I don't know what to do. One minute everything is perfect, the next I'm scared. I love Cliff with all my heart, but he is the John Tucker kinda guy. [kinda.] He has cheated on girls and used them. Sometimes I think he is using me or cheating on me. I don't want to think that at all. I just have alotta problems with guys.
Cliff means everything in the world to me. Just thinking about what he might be doing behind my back kills me. I can't picture me, without him. Hes practically my world.
I'm constantly worrying myself to death. Thinking hes with another girl or hes on the phone with someone else. I don't know if its me or if my hunches are true. I can't keep going on like this. I know he lies to me and that makes everything hurt worse.
If I lost Cliff, I don't know what I'd do. I want nothing more in this world, but him. I don't know why I am drving myself insane.
I love Cliff[♥]