[Miss Vicious.]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2005-07-18
Written: (5091 days ago)

this was the dream..i guess it reflects my thoughts not sure though....



KAYLA....HMM I KNEW HER WELL, SHE WAS A GREAT FRIEND, I WISH I COULD HAVE PREVENTED ALL THIS


SHE SHOWED UP 2 MY PARTY OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT SO AND I WENT UP 2 HER AND GAVE HER A HUG SHE WAS SOO COLD...LIKE ICE..ALMOST LIKE A DEAD ICE..I WASNT SURE WHAT HAPPENED BUT I ASKED HER "WHY R U SO COLD" I GUESS I'LL ALWAYS BE COLD SHE REPLIED SADLY.
THEN I TURNED FOR A SEC. AND SHE DISSAPPEARED


"WHERE DID KAYLA GO"
umm..SHE WAS NEVER HERE
YES SHE WAS I SAW HER
NO SHE WASNT
CONFUSED I STOOD THERE BLANKLY AND FIGURED MAYBE SHE WASNT THERE WHO KNOWS BUT LATER I FOUND OUT SHE DROWNED HERSELF IN THE BATHTUB..BESIDE A NOTE THAT SAID I'M S0RRY I LOVED U ALL..I GUESS SHE CAME TO SEE ME ONE LAST TIME..NOW I WISH I COULD HAVE PREVENTED IT.EVERY NOW AND THEN I SEE HER SITTING ON THE DOCKS OR HER PORCH AND RUN UP 2 HER BUT SHE JUST DISSAPPEARS....I WISH SHE WERE STILL ALIVE.......

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Written about Monday 2005-07-18
Written: (5091 days ago)

well as of today...everything is shit..i feel like i have no reason to care about anything anymore..i wish i were pretty, or at least kinda pretty but that will never happen i hate the word cute too....*sighs* neway i had a weird dream...really weird tell a later...

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Written about Friday 2005-06-24
Written: (5114 days ago)

sighs why do men have to be so mean..why cant i get a bf..and why do i have to be boring? i'm so SICK OF EVERYTHING I WISH I COULD JUST DIE..AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT IF I DID EVERYTHING WOULD BE FUCKING GREAT WOULDNT IT....

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Written about Thursday 2005-06-23
Written: (5115 days ago)
Next in thread: 24712

why doesnt anything work out for me nemore...i cant get a boyfriend, i cant pass 9th and i sure as hell cant be happy....i'm so sick of being here....in this world..i'm sick of dealing with ignorance..and conformity..i hate this despair.this guy i like sooo much walked away from the person who asked him out for me...what an ass...and not to mention he can go screw his ignorant self i hate him now so much. everything has been crap lately too my sis came back from florida and now her and my mom and me cant seem to get along...and my dad isnt helping it either. yesterda soo many memories of my childhood came flooding back...i didnt realize how much i should have kept them blocked out n i never realized what shit they all put me through...why do i have to remember any of it i wish i could just block it out and forget it but i cant.....

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