[xILY]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2006-02-25
Written: (6844 days ago)
Next in thread: 56689

["Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."]

^_^


55413  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-02-18
Written: (6852 days ago)

Monday, February 3, 2070



..This should make me about 85 I think when I die! Not too bad I s'pose..


It was strange.. I was sat there watching my seconds tick away on The Death Clock, and I realised, I have nothing that I truely believe in. No real hobbies or interests. Infact there's only my family and two other people I really care about! It's actually kind of sad. I always used to have such high hopes of myself. I was always told I could achieve them! I had everything I ever wanted but still it wasn't enough. I could of been anything I wanted, part of me threw it away.
So from today onward, this is my chance to work extra hard and get to the position I was in before. It's my time to make some choice, and make sure my seconds left are worth being here.


http://www.deathclock.com/

54165  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-02-09
Written: (6861 days ago)

[I'm bored so hopefully dad'll let me walk down to school to see my mates ^.^ weee! Not ill anymore ^.^ Haha! So happy xD!! HeeHee! *spins on chair* fxcking awesome!!!!!]

54154  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-02-09
Written: (6861 days ago)

*reads back over previous entries*


Well some of them were awfully depressing sorry for sharing that ha!


..([I deleted most of them {the really depressing ones anyway!}. I'm really not quite like that anymore, I'm happier and I don't hate myself quite so much. Thanks to the few people that give me the confidence to be myself and be happy with it. I don't know where I would be without you! ^.^])..


..<3..


XxX
54153  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-02-09
Written: (6861 days ago)

Being ill is boring *sighs*..

..[oh well I'm feeling better now ^.^]
will be back tomorrow


Woop Woop


xX laterS anD lovE mE xX
54001  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-02-08
Written: (6862 days ago)

Argh! I'm ill.. [v.v] *sighs*. I'm also [.t.i.r.e.d.] and \bored/ and in [x__pain!].. life's a [B*I*T*C*H], but I'll live on!

[x..l . u . f . f..x..m . e . e . h..x]

*sneezes n sniffles*
53757  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-02-06
Written: (6864 days ago)

Random waste of my time..!


001: Name: Hannah



002: Nickname: Tweedledum, Banana, Clawdville, Pretzel..the list goes on!



003: Country of living: England



004: Birth date: 22.11.1990



005: Height: 5'3ish



006: Eye colour: Blue



007: Shoe size: 6



008: School/work: School [v.v]



009: You smoke: Sometimes



010: Hobby's: Guitar practice, towning, hanging out with friends, music, singing.. the usual!



011: Brothers/Sisters: Nope!



012: Relationship: Yeaha! With Sean [<33] I love him to bits he's everything to me [^o^] xxx meeh [.l\u/v.] u ldz!



013: Piercing(s): Ears



014: Tattoo(s): Nope!



015: Vacationland: Daytona



016: Are there people you wont reply to?: Turkish people on here!



017: Nicest person you met this year: Err.. Dahnee!



018: Person you rather not have met this year: No-one!



019: Who would you like to meet: Umm don't know!!



020: Who is it that you admire: My friends! Their some of the most inspirational people I know! I love them to death! [x\x/x]..



021: Most sexy person(s): Sean [<33].. &&my friends [^o^]xx



022: Favourite Pyjamas: Meeh giraffe ones!! HaHa xD



023: Favourite Car: I'm not sure lol! I like lots!



024: Favourite Movie(s): Underworld



025: Favourite Music: Hardcore&&Rock



026: Favourite City(s): NYC



027: Favourite Plush: My monkey! For obv. reasons [^o^]..x



028: Favourite Perfume: Britney Spears - Curious



029: Favourite Magazine: Rock Sound



030: Favourite sound: My mates laughing and my music



031: Favourite TV-series: BTVS (i honestly don't care what you say!)



032: Favourite Writer: L.J Smith



033: Favourite Nickname: Hmm I'm not sure!



034: What is on your mouse pad: I don't have one!



035: What all is under your bed: God knows! No umm.. I don't know!



036: Favourite colour (S): Black, Red, Silver, and dark purple



037: Favourite Song ever: Christopher Beck-'Close Your Eyes'



038: Favourite song at this moment: DJ Carlee-'Sround Da World'



039: Favourite Food: Pasta



040: Favourite class at school: Drama or English



041: Favourite drink: Red Square



042: Lucky number: 13



043: What do you think that is greatest about yourself: I didn't know there was such a thing!



044: What deodorant do you use: Mitchum



045: Favourite shoes: My Vans [<33]



046: What time do you go to bed on workdays: depends



047: What word do you use most: Hmm..



048: Most romantic moment in your life: None that I want to discuss now!



049: Most ashamed moment of your life: No I really can't say!! Lol! It involves Mr. Fredrickson *blushes* aahhcckk!



