Hi, I'm blue, be nice to me, I'll be nice to you, fair? k....


To Derek, [shes everything i could ever ask for]

I could stare into your eyes for eternity
as they look for you in school.

You are more than I could ever ask for,
no one is more perfect.

I love you with all my heart <3



anyway, here's some stuff for ya...


*Name: Caitlin
*Nickname: Butch, Blue, BlueHair, Linny, Mini me, vivien, caitoo, caitie, and so many more...
*Country of living: U.S.A
*Birthday: March 11, 1990
*Height: 5' 3" (ah chut it)
*Eye color: blue and sometimes violet (so ive been told...)
*Hair color: blue again!!!!
*Shoesize: 7.5 to 8
*School/work: School, will find work soon...
*You smoke: ICKY ICKY POO!!!
*Hobbies: drawing, guitar, bass, george lucas stuff, reading, writing, theatre, singing, poetry, shakespeare, anime, other dorky shit, etc...
*Brothers/sisters: Adreianne, Frederick
*Relationship: Derek-Sammy!!
*Peircings: ears(3 times), nose
*Favorite country to visit: id like to go to England someday or Ireland...
*Are there people you won't reply to: well, the people ive blocked, lol
*Nicest person you've met this year: Kris, Paul, Derek, Letta, ooh!! so many more!!!
*Worst person you've met this year: dunno
*Who would you like to meet: MJF, David Firth
*Who do you admire most: David Firth, Kurt Cobain, Willa Wonka!!(Gene Wilder, not Depp)
*Favorite clothing: my guy shirts!!
*Favorite car: herce, Jeep Wrangler
*Favorite movie(s): Indiana Jones, Star Wars, White Oleander, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, RHPS, Back to the Future, Nightmare Before Christmas, Amelie
*Favorite city: Seattle, NYC
*Favorite perfume/cologne: AXE!!!!!
*Favorite sound: waves or thunder
*Favorite tv-series: Family GUy, South Park
*Favorite writer: Stephen King or William Shakespeare
*Favorite nickname: for mi? id have to go with...butch, all the way man! Or Blue... yea, blue...
*What's on your mousepad: dont got one foo'
*What is under your bed: apparently piano music... and old chemistry hwk
*Favorite color: purple, blue, etc
*Favorite song ever: Blackbird, Driven
*Favorite food: bagels
*Favorite class in school: english, im actually good at it.
*Favorite drink: DIET PEPSI!!!!
*Lucky number: "in my experience, there's no such thing as luck"- Obi wan kenobi. but really, i dont believe in luck.
*What's best about you: my eyes, or my hair(blu!!). and my ability to make anyone appear beautiful, cuz everyone is beautiful. And my singing voice
*Favorite shoes: my chucks!!!
*What time do you go to bed on weekdays: one to four.
*What word do you use most: i'd have to say, "dude", dude, or "man"
*Most romantic moment in your life: i dunno... hopefully i have one...
*Most emberassing moment: no clue, i dont find things embarassing really.
*You rather'd spend time inside or outside: inside, its dark inside
*What do you do on weekends: be with friends, sleep, acting class
*Least liked class: well, now its probly math, cuz i like bio
*Your breakfast: nothing, cept in Seattle, they make me eat...
Least favorite food: eggs or onions
*Pets: too many to tell, but the main one is Whitey, mi kitty!!!
Laugh or dream: laugh, i dont dream much... but i do sometimes!!!
*Serious or funny: serious when necessary.
*Do you prefer being alone or with company: both
Simple or complicated: tis complicated, but simplicity is nice sometimes...
Cremated or buried: cremated then into the pacific. wheeeee!
*Stay up late or go to bed early: stay up, man!
*Light or dark: dark, so peaceful, and your eyes never hurt...
*Speak or silence: speak when necessary, silent is preferred though.
*Tall or small women/men: tall men, same size as mi women
*News Paper: New York Times
*Hug or kiss: both!!! hugs are so comforting, but kisses are so passionate and loving. (i know, im pathetic)
*Happy or sad: me? im off and on. but id rather have happiness
*Life or death: death, theres gotta be something better out there... (but life can be okay too...)
*Gig or disco: uh.. fluu?
*Left or Right: left, i play bass with it!!!
*Dark/red/blonde: blue!!
*What would you ask the Almighty if you could ask one question: wtf is with the platypus??
*Do you believe in reincarnation: yes
*Do you believe in aliens: not in that context
*When you die, what will your last words be: my manical laugh! i win!
*Does true love exist: of course
*How many kids would you like to have: dont know.
*What is the thing you most can't stand: i cant stand alot of stuff, so one thing is people manipulating people, gah!!!
*Best feeling: love
*Worst feeling: love
*What are you afraid of: millipedes!!! ick!!
*Are you an emotional person: eh, not as much as before
*Do you cry while watching sad movies: sometimes... *cough* star wars *cough*
*Your goal in life: to make things beautiful, and to make a difference, even if it wont really matter at that specific moment... and to help people, of course.
*What New Year's resolution did you set for yourself: uh.... your mom?
*What animal would you like to reincarnate as: some form of cat, a panther maybe, or my guardian angel: a fox.
*What is the most beautiful part of the male body: their hair(fluffy!!), and eyes
*Most original place you would propose: hmm....dunno.
*What do you think of elftown: its cool. good way to keep in touch with people.
*Is there something missing about elftown: not sure, havent seen everything yet...
*Where did you get this question list: borrowed it from a friend
*Besides elftown, what do you use your computer for: everything
*Favorite artist: andy warhol, man!!!!!! w00t!!!
*Zodiac Sign: PISCES!!!!! BWA!!!


