cant stop these thoughts from forming in my head

morbid thoughts, thoughts of being dead

they start taking over me leading to my suicide
cant help this eager pheen for pain

dieing to see my blood pooring out of my veins

the sad thing is
im dieing to die
sometimes im not so sure why
i just know itd be better off that way
i am just a stupid fuck up
who must pay!!

cant stop these thoughts from forming in my head
morbid thoughts, thoughts of being dead
these thoughs overwhelm me
they start taking over me
leading to my suicide

people ask me if im afraid of death
i couldnt be if i tried
i would love to just take my very last breath
just to be dead
i MUST committ suicide

cant stop this eager pheening for blood
for tears
for pain
for nothing more than a simple, suicidal death

i must take my very last breath
leading to my simple, planned out death
these morbid thoughts invade my brain
drving me crazy, turning me insane
morbid, disturbing thoughts, are now inside of me
theyve taken over me
they're overwhelming me
causing me to pheen, to itch, to freak out,
as i start to BITCH
these morbid thoughts are deep down inside
leading to my own morbid suicide

thats my simple suicidal story
on how i died

~*...*~*Why*~*...*~ I Love You... I Always Will Please for Give Me. My Love Will Not Die My hart may be broken an I know my lifes been a lie I will Never Hear your sweet voice tell me why .. why u left an never said good bye never gave me a reason or botherd juss now all u do is walk by an say hi well you have my hart an that's ok heres a kiss from my lips take it an keep it for they are as red as my rists i'm typeing this here for you so juss sit an lay back my skin use to be as white an smooth of a porcline doll as to what u used to call me but now i'm sticky..darker then black my tears i use to cry an my hart still beat now i'm broken an thoughs tears are dry an i'm lyeing here waiting to die if u were to walk in right now an see me i'm at the light maple desk where u an i first kissed except i slit my rists an all my blood is running down all this it's so thick i can't see ur immige any more but it's ok i can barely think any more ...i've for gotten you already juss like u did me good luck with ur new kid i hope ur bitch bleeds heh i'm sorry she dosent disserve that but don't worry you won't be hearing from me. so ggod bye an kisses muah i love you my baby.good bye indeed (this is not a poem but a staitment)

Just shoot me and let me die let me waist my life that’s a lie you see me here .Not wanting to understand can u get this concept of what I'm about to do or who I am. I don't wanna live any more not that I already am... my life is pointless nothing true. All my dreams are broken and I’m stuck here wanting you.... my sky’s have darkened to which I cannot bare the storms have worsened to where I can not stare at my leisure to replenish me whole my days have darkened.. And so has my sole... I wish there was some one I could trust, to take my hand to hold and lead me away to my place beyond my eternal darkness I wanna lay… back and watch the storm roll over my eyes knowing to day I don’t need to die.. But not the one that digs my grave and covers me alive wile my harts desires stay broken and my tears fall to the side deep inside... You could stand here and watch, take in my sight but see what’s what and really right you see un image only you want to see. Maybe that’s just my perception of me  I walk as if I can no one holding me up to stand but if u could really see, you would see I'm not walking at all I’m drowning in my tears and silent fears screaming as I fall. I could hit the ground u would never know only that my eyes have glazed staring back at you all ....I can smile and turn laughing cuz you will never learn .. I walk with a stride of conviction take me to the courtroom awaiting my sentience believe me I’m running out of patience….