[*Maria*]'s diary

119826  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2008-12-18
Written: (3747 days ago)

I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end

I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

119619  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2008-12-06
Written: (3758 days ago)

I'm sorry I stabed you badly
there was no reason to it
except for not feeling the same
for not being the person you needed
i am too afraid of doing something bad to you
i did it befor
and never again
I'm not like that
i do care for you
but you probably think i am talking shit
dont blame you
think what you want to think
but you are an amazing person
who deserves someone who will always be there for you

116578  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2008-07-07
Written: (3911 days ago)

It's like whatever do
I just cant get through to you
I never gonna tell you nothing wrong, Listen

Now, now she loved me, shawty I love her
Used to jump up in the maybach and roll out.
Used to care, she used to share
The love that she used to give me can't be found.
I lost my way, she said she'd stay
And lately I've been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold
That was before the great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before the huricane came, came in and stopped us.
I told you to leave, but you lied to me
When you said that, baby no worries I promise to get us back
I know sorries, just wouldn't do it,
Her Heart is obliterated, I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain, washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be oh oh ohhh

She, she don't touch me I don't touch her
We ain't really even said a word
I really wanna give her everything she deserves,
But the bad took away the good
She thinks that I'm full of it
Arguments, always pissed, man I'm tired.
Every kiss, that I missed, girl you know I'm trying.
You never believe when I say, and I never believe it when you say, I love you
And I shouldn't complain about it, I should take it like a man and walk up out it.
Cause we will never be the same... oh
I've been standing in gas, and you have been the flame

Girl I know sorry, just wouldn't do it,
Her Heart is obliterated, I'm trying to get through
Gotta move this mountain...
It's like moving mountains...
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain, washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be oh

[Background Singing]

I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
My heart is obliterated, I'm trying travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving a mountain...
It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me,
Just leave me be
Just leave me
just leave me be
Why you just leave me
just leave me be
Why you just leave me
just leave me be ooh

115207  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2008-05-31
Written: (3948 days ago)

I've seen too much
But I can't go back
Back to how it was
Created for a place
I've never known

Chorus:
This is home
Now I'm finally
Where I belong
Where I belong
Yeah, this is home
I've been searching
For a place of my own
Now I've found it
Maybe this is home
Yeah, this is home

Belief over misery
I've seen the enemy
And I won't go back
[ This Is Home lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Back to how it was
And I got my heart
Set on
What happens next
I got my eyes wide
It's not over yet
We are miracles
And we're not alone

(Chorus)

And now after all
My searching
After all my questions
I'm gonna call it home
I got a brand new mindset
I can finally see
The sunset
I'm gonna call it home

(Chorus)

Now I know
Yeah, this is home

I've come too far
Now I won't go back
This is home

115166  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2008-05-29
Written: (3950 days ago)

Copy and Paste
"I'm sorry"

I'm sorry...

if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.

I'm sorry...

if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".

I'm sorry..

if I'm not tanned/light enough for you.

I'm sorry...

if I'm not a playboy model.

I'm sorry...

If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.

I'm sorry...

if I'm too short/too tall for you.

I'm sorry...

if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me

I'm sorry...

if my hair is not long enough.

I'm sorry...

if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.

I'm sorry...

that I can never stop thinking of you = )

that everything I can do is just never good enough.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." if your a girl and you dont repost this.. you have absolutley NO respect for yourself or any other girl.

If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

114952  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-05-21
Written: (3957 days ago)

MAN-U MAN-U MAN-UNITED THEY ARE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha take that bitches.

114771  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-05-16
Written: (3962 days ago)

On the swing in the daylight
With all my friends who I care about
Though I swing on a summer’s day
Everything feels so cold as icy as it can be
The pain I feel you won’t understand
I tried my best to do everything I can
But all I got was twisted pains
Now all I feel is this emptiness inside

Thought I knew them
So well and hoped
To at least be friends
But that person is to in there own world to care
Expected so much more
But now feel sorry for them
To even stoop that low and use such words
Which only shows
They are not the person I knew
Just wish I could say goodbye
To someone who was so special to me

114485  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2008-05-08
Written: (3971 days ago)

Everytime you go away
It actually kinda makes my day
Everytime you leave
You slam the door

You pick your words so carefully
You hate to think you're hurting me
You leave me laughing on
The floor

Cause I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I'm not gonna cry, about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

I thought we were just hanging out
So why'd you kiss me on the mouth
You thought the way you taste
Would get me high

You went to all your friends to brag
Guys are always such a drag
Don't you know the reason that I kissed you was to
Say goodbye

Cause I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging so why'd you kiss me on the mouth?

Don't you know that I...

I don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that

I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that

112786  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2008-03-20
Written: (4020 days ago)
Next in thread: 114144

G- Love is something you deeply believe in.
U- You are really layed back.
R- People think you are so sexy.
S-You have a big heart.
H- You have very good personality and looks.
A- Damn good in bed.
R- People think you are so sexy.
A- Damn good in bed.
N- One of the best in bed.