050: You spend your time rather inside or outside: both..



051: What do you do in the weekends: Towning, Gigs, Meet up with mates etc.



052: What class on school do/did you dislike most: Maths



053: Your Fav Breakfast: Don't know lol!



054: What do you really really dislike to eat: Liver



055: Pets: Merlin(cat), Jaffa(cat), Willow(bunny)



056: Laugh or dream: Both



057: Serious or funny: Both



058: Fast or slow (relationship): Depends on the person



059: You prefer being alone or have relation: relation



060: Simple or Complicated: complicated



061: Cremate or Buried when dead: Cremated



062: Sex or alcohol: hmm..



063: Stay up late or go to bed early: depends



064: Light or dark? DARK!



065: Speak or Silence: Speak



066: tall or small man: Taller than me



067: News paper: Urm I don't read them!



068: Hug or kiss: Depends on the person!



069: Happy or Sad: Happy



070: Life or Death: Life right now!



071: Gig or Disco: Gig



072: Left or Right: Right



073: Sausages on top, or on the side: side



074: Dark/ red/ Blonde: dark



075: What would you ask god if you could ask him 1 single question: to look after all my friends and the people i love x



076: you believe in reincarnation: depends on the type!!



077: you believe in Aliens: I think there's something out there but I don't know what



078: When you die, what will be your last words?: depends



079: Does true love exist?: i guess so!



080: How many kids would you like to have?: i don't know!



081: What is the thing one you cant stand: Fakes.



082: Best feeling: being in love



083: Worst feeling in the world: having your heart broken



084: What are you afraid of: Spiders



085: Are you an emotional person: Very



086: You cry while watching a movie? Sometimes



087: Your goal in life: To be happy



088: What was the promise you made to yourself at new years eve: Too pissed to remember!



089: Who is your favourite artist?: Hmm I don't have one



090: What animal would you like to be reincarnated as?: A cat, they get life so damn easy!



091: What is the most beautiful part on the male body: Eyes

53032  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-02-01
Written: (6868 days ago)

[XxX Sean XxX]


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This is Sean [GIXXER] he's great I love him to bits ^__^.. he's always making me smile even when I don't want him to hehe! He's really easy to talk to 'n' great to be with.. he's a right laugh! As Johnee would say he's 'safe as'!! HeeHee! Love Ya Loads Hun XxX


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50859  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-01-18
Written: (6882 days ago)

&& ι'ℓℓ тяу тσ ℓινє σи.. ι'ℓℓ fαкє αиσтнєя ѕмιℓє αи∂ кєєρ вяєαтнιиg вє¢αυѕє ι ∂σи'т ωαит уσσн тσ нαff тнє ѕαтιѕfα¢тισи σf кιℓℓιиg мє

50829  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-01-18
Written: (6883 days ago)

and with one last sentence it finishes and yoohr whole life comes crashing down

50729  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-17
Written: (6883 days ago)

I FXCKING HATE YOOH


i'll make my decisions on my own and if i screw up i'll learn from it. stop telling me who to be friends with, who to go out with, what to wear, what to listen to, and how to live my fXcking life. it's not yoohr's it's mine. and if my life is supposedly yoohrs like yooh say i give up and die right NOW


48626  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-01-02
Written: (6898 days ago)
Next in thread: 48628

thiS lifE iS likE A gamE sometimeS

48603  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-01-02
Written: (6898 days ago)

i never stop wanting

48477  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-01-01
Written: (6900 days ago)

I feel like shit and it sucks like a bitch :@

48468  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-01-01
Written: (6900 days ago)

αи∂ ι ωιѕн ι ¢συℓ∂ тєℓℓ уσσ נυѕт нσω ι fєєℓ

48284  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-12-31
Written: (6901 days ago)

Going into town ttyl xxx

48157  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-12-30
Written: (6902 days ago)

"are we going up or just going down it's just a matter of time before we're all found out"

*Fall Out Boy - Sophmore Slump..
47807  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-12-28
Written: (6904 days ago)

Going town with Sean Zo Amy n Tomo! Back Later xxx

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Written about Saturday 2005-12-24
Written: (6908 days ago)

*rubs eyes*- is it really this early in the morning? *yawns*.

i'm so tired i hardly get any sleep anymore... aah well it's worth it ^__^

Laters and Love me xx

..[(Haha that sounded dodgy ^.^)]
44498  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-12-03
Written: (6929 days ago)

Myself

Name : [Hannah]
Birthplace : Chelt
Age : Fifteen
Eye Colour : Blonde/Brown/Strawberry Blonde... changing in January though! ^_^
Hair Colour : Blue/Green!
Righty, Lefty or Ambidextrous : Righty
Star Sign : Scorpio
Height : 5'3 i think...


