WERE TO BEGIN

well life is crap atm, there is nothing that is going well rly, ive basicly changed rly into a diffrent me well the same bt more confidence more control of my life and not many of my old friends like it. erm my family well i havnt got one rly anymore ive pushed them further and further away and now there not here anymore, i have some great friends bt the thing is i cant have both

you know how i feel about you. and i know you don't feel the same. and i know you don't like me in that way. but i want you to know that my feeling are there. and if you don't feel the same which i know u don't but can you after you get this message tell me no.. if its a no i wanna be ur m8 nd bestest one at that :D... your my best m8 and i hope you always will be. im glad i know you ... xxx

LEANN RIMES LYRICS

"Can't Fight The Moonlight"

Under a lovers' sky
Gonna be with you
And noone's gonna be around
If you think that you won't fall
Well just wait until
Til the sun goes down

Underneath the starlight - starlight
There's a magical feeling - so right
It'll steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
No, you can't fight it
It's gonna get to your heart

There's no escape from love
Once a gentle breeze
Weaves it's spell upon your heart
No matter what you think
It won't be too long
Til your in my arms
Underneath the starlight - starlight
We'll be lost in the rhythm - so right
Feel it steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
No you can't fight it
No matter what you do
The night is gonna get to you

Don't try then
You're never gonna win

Underneath the starlight - starlight
There's a magical feeling - so right
It will steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
No, you can't fight it

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know
Don't you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
No, you can't fight it
It's gonna get to your heart

im sorry for what ive done the hurt ive cosed. i cant change time. ive lost most the people i care about nd ive hurt them to im hate my self for what ive done..life is shit, ive hurt the most closes people to me . i hurt them in a way i just cant take bk. the over look to my life atm is nothing there is nothing to live for bt im not going towards the stage of suicide. bt the thing that hurts me most about evething is that ive lost every1 close and who cares about me my friends my family every1. the this that i have to say is that im sorry for what i have put them through nd how much i care about them. i could stop and turn bk time i would try bt i dono if i could. i love them to peaces bt im never going to get them back i have hurt them to much. i wish that i didnt hurt them bt i did nd now im ive got wot i deserve
IM SORRY
im sorry if ive hurt u...
im so sorry
x im sorry for doing this

im sorry for what ive done the hurt ive cosed. i cant change time. ive lost most the people i care about nd ive hurt them to im hate my self for what ive done..life is shit, ive hurt the most closes people to me . i hurt them in a way i just cant take bk. the over look to my life atm is nothing there is nothing to live for bt in not going towards the stage of suicide. bt the thing that hurts me most about evething is that ive lost every1 close and who cares about me my friends my family every1. the this that i have to say is that im sorry for what i have put them through nd how much i care about them. i could stop and turn bk time i would try bt i dono if i could. i love them to peaces bt im never going to get them back i have hurt them to much. i wish that i didnt hurt them bt i did nd now im ive got wot i deserve
IM SORRY

life in genral atm is quite crap..

jim he is the most amazing guy on the planet who if i didnt know him i would be anything. i am so glad i know him xxxxxxxxxx

love
it is just there to screw me over. i like a guy who my best friend loves nd he likes me bk bt now she is makeing me choose between them. the worst thing is that he says choose her. i know i shouldnt like him bt i cant help it.

family.
my mum and dad are splitting up. bt the worst thing is that i have to live with my mum who loves achol and her new bf. nd im just in the background she doesnt care anymore. i cant live with my dad he cares bt he cant handle looking after me.

friends
i love my friends to peaces they mean a lot bt atm some of them i juts cant be around if i see them i bust out crying..

over all my life is shit nd there is nothing i can do about it..

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