well these last couple of weeks have really sucked, first i get my heart broken and now this fucking family just wants to argue, one min its there will be no thanksgiving and the next is u better be there. idk wat to do, all i can think about is matt here latly, he wont even write me back... idk why i even waist my time, but the problem is idk how to deal with my broken heart,i loved him... i ACTUALLY cared of once and then i get my heart broken. wat kinda shit is that? plus my doped up sister is back.all she fuckin cares about is getting high. all she ever wants to do is go get pain pills, which that isnt gonna happen cause im not gonna let her drag me into that crap with her.... i dont get any of this why me?? why does everything get fucked up once it starts to seem to get better??why does everything all have to get fucked up all at the same time?