[chesire_ the cizat7]'s diary

125819  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-10-21
Written: (3589 days ago)

Past
channing goodell
daddy was a mindless body
drinking away his misery
using his drunken dreams against me
to younf and foolish to see
mommy sad and so angery at daddy
so in love with him
sissy so cracked out
other sissy to stuck up on herself
so in my past where was i
will this hurt me
will i be ok tomorrow
baby girl lost in this big world
oh oh
look at me now
no longer a baby girl

125818  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-10-21
Written: (3589 days ago)

Gone
channing goodell
last couple weeks you called me
so you were there for me
last couple weekends you came to see me
so you were there for me
now you stopped calling me
now you stopped coming to see me
so now you you are forever
                                 






























GONE

125817  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-10-21
Written: (3589 days ago)

Lick
channing goodell
Your devilish smile
your devilish look
those things turn
into the pleasurish
sensation on my neck
which turns into
the warm pulsing below
my stomach
this all drives me crazy
wild because of just one lick

125816  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-10-21
Written: (3589 days ago)

say yes
channing goodell
you can do it once
It wont hurt you
you should try it
you will only bleed for a little bit
those people like to
feed off of that word
Most people will do
anything to get the
reaction they feed for.
the one word they want
is yes but will i give
it to them

125815  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-10-21
Written: (3589 days ago)

I told you so
Channing goodell
i make mistakes
those mistakes
turn into
bad choices
those bad choices
turn into
life habits
and when
it comes
to others
those four
words
i dont need
to hear
come out
I told you so

125814  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-10-21
Written: (3589 days ago)

me
channing goodell
I do things for a reason
not to hurt
not to cheat
I do things most cannot understand
not to confuse
not to make you wonder
I do things out of the normal
not to entertain
not to embarass
I do the things the way i do
for me
not for you
but for my own health
it's simple me
not you

125671  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-10-08
Written: (3601 days ago)
Next in thread: 125800

all knowing heart

the sorrow that
seems to stain my body
the tears that
seem to pour down my face
all emotions 
are lost in my mistake
the one time
I lose it,i end up losing
so much more.
The anger that
fills my blood,
the pain that
grows farther to my heart
the one person who
i thought that wouldn't do
this to me
does much worse.
the confusion that
overwhelms my soul
who are my true friends
who are the REAL people
For the sorrow,anger, the tears,
and the confusion that
slice those holes in my heart.
the one evil vice called love make me wonder

__channing shae original__

119670  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-12-10
Written: (3904 days ago)

My heart is ripping
My lungs are burning
My mind is overwhelming
My arms are aching
My leggs are heavy
For my body needs you
You were there for me
You were my sister
You were my best friend
We shared sad moments
We shared mad moments
We shared The best moments of our life
JESSICIA PEARSON
  I
LOVE
 YOU
YOU
ARE
MY
STEP
 SISTER
  AND
   I
   NEED
    YOU

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