yes dudes, theres more... i'm probly just repeating myself at his point... lol. so don't be surprized if they all don't match...


(38) Do you live in the moment?: yes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on who the "other" is.
(40) Do you have any secrets?: yes
(41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes, but it goes away.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: i guess. (ALL CAPS!!)
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: probly
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: uh...my singing maybe? and hair
(45) If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called?: The Other Ninety Percent(that's what my book is called)
(46) What's your biggest fear?: millipedes!!! gahhh!!! *breathes heavyily*
(47) Can you sing: YES!!!!
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: um..no
(49) Are you a loner?: eh, sometimes
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: probly, I like everyone.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: um...maybe? i dunno
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: both
(55) Have you got a question?: um... what is the air-speed velocity of an unladen swallow??
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength woould be my ability to be REALLY independent and weakness is I don't trust many peeps and I think too much...
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself? um...dunno... pick something for me...
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creativity, love is optional.
(59) How do you vent?: talk to people I guess, write in livejournal, cry, write anything, sing, play bass or guitar, etc.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes, to an extent.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i dunno....
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: it's decent, so yea.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: one of many would be never take things for granted.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: eyes or my long BLUE hair(I dye it SO much, I forget my natural colour =P)
(65) And least?: high hips. (swim suits SUCK)
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: meh... lets leave that to other folks
(67) Are you confident?: sometimes. depends what it is...
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: hmm... Sally from Nightmare Before Christmas most likely.
69) Do people know how you feel?: how I feel? I don't get it...
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes. people at school think I'm mean cuz I glare alot... I just can't help the glaring... But I'm actually AWSOMELY nice.^_^


DO YOU...


(71) Smoke?: No
(72) Do drugs?: No
(73) Read the newspaper?: yarr
(74) Pray?: a bit
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yea, unless they turn out to be creeps
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yea
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yea, but hate is a strong word =/
(80) Drive?: not yet
(81) Like to drive fast?: i probly would.


HAVE YOU EVER...


(82) Liked your voice?: my singing voice
(83) Hurt yourself?: not on purpose, I'm just clumsey, lol =P
(84) Been out of the country?: yea, mexico and canada... though I want to go to Europe
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: probly
(86) Burped?: yep!!
(87) Been unfaithful?: no
(88) Been in love?: yea, definetly
(89) Done drugs?: no
(90) Gone skinny-dipping?: yep!^_^
(92) Had a surgery?: i will, wisdom teeth!!
(93) Ran away from home?: almost did
(94) Played strip poker?: no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no
(97) Been picked on?: yes
(98) Been on stage?: yesss!!!
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: um...no!
(100) Slept outdoors?: yea
(101) Thought about suicide?: yea...
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: probly
(103) If yes, what is your record?: just a night I think
(104) Gone one day without food?: yea, I forgot to eat...lol
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: lots of times
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yea
(107) Slept all day? it was til like, 4 pm
(108) Killed someone?: no! though I might...lol
(109) Made out with a stranger?: mebbe
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no! Dude, I've never had sex!
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: I'm already there!!!!^_^
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yarr
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no...
(114) Been betrayed?: you could call it that...
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yes...*sigh*
(116) Broken the law?: yes, can we say, "CD burning?!!??!"
(117) Met a famous person?:yes, John Williams!! yey!! Gasp!!!
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: haven't killed an animal period
(146) Stolen anything?: dunno
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: well, tried to
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: nope
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? yea, lots of times =/
(150) Considered religious vocation?: nah
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: um...no?
(152) Bungee jumped?: no, want to though
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yea, couple of times


CLOTHES and other fashion


(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: guy shirts and baggy jeans
(159) Wear hats?: nah, they look dumb on me.
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: not really
(161) Wear make-up? a TINY bit. just a bit of cover up and eye liner stuff... nothing too fancy
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: um... do ringer tees count?
(164) Are you trendy?: uh... do I care? no.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: NO!!!


