My S****** Poem


I’m sick of life
I just want to leave
I want to go
And be set free
The razor looks tempting
I take it to my skin
And watch the blood
Until I fade
I’ve faded away on
A cold April day
You walk in the room
And ask is it true
My baby’s dead
What did I do?
Oh mom I can’t hear
So don’t shed a tear
Because you pushed me here
Now they put me 6ft under
Everyone looks sad
And I hear thunder
I see my dad
With a tear down his face
Im sorry he said
No apology in need
I love you daddy forever and always

As you sleep
I lie next to you
Starring up at the ceiling
And I wonder if
If everything is gonna be okay
And maybe what I fear most
Is just a masked imperfection
Behind those blue eyes
But deep down inside
I know it’s true
You’re the one for me
And I’m the one for you
So I close my eyes
And as I begin to drift off
I wonder how I got so deep
And you could still get sleep
I’ve never been so sure about anything in my life
And I know it sounds crazy
But you are my reason for breathing
And if ever we were apart
I’d take all of your pain away
And swallow it down
I’d build a bridge
I’d run away
And build a path to where you are
Because I find myself in you
And if I woke up alone
I won't stop till I find you
And you’re with me
Cuz by now
I know you better than you know yourself
And I know what you really need 
Or I need
But either way
This is where you should be
Here with me
Because I find myself in you
And you are my reason for breathing….

Tempted


Is it wrong to have these feelings?
Am I guilty? Inside my head,
For she looks so pure and vulnerable,
As she lies upon my bed,
Can I be blamed for fantasizing,
Will I be damned for an impure thought,
For its only imagination,
And no chance of being caught,
Can I help but follow instinct,
Should I stop?
Don't be absurd,
only in my mind was I tempted,
and rape is such an ugly word.

Hug and Kiss

I wonna hug you.
I wonna kiss you.
Hug leads to kiss.
Kiss leads to lick.
Lick leads to suck.
Suck leads to Fuck.
Hmmmmm wonna HUG!!!!

"Never Say Forever"

*Never say I love you if it really isn’t there Never
Talk about feelings if you really don’t care Never
Hold my hand if you’re going to break my heart never says
Going to if you don’t plan to start never look into my eyes
As I fall into this lie Never say hello if you really
Mean goodbye if you really mean forever then please
Say you’ll try*
"Never Say Forever Cause Forever Makes Me Cry"

Lips of an angel


I start to remember
The time we kissed

I’ve never fallen in love
Why do I feel like this?

Lips of an angel started to play
I thought maybe it is supposed to be this way

Your lips touched mine
I thought I was going to cry

My love for you will never go away
As long as you are here to stay

Baby I love you
And baby I care

I don’t know what I would do
Without you here

You are mine and
You’re here to stay
Cause baby I love you
In every way

Do you trust me?
When I say I love you in every way

Why do you live me?
I might never know

Why I love you
That will never show

I’ll stay with you forever
And never let you go

You’re my shining star
Never to go dull

All in love

Hey girl, you have a beautiful way
and I feel life is worth living today
Where would I be with nothing to see?
You came in saying all the right things

I fell into something I've never been
You're embracing me deeper than the sweetest sin
You touched my secrets I held in question
And passionately unveiled me as I fell in your arms

Screaming whispers come from the eyes of my lover
With the perfect intent to openly reveal each other
Take me wherever your precious heart desires
Because I'm amazed to discover such an incredible flame

I simply love you for all that you are
It's you and me baby, lost in the stars

Hurt

The pain I feel
Just became real
I don’t want to lose you
I don’t want to let you go
My heart crushes into million pieces
But I try not to let it show
I don’t want to see you hurt
I don’t want to see you cry
But maybe ill just go and hide
Behind my poems
Behind mistakes
Behind the makeup
To were I just look fake
My eyes filled with tears
My heart consumed by fears
I fell you heart beat inside of me
Why does it seen so far away?
I guess the words I said meant nothing
But baby you were something
Never forget me
Wherever we might go
I’ll always love you
And that I’m not afraid to show