Describe

Your Heritage/Nationality : Just English! To my knowledge anyway!
Your Hair : Umm naturally strawberry blonde now blonde and brown but the colours kina fading!... it's just below the shoulders (i'm growing it) and it's naturally kina wavy!
Your Fears : For people to find out something that I know... To lose my best friends... Diseases!
Your Perfect Room : Black and dark purple with lotsa posters and shit! four poster bed with loasda candles on a dark wood table next to it... I do have a picture in my head but I can't be bothered to explain all!
What You Do In The Day : On weekdays:- School, out after with mates or on here I guess... On weekends:- towning, stay in, on here! that's about the highlight of it... oh and sometimes i atted/throw sleepovers lol!


What is/are

Words You Like : meh, anywho, awww, awesomediddles.
Phrases You Over-Use : meh and more
Your First Thought When You Wake Up : dependeds!


This or That

Pepsi or Coke : Coke
McDonalds or Burger King : McDonalds
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate
Adidas or Nike : I'd rather shoot myself than chose! I ahte them both!
Black or White : Depends on what you're talking about!
Burgers or Hot Dogs : Hot dogs


do you

Smoke : Umm i may have a toke every now and then... but i never buy my own so i guess i do a bit!
Sing Well : all the time!
Sing in the Shower : nope...
Talk to Yourself : no... i don't think so anywho!
Believe In Yourself : I never knew what that ment.. if it's what i think it is then sometimes!
Play An Instrument : guitar but just not very well lmao!
Want To Get Married : i guess!
Want To Have Children : 'ndeed!
Think Your a Health Freak : bullocks to that! no!
Get Along With Your Parents : nope!


in the past month have you

Drank Alcohol : 'ndeed
Smoked : Yeah!
Made Out : Yeah!... or atleast i think so.. i kina got pissed off with alex and resulted in ignoring him so i can't remember!!!
Got High : nope! me and rach just go randomly hyper anyways :P
Done Any Drugs : never have never will.. well other than smoking and alcahol!
Eaten An Entire Box Of Chocolates : yeah...^_^...it was my bday!
Been On Stage : Yeah!
Gone Skinny Dipping : nope
Dyed Your Hair : highlites
Stolen Anything :not to my knowledge!


your friends

Ppl You Hang Round With Are : ["tfc"]. ["oosp"].
Craziest : Matt!
Loudest : Alex deffinatly!
Shyest : Lauren King or Amy I s'pose!
Smartest : AmyP deff!
Kindest : Amy... RachD...
Cutest : Matt's cute... in a non-fancying capacity... sorry matt your cute it's just i'm pissed off with people saying i fancy you :(... and yes rach you do think ******* is the cutest *pokes* hee hee hee! he's lush i have to agree!!
Best Personality : RachD... RachT... Matt!
Most Talented : Umm... Brandi and her drawing ^_^
Best Singer : woOt thanks Rach I'm the best singer ^_^ awww! I feel so speshul! Hee hee hee! I don't know I'd say me and Brandi I haven't really heard anyone else properly they all kina mumble hee hee! Oh RachD was awesome that night at the Path! ^_^
Pain in the Ass (But In A Nice Way!!!) : Elliot ehehehe! Sorry sweetie!
The One You Just Wanna Strangle! : I'm guessing Rach's is me lol :P... I deserved it!!... Ummm.. probs AmyP sometimes lmao when she's so frikking annoying but I luff her anywho!
Funniest : Matt... RachT... Brandi
Best Person For Advice : RachD, RachT... Matt sometimes! ^^
Trustworthy : RachD and RachT and AmyP! I would trust them with my life!
Druggie : Alex, Matt (smoetimes), Danny (tut tut), Manning and Jay (their not really "friends" but meh), Elliot etc.
Most Likely To End Up In Jail : Alex... he came VERY close by my own effing father!!!!
Person You've Known The Longest : AmyP for deffinate!


Last time you

Had A Nightmare : Umm if you call seeing my two mates sleeping with guys (aka- Rach and Manning, Amy and Martin Van-Dyke) a nightmare then recently lol!
Had A Car Ride : ummm... i don't remember... recently!
Cried : last night!
Last Phone Call : Jed
Last CD You Played : Him - Dark Light
Last Song You Listened To : umm I'm listening to Matchbook Romance - Promise now! Good song!! "take my hand and never let me go... promise me you'll never let goooooo" *sings*
Last Person You Hugged : SamM
Last Person You Yelled At : RachT prob over MSN!
Last Time You Fought With Your Parents : Last night!
Last Time You Wished Upon A Star : I don't think I ever have..

44497  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-12-03
Written: (6929 days ago)

i feel like filling this random thing out so yeah!... Rach i'm sorry i stole this from your house but it's not really on show just felt like filling it out hee hee! ^_^

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