song* weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *falls over*

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Written about Sunday 2006-03-19
Written: (6823 days ago)

Who the hell ever came up with "net speak" needs to be fucking shot, until their brain bleeds out their fucking ass.

That is my opinion. OOH!! That reminds me of the song "Opinion" I love that song! (It's by NIRVANA by the way).

Blah blah blah!! Stop reading my journal entries back to me!! :P ((you know you are dude!))

And.......I've drank nothing but Mountain Dew and Coffee for the past three days....Ok maybe a little bit of water...BUT NOTHING ELSE!

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Written about Saturday 2006-03-18
Written: (6824 days ago)

Sweet Insanity


Someone needs to save me,
From my own insanity.
I'm locked up inside,
Inside my own head.
I don't know who I am.
Can this truly be me?
Can the sweet and innocent,
Actually be true?
Were reocurring thoughts,
Of ending it me?
So many things,
Running through my head.
What is me?
Can someone please...
Please save me?
From insanity?


-Steffanie Roth

2/23/06
 The logged in version 

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