my new best friend

today i met a great new friend. who knew me right away. it was funny how she understood all i had to say. she listened to my problems she listened to my dreams. we talked about love and life. she been there, too, it seems. i never once felt judged by her. she knew just how i felt. she seemed to just accept me. and all the problems id been dealt. she didnt interupt me or need to have her say. she just listened patiently and didnt go away. i wanted her to understand. how much this meant to me. but as i went to hug her something startled me. i put my ars in front of me and went to pull her nearer an realized that my new best friend was nothing but a mirror

What is love?


Love is patient; love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude. It is not self-seeking. it is no easily angered. it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.it always protects, always trusts,always hopes,always perseveres. love never fails. but where there are prophecies they will seac, where there are tongues they will be stilled. where there is kowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part but we prophecy in part but when perfecion comes, the imperfect disappears. .. . . . . . an now these three remain: faith, hope, and love. but the greatest of these is love.

wish list


1. Go up Rocky Hill at night and look at the city lights. ( i fancy them)

2. Be kissed in the rain.

3. A guy tell me the definition of love. ( i've given you a hint)

4. Dance to the song Collide by Howie Day and I Rather by Luther Vanross


5. Someone to tell me what the first gift of Christmas was

6.Have someone make me do something I would have never thought of doing.

7. Sit on someones shoulders outside of a pool.

8. Play paintball.

9. Meet someone famous

10. Someone to beat my score on my tetris hand game.

11. Someone write me a love song. (made up or copied)

12. Do something new with fire

13. A guy to give me a rose