[phycho games]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7037 days ago)

who will cry?


if tonight i die,
who will cry?
strangers with their feigned interest,
while those i love have turned away.
and if my best is't good enough,
what more can i give?
go ahead--walk away
just leave me here alone.
and if tonight i die,
who will cry?
all my strength is drained,
with nothing left to give.
drowning in the depths of sorrow,
no tears left to cry.
a silent voice and distant eyes
that no-one hears or sees
and if tonight i die,
who will cry?

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Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7037 days ago)

this is for my baby (you know who you are)

you are truly beautiful no matter what you feel inside,
people really love you
even though you just want to die
inside your going crazy
you feel your losing your kind and depresion eats your soul
inside is everything you hide
you feel alone
like there is no-one at your side
you need someone to confide in
yet you don't know where to begin
let me tell you a story of my life...maybe i can help, at least let me try..
i am depressed, suicidal and confused. i neveeer let anybody in for i am also scared within.i slit my wrists and cry myself to sleep.
i feel like im a faliure at everything i do.i never want to waake up and face pain so im constantly hitting snooze..i know exactly how you feel, so listen....
i wont let you feel like you have nobody, when you want to give up, when you really need someone near please remember that im always here.nobody deserves this pain so i'll do my best to survive...choose me before death....

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Written about Tuesday 2005-01-25
Written: (7056 days ago)

This is the very first poem i ever did, hope you like it....

Let me go....

His horns are as red as blood
His eyes are like a flickering fire
He's angry,mad
He wants to punish me
for being unhappy
he's killing me i'm dying inside
the fire has been let out
it's running wild
i wish i was happy
happy like him, like everyone else
he visits me everynight
when i'm sleeping
he only lets me live so he can punish me
i want to sleep and never wake up
then he can tell me things i never knew
he dies when i die, i want to die
he wants to live forever
he wants me to suffer,like him
i understand what he wants
but he doesn't.....

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