BELIEFS


(175) Love at first sight?: yep
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: of course it is!!
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: sure!!
(181) Do you wish on stars?: yea
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no, I was just wondering what hell could this damn thing possibly talk about
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love her/him?: yep
(185) Do you consider love a mistake: no, just scary...
(186) What do you find romantic?: a guy/girl complimenting you on your eyes.
(187) Turn-on?: goofy personality
(188) Turn-off?: concieted people
(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: no!!
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating, expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: well, im in that right now, and its odd... long story... wont tell
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating her or going on a date: yes
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: isn't it? I guess the guy doing it is more traditional, which is nice.
203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: hmm...yea
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I dunno... someone wanna help me there?
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: guys are alot more fun than girls I think, they're just willing to do more goofy, immature shit And I'm just a complete "one of the guys" type girl
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they think about sex/appearance TOO MUCH. well, sometimes they do ,but girls can be just as bad.
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: oh gosh... I don't even know...
(208) Are you in love?: i think so...
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: hot is a mean thing to call them >:(
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot girl/guy standing on the sidewalk?: um...continue what you were doing?


WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...


(211) That haunted you?: uh...your mom?
(212) You wanted to kill?: dunno
(213) That you laughed at?: uh... ruby? paul? i dunno
(214) That laughed at you?: ruby, paul, derek
(215) That turned you on?: um...dunno?
(216) You went shopping with?: ruby
(217) That broke your heart?: Calvin.
(218) To disappoint you?: no one
(219) To you asked out?: Derek
(220) To make you cry?: no comment
(221) To brighten up your day?: ruby, paul, derek
(222) That you thought about?: my friends
(225) You talked to through IM?: Swanny, who is like the only person i talk to online now
(223) You saw a movie with?: Caitlin, Derek, and Shawn to HP
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Derek
(226) You saw?: ???
(227) You lost?: I...lost?
(229) You thought was completely insane?: dunno
230) You wanted to be?: David Firth
(231) You told off: some person form turkey who was hitting on me
(232) You trusted?: Kris, Alina, derek, paul, more people
(233) You turned down?: no one


WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU


(234) Smiled?: now?
(235) Laughed?: today
(236) Cried?: sometime...
(237) Bought something?: food
(238) Danced?: this moring, never too early to tap dance
(239) Were sarcastic?: all the time
(240) hugged someone?: uh...band people?
(241) Talked to an ex?: friday night...grr
(242) Watched your fave movie?: One of my favourites last friday
(243) Had a nightmare?: yarr
(245) Talked on the phone?: today
(246) Listened to the radio?: today
(247) Watched TV?: last night
(248) Went out?:? yesterday
(250) Were mean?: I try not to be
(251) Sang?: today!!
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: Duece Bigalo
(253) Said "I love you"?: today
(254) Missed someone?: today!! Kris and all me PAC buddies and band peopel!!! and Derek
(255) Fought with a family member?: dad
(256) Fought with a friend?: haven't
(257) Had a serious conversation?: recently
(258) Got drunk?: Haven't yet (damn father won't gimme alcohol...)
(259) Had sex?: haven't yet
(260) Been kissed?: today


FRIENDS AND SUCH!


(261)Whos your best girlfriends?: ruby, alina, Ashley, Letta, Annie, emma, tree, MH, etc.
(262)Whos your best guy friends?: Kris, Paul, Derek Ian, Max, Calvin, Sam, etc.
(263)Where do you hang out?: houses
(264)Best looks?: oh come on, theyre all prettyful!!^_^
(265)Best hair?: me, Paul, Letta, derek, Calvin, or Kris! (fluffy!!)
(266)Best eyes?: um... me, Kris, Paul, derek, or ruby(hers are grey!!)
(267)Most trusted by you: Kris, Paul, derek, Alina
(268)Tallest?: Calvin, Sam, Kris
(269)Shortest?: Tree, Ian, Annie, Paul, me!^_^
(270)Best friends for ever and ever?: Ruby, Calvin, Emma, Sam, Alina, Paul, Derek, Kris, Tree, etc.
(271)Smartest?: Amber, Emma etc?
(272)Pyromanic?: EVERYONE I FUCKING KNOW!!!
(273)Tolkienish?: Amber, Reba, dunno who else
(274)Style?: GOTH!?!?!?(inside joke)
(275)Funniest?: Calvin, Sam, Kris, Paul, Derek, Ruby, Max, Me, etc
(276) Serious?: most of us
(277)Can keep secrets?: lots of friends
(278) Favorite weather: thunderstorms
(279) Favorit song: Blackbird (d'oh)
(280)favorit color: Purple, blue, and silver
(281)favorit sound: thunder or waves
(282) Astrological sign: Pisces



Bands and other stuff
The Beatles
Blue Oyster Cult
Rush
Black Sabbath
Led Zeppelin
REM
Eric Clapton
Dresden Dolls *drool*
Deep Purple
Queen
Nirvana
Disturbed
SOAD
Tool
Yo La Tengo
Yes
Marilyn Manson
David Bowie
The Cranberries
The White Stripes
Linkin Park(sometimes)
Evanescence(sometimes)
movie and musical soundtracks
Metallica
OZZY!!!
Michael Jackson(before he was goofy)
Spice Girls(come on, theyre haute)
Fleetwood Mac
and other stuff that Ruby/Paul turns me on to...