[Fire Fox of Nine Tails]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2007-05-27
Written: (4821 days ago)

Well, I found out a few days ago that the woman I love has no feelings for me, even though she told me she did. Instead, she has them for another men, one of my best friends. He has feelings fo her too, and they are thinking of getting togtther. The question he asked me when he told me, was how I felt about this. At the time, I thought I would be able to handle it, and would even be able to be happy that they were happy after a while, even though I wasn't. And I am happy that they are happy, but now I am not so sure that I can handle seeing them together. I still want to be his friend, and I still want to have her in my life, because I can't imagine life with out her now, but I'm not sure how to feel any more. It is so confusing, and a little hard to except, especially since, when she ended our "relationship", she told me that it was because she didn't want to be with anyone for a while. But apparently, she just didn't want to be with me is all. Oh well, life goes on, its better to have loved, etc. etc. etc. Still, I wish That things could go back to the way they were before between us, just for a little while. I feel that we didn't really have a chance to make it work.

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