No comments in the 1300 days since I posted 'dat! No fairs! No luffs. Slight updated. Much miss. <3

I need to stop browsing here, I always end up with hurt feelings afterwards.
I wonder if the people I cared for...
The people I hurt.

I wonder if they ever think of me.
I wonder if I'll ever see them again.
I wonder if they'd ever forgive me.

All I can do is keep looking forward and hope I don't ever fall nose first in the dirt again.
I'm smarter, more mature, better, stronger, loyaler, honester...

Yet still I lament making the choices I made.
If you ever see this...
I'm so sorry.
I hope you could forgive me.

You'd know who you are.
-Love and kisses.

Wow... I hate my presentation, and almost everything I ever was. It all seems so... Immature now. I mean seriously... I've grown way too much since I quit Elf Pack, y'know? Actually, I shouldn't say that, I really like the tributes to me from others... I miss you guys, seriously. Anyways, I just thought I'd drop by to give you all a friendly hello. You're never gonna get to see who I used to be, if you loved me the way I was, since I'm a bit more mature now... Yet... Still a total partier. xD
But... if you want to get a hold of new-me... Drop me a message.
Lelayne@live.ca ...
That works as a Windows Live Messenger account as well as a place where you can drop me e-mails.
Hope to hear from some peoples.

As always, love and kisses.

-Lelayne al'Celia
(New internet ie... Got a ring to it, no? :) )

I'm sorry I haven't been around. Every time I see this place I get sad. X_X
I really think I need to talk to Cazzi and Kawa sometime... If you two ever see this could you PM me? @.@;
You two used to be my favz people in the world and, well... I miss you. ._.;  
I hope the future is more pleasant than the past. I know personally, I am a lot more mature than before. >:)

Love you two either way. O_O;

Little did I know then
Where this would go
When this begun
Once I was free to fly...
I never promised anything
This may well be goodbye

Don't ask why
Don't be sad
Sometimes we all
Must alter paths we planned
Only try understand
I want to save you
From the lost and damned

Although you hold me close
I feel retention arise
Just as a hint of fear
Like subtle clouds
In summer skies
Once in the moonlight...
I can't explain
And I don't know
Somehow we may reunite

Don't ask why
Don't be sad
Sometimes we all
Must alter paths we planned
Don't forget what we had
But let me save you
From the lost and damned

My eye is like.. All twitchy and stuff.. o.O;
I just thought you all should know that.

Isn't it *sexy*?!

'Kay, I'll try to be online right after school, KaWaKiNz. x.x

Sowwi KaWa..! I logged off cuz I thought you were gone.. and then the school computers wouldn't let me log back on anymore..

CaZZLeZ, I missed you by like.. literally five minutes.
Damn me for needing to use the bathroom! >.<;

etherealnightmares: Has it logged off yet?
cencored?: Yes.
etherealnightmares: Oh.
etherealnightmares: o.o
cencored?: Hes hitting on everyone...
etherealnightmares: Did he hit on you yet?
cencored?: As Jess yes.

I learned an important lesson today..
No matter how hard you try to prove yourself..
You can never change the oppinion
or false accusations about yourself that are seen
through another's eyes.
You can never force them to see their own faults,
and you can never force them to see you for what you are.

I'm better than that now, I've reached the above level of that.
Sad, how I am so young, and learning lessons that my immature ex-bosses fail to realize, even to this moment.

Good news everyone..!
I finally got my computer to a level of somewhat good functionality, and.. on top of that, I got my soundcard and my usb ports to work again. That means.. psp stuff is now available for me, plus..! I can hear things. The first thing I tried hearing was Final Fantasy VII Advent Children, and I was mesmerized by how much better the movie was with music..! Especially the final battle. (I'm trying not to have any more spoilers. :p)

The next few days will probably be experement, i.e: To find out if my computer can function as it is, or if I need to fix it further. >.<;'..
Bear with me if I'm not around as much.. and, I'm sorry..!

Grr..

Off too bed.
Be alive in the morning.