Today may be a little better of a day. Amber and i worked things out thank god. Im still not to sure what her problem was, but i dont care, i hate having my best friend mad at me when she is basically the one person i have and trust. Her and i went to the movies last night. We saw the Transporter 2. It was awesome, amazing. So good there is gunna be a third one. so things are okay.Im done drinkin and smokin, ive decided im better than that and thats the end of the story.

Last night was a really bad night. Probally the worst i have had in a long ass time. I think the monring got even worse, when i talked to the guy that i really like. He didnt understand where i was coming from. He is allowed to do whatever but yet i have to sit at home and wait for him to be a good man, every once and awhile. I dont know then to top things of, my BEST FRIEND is being a bitch and i dont know why. I ask her what is wrong and she tells me to get away from her. What the hell did i do? The only thing i have done to her is be happy because she came home after two weeks. I missed her a great deal, and everything was okay yesturday, the day she got back but now today she hates me??? Doesnt make any fuckin sence. I dont know i guess the world is now hating me, but that is fine i am strong and i dont need anyone to help me get through life besides my gram and my sister. The real sister not amber because she just isnt being to great when i DIDNT DO ANYTHING.