M- You never let ppl tell you what to do
A- Damn good in bed.
R- People think you are so sexy.
I- You have a big warm heart
A- Damn good in bed.

K- You like to try new things
H- You have very good personality and looks.
A- Damn good in bed.
I- You have a big warm heart
R- People think you are so sexy.
A- Damn good in bed.

112652  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2008-03-15
Written: (4025 days ago)

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex on a piece of paper.


2. Which color is your favorite out of red, black, blue, green and yellow?


3. Your first initial


4. Your month of birth


5. Which color do you like most? Black or white?


6. Name of a person of the same gender as you.


7. Do you like California or Florida more?


8. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?


9. Write down a realistic wish.


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THE ANSWERS


1. You are completely in love with this person


2. If you choose: RED - You are alert and your life is full of love. BLACK - You are conservative and aggressive GREEN - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back BLUE - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the one you love YELLOW - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down


3. If your initial is: A-K - You have a lot of love and friendship in your life L-R - You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom S-Z - You like to help others and your future love life looks very good


4. If you were born in: JAN.-MAR. - The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected APR.-JUNE - You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but with memories that will last forever JULY-SEPT. - You will have a great year and experience a major life changing experience for the good OCT.-DEC. - Your love life will not be too great, but eventually, you will find your soul mate


5. If you chose: BLACK - Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard for you at the time but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. WHITE - You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.


6. This person is your best friend.


7. If you chose: CALIFORNIA - You like adventure FLORIDA - You are laid back


8. If you chose: LAKE - You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved. OCEAN - You are spontaneous and like to please people.


9. This wish will only come true if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN on your house within the next hour and it will come true before your next birthday!!!!!!!

112539  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2008-03-10
Written: (4029 days ago)

DIL NE YEH KAHA HAI DIL SE
dil ne yeh kaha hai dil se My heart has spoken this to your heart 
muhabbat ho ga'ii hai tum se. I have fallen in love with you
dil ne yeh kaha hai dil se... My heart has spoken this to your heart... 
muhabbat ho ga'ii hai tum se... I have fallen in love with you
merii jaan mere dilbar mera etbaar kar lo My life, my love, have faith in me 
jitna beqaraar huu.n mai.n khud ko beqaraar kar lo Make yourself as restless with longing as I am
merii dhaDkano.n ko samjho Understand my heartbeat
tum bhii mujhse pyaar kar lo Fall in love with me as well
dil ne yeh kaha hai dil se My heart has spoken this to your heart 
muhabbat ho ga'ii hai tum se I have fallen in love with you
merii jaan mere dilbar mera etbaar kar lo My life, my love, have faith in me 
jitna beqaraar huu.n mai.n khud ko beqaraar kar lo Make yourself as restless with longing as I am
merii dhaDkano.n ko samjho Understand my heartbeat
tum bhii mujhse pyaar kar lo Fall in love with me too
dil ne yeh kaha hai dil se My heart has spoken this to your heart 
muhabbat ho ga'ii hai tum se I have fallen in love with you
tum jo kah do to chaa.nd taaro.n ko toD laa'uu.nga mai.n If you tell me, I'll break off the moon and stars and bring them to you
in hawaao.n ko in ghaTaa'o.n ko moD laa'uu.nga mai.n I'll turn the wind and clouds and bring them
tum jo kah do to chaa.nd taaro.n ko toD laa'uu.nga mai.n If you tell me, I'll break off the moon and stars and bring them to you
in hawaao.n ko in ghaTaa'o.n ko moD laa'uu.nga mai.n I'll turn the wind and clouds and bring them
kaisa ma.nzar hai merii aa.nkho.n me.n kaisa ahasaas hai What is this I see before me; what sort of feeling is this?
paas dariya hai duur sahara hai phir bhi kyo.n pyaas hai Near me, the sea; in the distance, the desert; yet why do I thirst?
kadmo.n me.n jahaa.n yeh rakh duu.n I shall place this world at your feet 
jitna beqaraar huu.n mai.n khud ko beqaraar kar lo Make yourself as restless with longing as I am
merii dhaDkano.n ko samjho Understand my heartbeat
tum bhii mujhse pyaar kar lo Love me as well
dil ne yeh kaha hai dil se My heart has spoken this to your heart 
muhabbat ho ga'ii hai tum se I have fallen in love with you
merii yaado.n me.n mere khwaabo.n me.n roz aate ho tum Daily you enter my memories, my dreams 
is tarah bhala merii jaan mujhe kyo.n sataate ho tum Truly, my love, why you do torment me so?
merii yaado.n me.n mere khwaabo.n me.n roz aate ho tum Daily you enter my memories, my dreams 
is tarah bhala merii jaan mujhe kyo.n sataate ho tum Truly, my love, why you do torment me so?
terii baaho.n se terii raaho.n se yuu.n na jaa'uu.nga mai.n I won't depart from your embrace, your path, like this
yeh iraada hai mera waada hai lauT aa'uu.nga mai.n My intention, my promise is that I shall return
duniya se tujhe chura luu.n I shall steal you away from the world
thoDa i.ntazaar kar lo Just wait a little bit
jitna beqaraar huu.n mai.n khud ko beqaraar kar lo Make yourself as restless with longing as I am
merii dhaDkano.n ko samjho Understand my heartbeat
tum bhii mujhse pyaar kar lo... Fall in love with me too
kaise aa.nkhe.n chaar kar luu.n How do I meet your eyes?
kaise etbaar kar luu.n How do I have faith in you?
apnii dhaDkano.n ko kaise itna beqaraar kar luu.n How do I make my heartbeats impatient for you?
kaise tujhko dil mai.n de duu.n How shall I give you my heart?
kaise tujhse pyaar kar luu.n How do I fall in love with you?
dil ne yeh kaha hai dil se... My heart has spoken this to your heart 
muhabbat ho ga'ii hai tum se... I have fallen in love with you
merii jaan mere dilbar mera etbaar kar lo My life, my love, have faith in me 
jitna beqaraar huu.n mai.n khud ko beqaraar kar lo Make yourself as restless with longing as I am
merii dhaDkano.n ko samjho Understand my heartbeat
tum bhii mujhse pyaar kar lo... Fall in love with me as well...




