Today is a momentus day wow big words told u my vocabulary would improve you had no faith and now i know why you never loved me you never wanted me you used me and now i know you for your true self and i hate myself for the money i wasted on you i know stuff that will hurt you and i hope it happens i really do your "boyfriend" is a lying two faced cheating toad he is a woman beater and a cheat
Why can i not get her out of my head?
why do so many songs i listen to remind me of her?
why does it hurt?
why does life go on?
god am depressed i would give anything just to have a 5 min chat with her but she doesnt even reply to my texts anymore guess she moved on guess she got more important people in her life now god there isnt a day goes by when i dont think about her is she phoned me tomorow and said she loved me and wanted me back i would run back to her like a bullet from a gun god this girl means so much to me and i guess once upon a time i meant something to her but i guess not now just hopes she realises that the ten months we were together meant the world to me and if i had to die to have them again i would
hey hey lifes not so bad it could be worse i have gained an amazing true friend who i know i can rely on 100% even tho she may have a bitch of a sister but hey she wouldnt be her if she werent a bitch and she sure as well wouldnt make me laugh but hey thanks so much for an awesome year hope we can still be friends for as long as possible
omg what a shit new year i really miss her didnt realise it until last night how much i really do care bout her she is so special to me hunni i hope u realise how much i really do love u and care so deeply bout you i know what u said but i so want u i know were far apart but my love doesnt stop i am so hoping to see more of u this year
just to let everyone know am currently off the market
except to one person but she knoes who she is
just want her to know that she means everything to me
she gave me the best 10 months i have ever had thank u so much
and if she wants me back then am ready an waiting for her hope she knows it she means everything to me and i love everything about her including her random family tho they are really cool thank you for everything princess hope you know how much yu mean to me and how much you will always will mean to me hope we can resolves things
well it didnt happen so thats life i guess lifes a bitch seriously confused week and its gonna get worse but then again we could all be dead tomorow acording to the dead sea scrolls were all gonna somewere before midnight on decemeber the 31st well at least that way there will be no more pain or hurt anymore as long as she knows that i will always love her and am always going to be there for her cause she is amazing and she means the world to me
OMFG the worlds weirdest week just got weirder am having serious dé ja vous i have totally been here before and if it goes exactly how i lived it before i like whats gouing to happen but if not then tought shit
omfg this week has been so hard but its getting better cant believe monday even happened but oh well never moind it got better on tuesday
omg such an awesome gf she rocks and i love her to bits she is my world thank you for always being there for me babes missing you like hell but oh well
mmmm well i feel like am holding her back i know she is only staying cause i dont want her to go i feel guilty and that am being selfish but i have found ahppiness at long last and i cant live without that she means to much to me all i ask of her is i hope she doesnt go and i hope she realises how happy she makes me i heard her cry again tonight and it killed me not being able to hold her when she needs me am sorry for letting u down babe am sorry for being selfish but i need you more that you will ever know ur my world and you always will be
OMG this week is gonna be so hard dont really want to do it but hey think of the priviliges and i will be ok as long as i have a mental image of my goal i will be ok and everyone knows what my goal is and who my whole world is i love her so much she is awesome so much love and support
omg i cant believe its been so long since i last saw her its been such a long time i miss her so much wish i could be with her y does california have to be so far away it sucks still i will be with her again soon i love her so much
hey everyone i love someone very much like more than anyone could ever no she is amazing and she will always have my heart no matter what she rocks love you loads babes xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
its hot again lol thank god for ice cold strongbow
god today has to be like one of the hottest days so far its to fucking hot lolbut hey lifes still good and am still happy lol woooooo
hey ppl lifes good and am happy forever and always lol wooooooooooooo
heee heee am all happy again loving my little angel so much loving you forever babes oh and did i mention that i love you
lifes fucked up i hate it
am so lucky to have people that care bout me thanks to everyone that cares love you all
if only she would realise the mistake she is making then perhaps she would see why i hate him so much if he can turn like that to me how will he treat her