If you want to see more of my art I am on Elftown as [Lost In The Fog]...in the top of my description there, you will get links to other areas where my art is posted.

"I crave..."
Most of all...I crave him
I crave the site of his beauty
I crave to love him like no one else ever would
I crave to touch him so gently with fingertips that shake
Most of all...I crave him
I crave to hold him so close
I crave to kiss him with all the fire within
I crave to taste him and all that he is
Most of all...I crave him
I crave his thoughts so deep
I crave his hands against me searing my skin
I crave to caress him gently
Most of all...I crave him

"Forever Together"


i lie here in bed
a pen in my hand
wondering silently
"Why can't you understand?"
sleep starts to pull
to pull at my eyes
a dream starts to play
i hear a child's cries
i close my book
lie the pen down
i pull on a robe
and follow the sound
it is dark
there is a chill in the air
i listen intently
the wind pulls at my hair
i listen carefully
to this eerie song
as i walk i wonder
"what could be wrong?"
suddenly i realize, the crying i hear is my own...



when i look out my window, i can see gray clouds over head.
i just stare, and wonder if ill ever be happy again.
the things they say ... tears form in my eyes.
they dont understand, and i fear they never will.
she is the only one ... the only one who knows.
i remember ... so long ago.
we were together ... together and free.
but now we are alone ... alone and so far away.



i think about him and wonder
i wonder why
i start to cry
why do we have to be so far
so far from that which is so near
so far from something that is so dear
i reach out to visions of you
only to find wisps of smoke



i fall to my knees,
so very weak.
for a moment shes here ... here by my side.
i reach out ... but she is gone.
tears run down my face,
i am furious all over.
why cant this end? ... this pain inside so deep?
i punch my fist to the floor ... blood runs.
i hurt ... i hurt so much.
i want to be with her ... so bad it burns.



the razor i hold
these feelings untold
a black fury rises within
blinded by this pain so i cannot see
i wish he was here...
for he is the only one that can save me



i find her ... and i flee to her side.
i cry ... her last breath fades.
i will not let her leave me again.
i take the blade from her cold hand.
i die with her ... so we may be together in the land after.


-Joshua W. Rock and Sara E. Conner


If you had me alone, locked up in your room for 24 hours, and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do, what would you do with me? Post this in your house. You might be surprised at the answers you get. ^_^

Okay ask me anything, anything at all, I promise to answer honestly:D

well, not a lot to say, if u go to elftown and look up [Blood and Chocolate So Very Sweet] you can find out a lot about me but for right now i will say only this, i love the dark, and i love nature.

You held me closer
Closer than anyone else
Now I am without
Your warm embracing touch
But sad I am not
Dissapointed at your mentality
But not sad
Past loves keep me going
One man alone holds me
Holds the true key to my heart