why is everything so confusing, i think evverything i sed and dun last nite on the internet was my fault everyone can just blame me im the fuk up here, dnt listen to ure friends they only try and talk u out of this pain that im going thru, is it selffish i dnt no but if i leave this feeling will always remain in my body, the only way to get rid of it is to die but that will fuck up everyones life, even if i feel it rite now.
no ones talking to you,only the people/person that is true to u deep down and make u feel wanted and the person that helps u through ruff parts of ure life, to me its all a mistory i keep it all lock up in my body and jsut throw away the key so no one can read me, only time can tell whats going to happen,,,
pissed off, my best mate ditched me 4 her bf and left me outside 4 10 mins waiting 4 her and thn just litterally told us to fuk off! im so angry her bf is a twat n e ways he is just a loser and she told him that i hae him and now hes like y did u say i hate u i just feel like tellin every1 to fuk off!!
ahhhhhh, my day was shit nnothing good has happend it sux, i really wana go to the green day concert in milton keynes, i really wanna go there is like gonna be 50,000 ppl there thats alot, at the green day gig in plymouth it was only like 3000 lol but it was amazin but im glad there wasnt aload of ppl there cos then i wudnt of been at the front on the barrier lol its was sooo great still cant get the image out of my head lol its gonna be a memory for life il never forget how great it was, and on my grave im gonna have writen how great green day are and if i die of suicide it will say how awesome they are, there amazzing!!!!!!
I'm taking all you down with me, explosives duct taped to my spine nothings gonna change my mind,
i wont listen to anyones last words, theres nothing left for u to say soon your be dead anyway,
well no one here is getting out alive, this time ive really lost my mind and i dont care, so close your eyes and kiss your self good bye, and think about the times u spent and wat theyve meant, to me its nothin, to me its nothing, to me its nothin, to me its nothing
im losing all my happieness ,your happieness you pinned on me lonlyness still comforts me
my anger dewells inside of me
im taking it all out on u and all the shit u put me through,
well no1 here is getting out alive this time i really lost my mind and i dont care, so close your eyes and kiss your self good bye and think about the times you spent and what theyve meant, to me its nothin, to me its nothing, to me its nothing,
do you ever thing back to another time,
does it bring you so down that you thought you lost your mind,
do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction
and mow down any BULLSHIT that comfronts you
do you ever build up all the small things in your head
to make one problem that adds up to NOTHING
to me its nothing, to me its nothin, to me its nothing
somethings on my mind its bin for quite sumtime, this time im on to u,
so wheres the other face, the face i heard before, your head trips boring me
lets nuke the bridge we tortched 2000 times before, this time we'll blast it all to hell, ive had this burning in my guts now 4 so long, my bellys akeing now to say
stuck down in a rut of dislogic and smut
a side of u were hit,
wen its all sed and done, its real and its bin fun, but was it all real fun
lets nuke the bridge we tortched 2000 times before, this time we'll blast it all to hell, ive felt this burning in my guts now 4 so long, my bellys akeing now to say say
your just a fuck i cant explain it cos i think u suck
im taking pride in telling you to fuk off and die
ive had this burning in my guts now 4 so long, my bellys akeing now to say im taking pleasure in the doubts, ive passed to you,
so listen up as u bite this
your just a fuk i cant explain it cos i think u suck im takeing pride in telling u to fuk off and die, good niiiiiite
Today was fucking boring, i am soo lonly im sitting here all day by myself wishin sum 1 will find me, but its not gonna happen,i feel like im gonna be alone all my life like theres no 1 thats ment to be 4 me, there no 1 i like love and theres no 1 that loves me so im just a lonly junkie! i am just thinkin and thinkin about the same old stuff in my head but i cnt really explain on here, its like i dnt no my friends n e more its like i have no 2 and no 1 trusts me, there not tlkin to me about stuff they shud be tlkin to me about if u get me, so i feel rejected, my day wasnt alll bad cos i was listen to green day at least that comforts me, just been riting in my green day diary its not on here it in a diary lol,,, on tele rite now i dunno wat im watching but its sum1 pissing,, weird,,,i cnt really say n e thing else, cos nothin goes on in my life, i go to concerts, go in mosh pitts go skankin, get wasted, strip in the street wen im pissed (got it on camera) its funny as fuk,, and listen to green day and read about thm and look at there pictures and stuff al day thats my life it all sucks apart from the green day bit thats there only good bit!, my friends r wankers like all friends, cnt trust them they tell other ppl important things and ure ment to be close, so ive given up on them, urmmmm i feel like ive just beem whining onn 4 like ages lol,,, well the only good thing thats happend today is that,,,,, listen to green day and got loadsa picts off the internet of them and like made a mural sorta thing,, its well good,,, yeah
i went to a shrink to alalyes my dreams
she says its lack of sex thats bringing me down
i went to a whore he sed my lifes a bore so quit my whining cos its bringing her down
The representitve from california has the floor
zeig heil to the president gas man bombs away is your punishment
pulverize the eiffel towers
who critized your government
bang bang goes the broken glass man
kill all the fags that dont agree tials by fire setting fire thats not a way thats ment for me
Sit around and watch the tube,but nothing's on
Change the channels for an hour or two
Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit
I'm sick of all the same old shit
In a house with unlocked doors
And I'm fucking lazy
Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit
Peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving
I sure as hell can't do it by myself
I'm feeling like a dog in heat
Barred indoors from the summer street
I locked the door to my own cell
And I lost the key
Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit
I got no motivation
Where is my motivation?
