i fuckin' miss all my ppl in austin.
i miss dancing at the clubs til 4 am.
i miss living in a hallway full of guys.
i miss ppl picking the lock and coming into my shower. LOL

::cries:: i don't like it in waco anymore...

i wanna go back NOW

ew ew ew ppl are so perverted here.

i was at the club and ppl kept trying to grab my ass and this one guy tried to butt-rape me. then there was some dude who randomly carressed my hair. ::gags::

i feel so violated...

and the funny thing is, it was a gay club

my ego has shot up times ten since i've been here...

not to be all conceited and shit but everyone just wants a piece of this asian ass. LMFAO ;P

i think i have a stalker...

Aiden- Knife Blood Nightmare

There is no real me
Only an entity
Something illusionary
And though i can hide my cold gaze
And you can shake my hand
And feel flesh gripping yours
And maybe you can even sense
That our lifestyles are probably comparable
I simply..am not..there


She said "Live young and leave a wake of beauty."
That's all I ever could have asked, should have asked from you.
And I won't forget to write you when I get there soon,
'Cause you'll be lying dead from stab wounds to the neck and chest again.
(They found you covered up in blood, covered head to toe in blood.)
Face first in a tale of awkward love.
(They found you covered up in blood, she's bleeding, she's bleeding.)
Gone, with the stitching in her heart left out,
A silhouette that just won't heal
And dying in your arms tonight.
(In my dreams, we die with this blood and this knife.)
Locked away.
I know it's all just a bad dream now.

So now midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
Midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.

(In my dreams, we die with this blood and this knife.)
Now! I know it's all just a bad dream now...
I say, "This is the last time that I will ever get to see your face alive."
(They found you covered up in blood, covered head to toe in blood.)
She said, "Live young and leave a wake of beauty."
That's all I ever could have asked, should have asked from you.
And I won't forget to write you when I get there soon
'Cause you'll be lying dead from dreaming...nightmares.

So now midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
Midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
Midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this nightmare.

so...i got a another msg saying i looked like some porn star.

UH NO

[I.AM]: narcissistic
[I.LOVE]: certain ppl
[I.HAVE]: cooties. lol j/k
[I.HATE]: liars
[I.MISS]: you
[I.WANT]: to be loved
[I.FEEL]: ignored
[I.WONDER]: how i'll survive
[I.SMELL]: like sex. j/k...i smell lovely
[I.LIKE]: pretty panties
[I.EAT]: flowers. just once
[I.SAY]: weird things
[I.THINK]: i'm a loser
[I.TRY]: too hard sometimes
[I.HUG]: everyone that hugs me first
[I.KISS]: ppl i love
[I.TALK]: too much when i'm excited
[I.CARE]: even if you don't know i do
[I.ASK]: my sister how i look all the time
[I.NEED]: love
[I.WISH]: i could stay happy
[I.FEAR]: loss and being alone
[I.HEAR]: voices
[I.CRAVE]: ice cream
[I.SEARCH]: for that special someone
[I.REGRET]: things but i would never go back to change them

For this Valentine's Day...

hehe i had to take a pic of it ... b/c it made me giggle

i kinda want one ;P

washing the eggs off of my truck from being egged playing car tag last weekend...

pumping my gas (lol)...


yeah, i think it's SWEET :)

yes YOU, JOEY. <3 =P

i'm NOT evil...i swear ;)

who knew twister could be so interesting? lol

you're so evil. you know that? =P

OMFG i looooooooooove you joey

me and my joey hung out for awhile ...before we had to go see chronicles of narnia. it was a pretty badass movie.

mags, erica, and alisha (i haven't seen erica in like 4 yrs) came over to my house around midnight and yeah... drinking and catching up on good times =)

i looooove you guys

there's something seriously wrong w/ me

...i CAN'T stop smiling

you can make-out w/ my belly button ...ANY day

LOL