[sexualRIOT]'s diary

112748  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-03-19
Written: (5853 days ago)
Next in thread: 128491

She hides her pain,
Covers up her scars,
She feels so trapped,
Like she's stuck behind bars.

She feels so alone,
Her tears roll from her eyes,
Everyone she has trusted,
Has said her goodbyes.

So here she lays,
Voices screaming in her head,
'f u c k ing work harder',
'you're worthless, you should be dead'

No one to talk to,
Behind her mask she hides,
All the hurt and upset,
That she feels inside.

Pushing away those closest,
Shutting it all away,
Its killing her so fast,
More and more each day.

She has given up trying,
Trying to fight this voice,
She's just given up on life,
She feels its her only choice.

Petrified, so scared,
This girl suffers alone,
For she is the unnoticed,
With no place to call home

yet another one

112684  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2008-03-17
Written: (5855 days ago)
Next in thread: 112713

Never say I love you
if it Isnt really there
Never share your feelings
if you dont really care

Never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart
Never say you're going to
if you dont plan to start

Never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie
Never say hello
If your really mean good-bye

If you really mean forever
than please say you'll try
But never say forever
Because forever makes me cry

got bored lol

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