Someone needs to tell me: How do you tell the person who've secretly loved for as long as you've known them that you feel that strongly about them? How do you do that and then, if it happens, face the rejection? That's probably why I haven't done a damn thing and won't do a damn thing until I'm absolutely sure it won't hurt me. I don't want to hurt again. Damn you ****!

Well, today started off not as I had planned. First of all, I was 40 minutes late to my Physics regents and then got my ass kicked by said regents. Not cool. In other news, passed my U.S. history regents with a 98. That makes my day a little better.

Well, let's just say that I'm pretty ecstatic right now. I took my math final yesterday (I'm a pre-Calculus student, or was) and failed it by five points. Yes, I did extra credit. So I now have a 70 on the final, which is only two points lower than my midterm, so I'm so happy I feel like I could honestly sproud wings and fly. And that's cool, too, because I'm still trying to get published and hopefully, that'll go through. That would be amazing. I have about three hours and fifteen minutes left of finals in which I plan on doing nothing but stay on Elfpack and chill out for most of it. It's great. So, when my adrenaline really starts to kick in, I'll be a little bit more crazy that I'm usually inclined to go. Yippy.

o.O Mo