TUM DIL KI DHADKAN MEIN
tum dil kii dhaDkan me.n rahate ho tum rahate ho... You dwell, you dwell in the beats of my heart
merii in saa.nso.n me.n kahate ho kahate ho In my very breath, you speak, you speak
baaho.n me.n aa jaa'o sapno.n me.n kho jaa'o Come into my arms; lose yourself in dreams
tum dil kii dhaDkan me.n rahate ho rahate ho You dwell, you dwell in the beats of my heart
diiwaano.n sa haal hua ham ko unse pyaar hua... I fell in love with her; I became like a madman
dhiire se voh paas aa'e chupke se izahaar hua Slowly she grew close to me; silently she declared herself
ab na kisi se Darna hai sa.ng jiina marna hai... Now there is no one to fear; we live and die together
baaho.n me.n aa jaa'o sapno.n me.n kho jaa'o Come into my arms; lose yourself in dreams
tum dil kii dhaDkan me.n rahate ho rahate ho You dwell, you dwell in the beats of my heart
duniya ne THukaraaya hai bas tumne apnaaya hai... The world has spurned me; only you made me your own
dil ko kitna chain mila What peace my heart gained!
sab ne itna sataaya hai The rest have tortured me so
apna hai ek sapna ek tuu hii ho apna... I have one dream: that you should be my own
sapno.n me kho jaa'o Lose yourself in dreams
tum dil kii dhaDkan me.n rahate ho rahate ho You dwell, you dwell in the beats of my heart
rahate ho rahate ho You dwell, you dwell 
kya mai.n hii gaata rahuu.nga aur tum bhii kuchh nahii.n kahogii Should I keep singing while you say nothing?
rahate ho rahate ho You dwell, you dwell
kahate ho kahate ho You speak, you speak
baaho.n me.n aa jaa'o sapno.n me.n kho jaa'o Come into my arms; lose yourself in dreams
tum dil kii dhaDkan me.n rahate ho bas tum rahate ho.. You and only you dwell in the beats of my heart

111190  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2008-01-31
Written: (4069 days ago)

He hurt my feelings tonight but he will never know that. He should of chose his words carefully. But i will still love him

109802  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-12-26
Written: (4105 days ago)

If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you.

107894  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-11-07
Written: (4154 days ago)

Once a lady when having a conversation with her lover, asked:

Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?

Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like
me?

How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I loveU.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's

boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice

is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you

are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every

movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and

went in comma.

The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...

Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you..

Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile,

Because of your every movements that I love you..

Now can you smile? Now can you move?

No, therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now,

There is no reason for me to love you anymore.

Does love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you............

"Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot

be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart"

106837  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-10-12
Written: (4180 days ago)

--- Words Women Use

Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine."

Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission, DON'T DO IT!

Loud Sigh
Although not actually a word, the loud sigh is often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing."

That's Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements that woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Thanks
This is the least used of all words in the female vocabulary. If a woman is thanking you. Do not question it, just say you're welcome and back out of the room slowly .

106632  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-10-07
Written: (4185 days ago)

[Month One
Mummy, I am only 8 inches long.
I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mummy, today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
Mummy, you know what?
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too.
I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mummy, my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head, curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five
Mummy, you went to the doctor today.
He lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mummy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy...what is abortion?

Month Six
Mummy, I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mummy what is it?
It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
MUMMY!
Help me!

Month Seven
Mummy, I am okay.
I am in Jesus' arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mummy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
*One more heart that was stopped.
* One more mouth that will never speak.
* Two more eyes that will never see.
* Two more hands that will never touch.
* Two more legs that will never run.
If you're against abortion, repost this.
]

106597  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-10-06
Written: (4186 days ago)

T • A • U • R • U • S: The Freak in bed
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ...u no!..... Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

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