How can you all say you know me for me when you are so surprised when i do something weird or out of the ordanary? If you truely knew me you would know that you can NEVER know what to expact with me. I am an predictabul and i am not of the usal and i am not like any other that you will lay your eyes upon of hear the voice with you ears. You cannot say that i am a child of the light. that would be to lie. You cannot say that i am a child of god, for that is yet again a lie. I am not a bright child, but at the same child i am not dull(not in intellagence but in mood). I carry not a frown but not a smile. I am that of the grey, that of no mood that of the shadows. I am nothing in the eyes of most and to those that i am not i am as the say something , i have to say this to them, You have let you heart, feelings or what ever else mislead you. You have been lied to and misspoken to because i am nothing but air. Notihg but a fool that is folded into a shape of a female and set upon this world. I am a dark aura i am a dark being of hate. I cannot know love from many. I only know if and will only feel it from one being. That is it no more and nonless until that being bring helps bring another being in to this world from us and us only. Other things would be said but there is no need you see because there is not worth reading a journal of a loser and a nobody!
In your eyes,
people can't seem to see anything because your eyes are covered up by tears! You are constantly hurt and depressed... No one seems to understand how you feel because everyone is scared to get close to you... You long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, and all of your problems... But you have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to want to hear what you have to say. You've been hurt many times that you don't seem to have any tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an endless river flowing... You've started to hide and bottle up all or your problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go away... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown your way through :)
The 11 Satanic Rules of The Earth
1 Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.
2 Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.
3 When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there.
4 If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.
5 Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.
6 Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved.
7 Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.
8 Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.
9 Do not harm little children.
10 Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.
11 When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.