[S.O.A.D. worshiper]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2006-03-04
Written: (4829 days ago)

We were together
We cared we were
I took you home
We'd laugh we'd laugh
Remember the others?
Remember my tears?
It was all I could do
Remember the spiders, on the lamp shade?
Do you know of my pain?
Did you see it?
Did you see the flash?
She's given me all the yellow
and it was all I couldnt do
We separated
We had so much color
So much to touch, to feel
To enter
I kissed you hard
and you fell to me
I took you home
And felt your eyes
and layed you down and made it low
and commenced to pull off your wings
Made entirely of glass

O, Bloody hands
O, hands of thine
O, pain and anguish
And laughing thime
I bet you understand
that the pain I seein you is mine
all the pain
remember the others?
Remember, Remember?

Oh for the bloody steel and bloody hands
Oh for my world
O, silent one O, worthy
Youre falling down upon me and I laughed and laughed
The beauty of crimson on a midnight shot sky
Death is very purple did you know?
You can fly in Death you need not your wings
Your faithless wings
Your spawned wings
Your satanic earthbound.., Ethereal..,FORSAKEN DEADLY WORTHLESS SPOILS OF ENVY WINGS

You're truly better without them, Blood one
They were but a difference a uniquiety of distrust
Bringing a tradition of violence
A disease, catch the disease
Catch me catch me catch my disease
Falling and I found you falling
Carry me
I need your wings
To pull them off
They are but spoils of glass
Spoils and envious
Made entirely of glass

-"Shatter" (org.ttl. "It was all I could'nt do" 2003 Slacktoral productions. Copy right bitches)

the poem... its... so... beautiful... *tear* i misses my slacktor :(

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Written about Saturday 2005-10-01
Written: (4983 days ago)


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Written about Sunday 2005-08-21
Written: (5024 days ago)
Next in thread: 52425

Dedicated to my beloved Doom:

he jokes around
he makes me laugh
talks to me and
i forget

all of my pain
and my dispair
hes the one im
not quite sure

cant right now
but wish i could
just hold him close
gotta wait

will pass me by
ill think of him

he is my life
my love, my dream
all i ever
want is him

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Written about Tuesday 2005-07-05
Written: (5071 days ago)

how you turn my world you precious thing
you starve and near exaust me
everything ive done ive done for you
i move the stars for no one
you run so far you run so long
your eyes can be so cruel
just as i can be so cruel
but i do believe in you
yes i do
live without the sunlight
love without your heart beat
i- i-i cant live within you

within you - david bowie
'tis my favorite song from the movie Labarynth

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Written about Friday 2005-06-24
Written: (5081 days ago)
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