No time for the motivation
Smoking my inspiration
Sit around and watch the phone, but no one's calling
Call me pathetic, call me what you will
My mother says to get a job
But she don't like the one she's got
When masturbation's lost its fun
You're fucking lonely
Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored
I'm going blind
And loneliness has to suffice
Bite my lip and close my eyes
I was slipping away to paradise
Some say,"Quit or I'll go blind."
But it's just a myth
dont wana be am american idiot,
dont want a nationunder the new mania
and can u hear the sound of hysteria
the subliminal mind fuck america
wecome to a new kind of tension
all across the alien nation were everything isnt ment to be ok
television dreams of tomorro were not the ones who are ment to follow for thats enuff to argue
well maybe im the fag america
another part of a redneck agenda
now everybody do the propanda and sing along to the age of paranoia
wecome to a new kind of tension
all across the alien nation were everything isnt ment to be ok
television dreams of tomorro were not the ones who are ment to follow for thats enuff to argue
dont want tpo be an american idiot
one nation controlled by the media
information age of hysteria
its calling out to idiot america
wecome to a new kind of tension
all across the alien nation were everything isnt ment to be ok
television dreams of tomorro were not the ones who are ment to follow for thats enuff to argue
i am sooo bored nothing to do locked up in ma room listen to green day so its not bad really its amazing green day r the best band ever!!!!!! yeah!!
I WENT TO GO AND SEE GREEN DAY BEAT THAT MOTHER FUKERS!! HAHAHAHA IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! THEY ARE AMAZING LIVE AND BILLIE-JOE IS EVEN FITTER!HE CAME OUT IN A PINK BUNNY SUIT AND DOWNED A BEER I SHOUTED SEXY AND PEOPLE NEXT TO ME WHERE LIKE "WAT IN A PINK BUNNY SUIT" AND I SED HELL YEAH IT CUD BE KINKY AND THEY JUST LAUGHED BUT HE IS SOOO DAMN FINE!,,, NEW FOUND GLORY WHERE SUPPORTING THEM AND THEY WERE GREAT THEY CAME ON FIRST AND I WAS LIKE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CROWD AND EVERYTIME THE CROWD WUD MOSH I WUD GET PUSHED EVEN MORE TO THE FRONT AND BY THE TIME GREEN DAY CAME ON I WAS AT THE FRONT AND I COULDNT BREATH AT ALL EVERYONE WAS JUST PUSHING ME INTO THE BARRIER AT THE FRONT AND WERE PUSHIN IN TO MY RIBS, IT WAS SOOO HOT I THORT I WAS GONNA FAINT I COULDNT EVEN SING COS I CUDNT GET THE BREATH, BUT I STICKED THERE FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS THEN I GOT TAKEN OUT, THIS GIRL ASKED ME IF I WAS OK AND I SED YEAH BUT THEN THESE PEOPLE JUST LEFTED ME OUT AND THEN THE BOUNCER GRABBED ME AND TOOK ME OUT SO I RAN AND DOWNED 2 PINTS OF COKE AND WAS SICK AND THEN WENT STRAIGHT BAK INTO THE CONCERT AND MADE MY WAY TO THE FRONT IT WAS THE BEST DAY EVER,, BILLIE-JOE SAID "DONT LET ANY OF THESE BASTARD TELL YOU HOW TO LIVE YOUR LIFE" (TALKIN ABOUT GEORGE.W.BUSH!
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CONCERT BILLIE-JOE INVITED 3 PPL UP ON STAGE 1 BASSEST 1GUITARIST AND 1DRUMMER, THEY PLAYED THE END OF CHUMP, THE DRUMMER HE PICK WAS CALLED MATT HE IS OUT OF A BAND CALLED BEST OF ENEMIES THERE GOOD, ANYWAYS HE GAVE THE GUITARIST THE GUITAR!! AND MATT THE DRUMMER THEY PICKED HE KISSED BILLIE-JOE I WAS LIKE U LUCKY BITCH LOL I WS GUTTED I WANTED TO KISS HIM!!
BILLE-JOE ALSO SAID THAT HE SHOWERS NAKED WITH TRÉ I WAS LIKE I WANNA SEE THAT!! lol ;p
BILLIE-JOE MOONED TO THE CROWD HE HAS SUCH A NICE ASS!!!! HE WAS WEARING BLACK BOXERS!!,, HE SED WHO WUD LIKE ME TO STRIP AND I SSCREAM MY LOUDESTS SO EVERY1 CUD HEAR! BUT HE DIDNT DO IT WHICH WAS GUTTING!,
HE INVITED A LIL KID UP ON STAGE AND HIM AND THE KID STARTED SQUERTING THE CROWD WITH WATER GUNS AND HE GOT ME WITH WATER ITS WAS GREAT!
THEN AFTERWARD THEY WENT QUIKLY SO I JUST SPENT LOADSA MONEY ON CLOTHES AND GREEN DAY MURCANDISES,,,
Hi, i am soo bored i thort i mite start writing a diary sorta thing,,,,,, at the moment i am pretty pissed off with everything i cant say why cos some people i no are on here and they mite read this and its bout them,,, soo,,i am just gonna,,, i dunoo!! ITS SNOWING!! wat great fun i mite just go out and make a snow man maybe that will be better that trapped in this hole of shit and maybe live my life 4 once in stead of living in a live of misery!